The Rise of Power...

2011-05-16T21:34:00.002+08:00

2011-02-13T12:51:00.008+08:00

kk, i haven't been blogging lk for UBER LONG! hahax.. well, just went to citylife with vic ytd.. kinda cool event ba.. just tt the peeps weren't high enuf.. heh.. yes, this is my first post of 2011!

LOL.. came back at 4 in e morning.. n ate cup noodles + some aiyu jelly at cheers.. HAHAHA.. yea, hungry leh.. cool breakfast rite? n damn early too.. :) slept till 12.. so here i am blogging..

kk, since it's lk e first post aft i turned 20, some new realisations.. i'm 20.. 20.. 20.. need to know wad the hell i'm going to do with my life yea.. and make some good out of it.. i wanna pursue my own dreams.. and take control of my own life.. yea? YEA.

kk, 3 resolutions this yr? if there was even any.. yes i made them for fun.. just anth tt came to my mind then.. 1. finish reading my marketing books.. 2. spend more time with my friends beofre uni and more mugging starts. 3. get to know more people - mainly girls? HAHA..

recap of last yr, army was a rickety slope.. n i got a nice direct boss but a not so nice big boss who just picks on me cos i'm from RJ.. and he hates designers n happens tt my upperstudy is a designer.. LOL.. and a quite ok bigger boss..

oh, sth i wanna do b4 ord next yr, take pics with my HUGE boss.. then take pic with Zeus(get the hidden meaning?), and then another with this damn cool commander who has facebook, runs marathons regularly despite his age n talks to NSFs lk they're his friends.. and he's a one star.. to him, all i have is respect from deep within.. hahax.. a role model for us to follow yea, one man so powerful and yet not corrupted to think himself as a damn big shot, but taking the initiative to know his people better.. cool guy. sadly, he's not my boss. hahax..

oh, i took this panorama shot from ytd.. thanks to my godbro vic for the complimentary tics.. enjoyed e night at marina bay.. hahax.. 1st time exploring the area there so everything's just so new.. :)

just love the lights man..

Cybershot phone FTW. :)

2010-10-31T20:11:00.002+08:00

sometimes, maybe it's better to stay far away and lk not know abt wad's going on.. some things in life we can't get, but we'll wish them all e best. when u feel sad, it's not lk u can help it.. cos you never crossed her mind. don't worry. they're better girls in uni yea.

2010-09-20T20:39:00.003+08:00

post that shouldn't be posted.. how? k, vic, here's a post worth posting, cos it's not boring army life.. i just saw C on the bus, and the train. WTH. omg la. oh well, brings back old memories la. yea, lets say only vic, jiale, and simjoo will know who i'm talking abt yea.. oh, and zhiwei too.. (tt's if u still read this, sis.. hahax..)

happy early birthday cass. the last i checked, ur birthday was on 23rd Sep. and i guess we shouldn't just try to avoid each other e next time ba.. feels quite stupid now.. i'll just acknowledge you're my high school crush, and we've moved on yea.. i stand at e mrt and think to myself, we're just so childish ba.. it's possible to just be friends yea.

sujin, MM, JY, amira.. yea, i've moved on. high school's over. life goes on.. i still remember though, it's just tt you're the one who gives me the power to be the best archer there ever is.. even bttr than my coach.. hahax.. but tt's the past..

as someone once told me, or i might have read somewhere: embrace the present, and treasure it.. for we won't know how long it'll last..

all lives must come to an end, but most importantly, we've lived it to the best of our ability, and we die without regrets.

cass, take care, i know you won't see this, but lets just be friends, normal friends, and let's stop this nonsense yea? :)

2010-09-11T22:31:00.002+08:00

haven't been here in a long time! but yea.. busy, sick.. and all tt shit.. hahax.. weekends spend with friends.. oh wells.. yea, vic asked me to blog here.. so bro, this post is blogged. k? :D

hahax.. have seen some ppl change a lot in army.. most becoming better ppl.. starting to treasure the various little things around us.. i'm still myself, sentimental, and i always treasure ppl before myself.. yea, hasn't changed ba.. not likely to survive in a war, but not likely to not survive in a war, cos u got friends tt will die for you as much as you would die for them.. it's a paradox.. and usually, we all come out alive as long as we care for each other and look out for each other.. just lk how u dun solo when u play L4D.. hahax.. it's a ppl helping u tt make e difference yea.. u can b gd but it doesn't mean u're better than ur enemy who has teamwork.. it's just making it 5 v 1 and 5 v 4.. 5 v 5 u still stand a chance yea..

dun really lk those ppl who just keng a lot ba.. u spread e work evenly, everyone can get things done and go home ma.. we all stand to lose if no one works.. singaporean mindset. just feel lk stabbing some idiots lk tt sometimes.. heh.. sry, my temper is quite famous. or infamous. oops.

on a different note, sometimes, we all need to think about what we want in life. not doing wad our parents tell us. because this is your life. not your parents. only you know what you want. yea, they may think they know best, but whatever they want is just a mould they want you to be. it's not you. who's life is it ultimately? yours or theirs? after some time when you look back at yourself, you ask, is this what you set out to become? are you happy with what you are doing?

yea, tt's e qn i always tell ppl, since there r quite a few ppl asking me wad to do abt their lives.. when u feel lost or confused, always ask yourself, what do you want? some ppl ask, what course should i take in uni? it's your future, u choose it yourself, not your parents, and not me.. if your parents want you to take a course, and they like it so much, then why not they just go take it themselves? go with your passion, and be who you want to be. that's the true flavour of success.

a doctor sounds nice, lawyer sounds cool. k, i'm not discriminating, if you like it, it's fine, go for it yea! but don't do sth tt u dun like for the good part of your life, just because your parents say so. if you do, i say you're fucking retarded, and you deserve to suffer those years. cos tt way, i really cannot help you. passion can drive a person really far. really. believe me, i've felt it.

kk, shall blog more tmr.. this blog post's on passion.. hahax.. gdnite world.. :)

2010-08-09T20:52:00.002+08:00

happy birthday singapore!

hahax.. check out this link.. grossly labled wrongly.. LOL sia..

just saw LKY on tv.. and my dad was lk wondering y they din put potong pasir on tv? hahax.. but i really hope he can stay on for a few more years.. and stay strong, as our founder, and we remember that it was he who brought us to where we are today..

thanks sir, for your contributions to our nation.. thanks for all the effort you've put in, to pull us together, to the life we live today.. where we can walk the streets without fear of being robbed, or being stabbed.. or getting killed in a gunfight.. a proud father who has his son to take over his legacy, and to see us through the next 20 to 30 years..

i really pray tt he'll live long, at least for the next 5 - 10 years.. a great man i'd wanna have a chance to take a pic with, to remember him, and all he has done for my country.. and to tt, i'm proud to have such a good leader..

anw, going to watch earthquake and liar game 3 soon.. i have a prediction, but i don't want it to come true, so i guess i wun write it here, but it has sth to do with wad i've written above, so just guess ba.. i'm still hoping for e best..

2010-08-07T09:55:00.002+08:00

haven't blogged here in a long time.. have been really busy with events filling my timetable for the last week.. gah..

but thanks jiayu and josh for e teoheng outing yea! :D and going for abraham's ord celebration ytd.. frozen margarita was cool ba.. not bad.. din get to dota with abe though! should organize one more leh.. i still haven't dota u.. HAHA.. :)

thanks for the outings guys.. really chilled out and recharged le.. ready for another hectic week.. HAHA.. though i hope it wun b tt bad.. ;)

going lan with jiale and then dinner/restaraunt/pub at clark quay.. hahax.. yea, we dunno wad it is cos his friend bringing us there.. LOL..

hey vic, meet up sometime soon k! :) salt looks lk a nice movie.. :D

2010-08-01T19:35:00.002+08:00

haven't been blogging here in a long time! yea, even vic asked me y nv update for so long! hahax.. yupyups.. was rather bz last few days ba.. these few days not so emo too.. getting over it slowly yea.. guess we can only protect those dear to us, when they are close by, and that's the reality.. we're not superman as much as we want to be..

wed going ktv with a few friends ba.. i need a rest.. ndp killing me a lot for e weekends.. events killing my weekdays.. till i got not much time for myself..

lucky this sat i'm free.. hahax.. any takers? :D

2010-07-20T23:03:00.003+08:00

life is so fragile. sometimes, you just feel sad about things that happen around you. the 面粉果 lady used to be quite close to us, gave her daughter schoolbags for her use, both parents working. and her daughter just passed away, drowned in e swimming pool. life is just so fragile. and the maid isn't charged for negligience? haix..

sad ba.. my mum even wanted to tutor her.. just a young kid.. my deepest condolences..

it's one of the times we can't use force to right the wrongs, because revenge doesn't bring someone back from the dead. and negligience isn't intentional. so who do we blame. people want to find someone to blame, to turn their sadness into hate, to vent it on the culprit and absolve their guilt.

i don't know what to think. just sad that it's just so sudden.

emo.

2010-07-19T09:56:00.003+08:00

The New Paper page 8! LOLLLL.. interesting. though it might not be the same prediction.. fun leh.. shall try out 4d prediction this sat.. heh. but cannot take cash, so can only help ppl.. else i predict not accurate liaox..

helping e kids quite fun ytd.. :)

2010-07-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

anyone thinking of going zouk/pub dun go this wk yea.

got this feeling there might b a check of some sort, and ppl who wanna get away with it might just slip sth in ur bag or pockets to sabo u.. point is, dun go this wk. u believe, den dun go. dun believe, den go lor. i may be wrong anw.

when you have skills, use them to help others.. kinda nice putting predictions to gd use, though i wun know if there ever was a police check or not.. and i'll never know if i'm right or wrong.. LOL. :)

2010-07-12T22:46:00.002+08:00

heh.. who bet Spain?! HAHA.. k, hope ppl who bet got some extra cash ba.. i dun bet, can only help u predict.. believe den bet hor, i'm not responsible for your loss.. but u can treat me if u win la.. HEHH.. accept all forms of goods except money. collect cash now, the next forecast will be wrong le.. LOLL.. yea, it works lk tt.. also dunno y.. dun ask.. win can le.. :D

tdy transport bus was damn empty.. maybe a lot of ppl MC cos of Spain.. oops.. i mean Sprain.. :P

"Doctor, i need MC.."
"Spain la.."
"Spain???"
"OH, Sprain.. Sprain.."

HAHAHAHA.. LOLX sia..

2010-07-07T17:44:00.002+08:00

I got a premonition. Spain will win. LOL. If u believe den go place ur bets. HEHH..

2010-06-27T12:49:00.002+08:00

sometimes, love can be something so abstract, you don't know why you do certain things.

sometimes, you think she's dropping a hint tt she's accepting you.

sometimes, you think she's trying to avoid you.

sometimes, you don't know what to think at all.

sometimes, you feel so happy tt she talk to you over msn.

sometimes, you feel so sad when you know she's online but just doesn't reply you.

sometimes, you feel so numb, you just wanna give up on the hope that she will reciprocate.

sometimes, you don't know why you just wanna pick that rose, when there are so many others you can pick.

sometimes, you don't know why you just wanna date that girl, when you've dated even the prettiest girl in J1.

sometimes, you just close your eyes and hug your pillow, and pretend you're hugging her.

sometimes, there are just so many questions, you just feel confused.

if you feel the same, drop a hint yea.

i'll pick it up. :)

2010-06-27T12:44:00.004+08:00

secretly taken pics of the ba zang stall tt random helped.. :D

yea, aft tmr the auntie n uncle wun b around liao.. all e best in ur business yea.. will support u if i ever see u around again! hahax..

yea, i take e pics for memory sake ba.. :)

random prefers to remain annonymous, so we shan't tell u his name.. :D

keep guessing. :)

2010-06-24T19:31:00.003+08:00

story telling time!

one day, there was this guy called random. he was walking out from e food court, just finished covering event in tengah, but event ended early.. heh.. so he went for dinner at the mall beside his house.. on e way out, he walked past the kfc in the direction of his house........

story starts.

*guy brushes past ba zang stall, brushes past the dumplings, causing them to fall*
ba zang stall auntie: "hey! 你弄倒我的ba zang le!"
guy:"你讲什么?! 是你自己弄的！"
*quarrel starts*
random walks by, with the mindef pass(LOL).. "我看到了，是你弄倒的。"
*guy glares at random*
*random stones(LOLLLL)*
"auntie, 我来帮你。"
*random helps stall auntie pick up dumplings*
"谢谢你，小弟。"
"没关系。:D "
"小弟，auntie 下个星期就不卖了，这些你拿去吃吧。"
hahax.. and auntie passes random 4 dumplings..

"oh, 不用了。oh, 谢谢auntie.."

and tt's e story of e dumplings ba.. :) hahax.. will take a pic of e auntie n her stall sometime if i have a chance. maybe tmr ba.. lol.. reminds me of that old me who helped e bubble tea uncle at my old house.. :D ppl always say, 好人有好报 yea! :) n ppl usually dun pick fights with mindef ppl.. not v wise.. LOLLL..

heng nv need to use any skills.. HAHA..

oh, but i used my fingernails to zip open the cd case, cos the whole office got no scissors.. does tt count? HEHH.. eh sometimes, skills are useful hor.. just use correctly can le.. not everything needs to be solved using ur skills even if you have them.. :)

"Winning a war without even going to war is the best war ever won." --- The Rising Power

I feel happy tdy. :D

2010-06-22T22:20:00.004+08:00

great. some idiot went to search my background and thinks it's too dangerous to bring me overseas.. no australia le.. :(

haix.. emo la.. my fully paid mindef australia "holiday" 泡汤 le..

2010-06-20T21:16:00.004+08:00

have been v busy these days ba.. dun really have time to sit down and stop for a moment.. my energy feels sapped man.. just finished covering runway cycling and skating..

going australia exactly 1 mth from now.. i need slpp..

loving someone is hard.. u keep thinking of tt someone, and each time u go unto msn, u just wish she'll start e convo with u.. when u start missing her touch, her smile, u know you've fallen in love with her.. u miss patting her to slp.. u miss waking her up to no avail and she giving tt lazy and sleepy voice.. hahax.. yea, u miss her.. u wish she had dropped a hint or two to tell u either a yes or a no, so u can get on with life.. but she didn't.. oh wells.

yea, random thoughts ba.. anw, i'm damn bloody tired now.. even sunday also must work.. sian leh.. gahhh.. i want a well deserved rest.. anyone wanna organise chalet? :)

2010-06-16T21:07:00.002+08:00

met up with R on my way back from work.. update on the C.H. thingy. heh.. yea, interesting tt ppl can clean up so fast eh? covering their tracks.. guess it's necessary to drop a few hints here and there then.. :)

i wanna go ktv.. arghh.. i hate being busy all day sia.. i need rest! even sunday and sat also must cover event.. haix.. wells, guess everything got it's pros n cons ba..

2010-06-14T21:38:00.003+08:00

here's story of the day.

boy in on train. boy seeing a fat chinese irritating kid sitting on a reserved seat. beside the boy is an indian man with his 3 yr old (or abt there) daughter. (and no, he isn't an indian worker.) the man holds onto the malay boy in front of him, as the boy watches his hands shiver. the malay boy turns and smiles. the man tries to gain his balance, but the fat boy refuses to budge. beside the fat boy is a middle aged lady, old for her age, and obviously needing the seat. the LRT jolts. the man loses his balance, and tries to hold on to his daughter to prevent her from falling down. he picks her up for a while, but then puts her down shortly as he can't handle her weight. the fat boy continues to sit there and stare. random boy drops a plastic cockroach, as the fat boy screams and leaves his seat. "oops.." the random boy picks it up. "(pretends to suddenly notice the man) heys, i think u need this seat.." hahax.. the man thanks him, but the boy seems pissed.. LOL..

anw, he wouldn't have been much of a match ba.. and isn't v smart picking a fight in an LRT with a hell lot of ppl around.. worse picking a fight with an SAF guy.. hehh.. protect country still wanna let him kena hantam.. sure got ppl pin him down if he ever does tt.. hahax..

yay.. job done without use of force or coercion.. HAHA.. the random boy desires to remain annoymous.. :)

anw, i've finished e celestial zone 1 and 2! neville, my upperstudy lent me e last few chapters of series 1, so i've finally completed the series.. :D thanks nev! tmr's nev's farewell.. tmr got sth to give him.. hahax.. good luck friend.. all e best in life! :)

2010-06-12T20:49:00.003+08:00

been a really really long week! kk, yea, just came back from shangrila dialogue, so was kinda tired.. recap of e week only now.. heh.. yea, lets say, quite eventful, ytd kinda bz, josh mc, gajen went for med checkup, so left me gotta cover event n still meeting jolene n jiale at night.. gd job rite? damn xiong sia..

yea, was on facebook, and saw sheron jie's post.. 容忍的人其实并不笨，只是宁可对自己残忍。既然爱不能恒温，祝福就给你下一个人。 damn emo la.. yea, i'm an emotional person, easily relating to things ba.. but yea, it's still emo la.. haix.. 宁可对自己残忍..

kinda wonder if u'd come online sometime ba.. den can at least chat and see how you're doing.. hope you're doing fine ba.. miss u..

haix.. i need teoheng/ktv/kbox.. badly.

suffering from k歌 cold turkey now.. heh..

feeling damn bad for sheron ba.. dunno y her bf is so damn screwed up.. haix.. nvm jie, you'll get over it soon k? bring u out for a few drinks sometime.. hahax.. if u were 6 yrs younger i'd have dated u hor.. dun sad k.. you'll find sb bttr yea.. :)

"i had a nightmare, dreamt tt i was in an empty cabin. i was sitting opposite u and there was a girl sitting beside u. then i felt v sad, and woke up."
"heys, i wun let tt happen k? if liddat den i ask u sit to beside me too la.."

k, i dunno y i did tt.. not exactly v smart.. nvm, it's just a dream anw..

oh, priscilla went to japan.. hahax.. yea, i wun miss u.. cos u asked me dun miss u ma.. HAHA.. i v guai.. listen to instructions de.. heh.. anw, thanks for believing in me.. :) really appreciated it a lot.. and stay safe! :)

anw, sorry mum for being damn angry at u.. hope u can sometimes try to understand me k? just a little is better than nothing.. guess i'll just "orh" and not do wdv u say if i don't want to.. cos between the two, i prefer not quarelling ba..

2010-06-06T23:57:00.002+08:00

3 days n i'm fucking tired so u don't come and FUCK around with me. fucking pissed. yea, goddamn the bloody bitch. feel lk throwing a punch into her face. FUCK LA.

i hate ppl touching my stuff. digging my stuff out from my bag. i hate ppl telling me wad to do n controlling my life. i'm fucking tired.

2010-06-03T23:22:00.003+08:00

kinda dun have to split myself into 13 personalities again.. hahax.. i just realised ba.. life here is kinda much easier on the role play thing.. tt's a gd start.. :)

yea, read e news.. jialat la.. ppl these days going back to screwing up the society again.. oh wells.. but i'm too tired.. coming back so l8 each day.. n i did make a promise after all.. gahh.. nvm. learn to not bother so much ba..

jap lesson 101.

gome, onomaye dewa goto arimas..

sorry, please leave a message..

hahax.. learnt from jap drama.. LOL! not taiwan drama ba.. :D hahax.. learning jap for fun ba.. heh..

anw, i've got my marketing book le! shall study when i got time.. i dun believe 2 yrs of study can't make up for the giftedness of ppl with straight As.. hahax.. some ppl dun believe ba.. but for a guy who's an idealist and has stood by his stupid ideals to make the society a better place for so long, what's 2 yrs of self study? rite? HAHA.. determination to make up for talent ba.. :D

yea, in both senses of the word.. determined to make up for the lack of talent.. and using determination as a means to make up for the lack of talent.. HAHA.. determination as both a noun and a verb.. not bad.. i like that.. HEH..

kk, i think my brain's not working le.. start spouting nonsense le.. typing crap.. shall so slp ba.. i miss ktv at teoheng with jiayu! but u got sch now.. everyday so bz.. hahax.. damn, cough not fun.. now can't sing properly le.. n it's dry cough.. so none of my remedies work.. remedies only for phlegm cough or sore throat.. use either remedy on this one n it's gonna be worse.. cannot use ginger, cannot use coconut/aloevera.. tmr shall try almond seed ba.. see if it works.. else i'll have to be perma strepsils for a long time.. seriously not fun at all.. KK, shall really go slp.. v tired.. gdnite!

2010-05-31T20:02:00.002+08:00

wun be here on fri, sat and sun.. cos i'll be at shangrila hotel doing the SLD yea.. quite an experience ba.. gd chance to learn sth yea! hahax.. a chance at being a reporter.. cool ba.. :)

kk, sth i figured tdy.. kinda a sales tactic tt i used on many customers b4.. to buy hampers cos of the good quality scallops which supposedly, many other ppl are buying.. HAHA.. so the many other ppl actually haven't bought the hamper yet, but will buy it if they fall for the trick.. because everyone else is buying, so it's better to buy.. thus i've just made the future into the present.. :D HAHA.. cool rite? maybe tt's y Jay says i might end up the top salesman.. HEHH..

alright, shall share it here.

Cognitive Dissonance.
you have A and B to choose, and you know that "B" has to be the right answer. However, the other people around you choose A. And when it comes to your turn, even though inside, you know that the answer is B, you answer with A. if a gap between people and their environment occurs, that is, if they experience dissonance, they begin to feel anxiety. by sympathizing with their surrounding, they attempt to dissolve this anxiety.

hahax.. the psychologist is the best salesman.. if he knows how to put his theory into practice.. HEHH.. yea, tt's all for sneaky sales lesson 101! Adios! :D

2010-05-28T11:44:00.003+08:00

when inaction is an action in itself, and when not making a choice is a choice in itself, what will you do? kill the murderer who's about to murder someone, but hasn't, and so is equally innocent in the eyes of the law? or not kill him and allow the murder to take place, resulting in the loss of an innocent life?

either way, the bystander with the power to stop the crime is part of the crime itself. in my eyes, there is no law. there is only good and bad. so i'll choose the first option, even if i become a killer by law myself.

just some thoughts. don't read too much into it ba. hmm..

was just watching Orthros no Inu.. if you have the power to correct what the police cannot, will you do it, and live with the guilt, in exchange for the innocent girl's happiness?

guess only isaac and simjoo know abt this kid yea.. the kid who can curse, not with his hand like the serial though.. and he can't kill too, but focusing a curse at the right time can be quite dangerous too yea? combined with his martial arts, really isn't tt hard.. but wdv u do, only u know u did it, but u keep doing it time and again cos u think what you're doing is right.. but what if that street thug grows up to learn from his mistakes? and what if that little boy you saved grows up to be a drug peddler? then would you still have done what you did?

k, think less. live more..

2010-05-25T22:17:00.002+08:00

damn tired! omg la.. i feel lk a straits times reporter now.. went to interview 3 ppl at 3 different places, take trascripts, film down stuffs.. heng i dunno anth abt e video, else i gotta do tt too.. LOL.. but fun la.. really feel lk a professional reporter sia.. interview with the damn pro mike.. hahax.. hey simjoo, i support ur future occupation as a reporter man.. HAHA.. but it's not going to be easy yea!

going for shangrila dialogue, can't say who else from other countries will be there cos it might be confidential(yea, in army, everything is confidential..LOL..) hmm.. but singapore side, who will be there, we all know la.. HAHA.. yea, up close with MM Lee and President Nathan! cool man.. once in a lifetime sia.. sadly, we can't take any pics WITH them.. only OF them.. HEH..

actually, 1 pic for 1 day in DB.. HMM.. HAHAHA... but nola, i'm not going to spoil singapore's image.. respect ba.. and responsibility yea.. :) hahax.. wanna take pic, maybe if i ever get a chance next time yea.. in private.. LOL.. else other ppl think singapore ppl have no respect for their leaders.. LKY's a great man ba.. indeed an honor to meet such a guy in my lifetime.. :D

2010-05-23T14:05:00.003+08:00

guess wad, i got accepted into NUS business!!! hahax.. damn happy.. thank you everyone who believed in me, and encouraged me on.. esp jiayu, priscilla, aiting, david, kokting, ben, mark.. and all others who encouraged me in one way or another.. hahax.. kk, i'm not making a speech here ba..

i kinda know sth from this episode, tt my mum will just talk and talk, and pressurise.. and nth gets done.. if i wanna do sth, i gotta do it from within, and do it before she says anth, so i wun feel tt she's ordering me abt, and i'll will do it.. yea, i hate ppl ordering me abt, so i just don't do wdv they tell me to. hmph.

but now, i'm really quite satisfied with myself yea.. i'm gonna learn as much as possible now, before i even enter nus.. to be the 3-in-1 businessman of the 21st century.. the maven, the connector, and the salesman.. tt's my target yea.. so in NUS, it's either we form the best team, and share all we know with all in the team and strive together, or i'll just solo it myself.. good teachers or not, i don't care.. 2 yrs of preparation ahead of others is a sacrifice, but it's a worthy one, to win the loreal challenge, marketing.. :) the best marketer.. hahax..

yea, quite pleased with myself ba.. straight bs also can get into business, must have done quite well for e interview ba.. so to those out there who think you can't do it cos everyone around u is scoring As cos they're so damn smart, don't give up yea. just try your best, and who knows, maybe you'll get a chance at your dreams too yea! :)

yea, i did make a promise, if i ever become a successful businessman, i'm going to set up a foundation for poor kids, who don't have to be good at their studies, but have a burning passion for helping others and have proven their worth. and want to do something for society, not just for themselves.. yea, not through the numbers of CIP hours they get, but the number of testimonials they get from their VWO mentors. cool award rite? hahax.. but tt's IF la.. lol.. if i ever have e chance to, i first gotta start increasing my earning power.. :)

k, jiale, you're right, i should stand up to my mum. cos wdv she does is just pissing the fuck out of me. i guess without her around things might be better ba.. i got here tdy, despite her cursing tt i wouldn't, and making things difficult for me during my As cos i lost control of myself and hit her.

point to note, next time, find a submissive and loving wife. not sb who says no all e time, and doesn't know how to give in a little at times.

going for dinner soon.. gotta put up with my mum only on e weekends ba.. luckily.. LOL.. anw, sometime this wk, i'm going down to NUS or SMU to get a marketing book and start studying it.. hahax.. this is called studying sth you're finally interested in yea! after designing the advert for Noel, i think marketing is my thing ba.. least i can tell ppl tt i first designed my very 1st advert when i was 18.. :D

listening to superman can't fly by jay chou.. 不要问我哭过了没，因为超人不能流眼泪。seems lk he broke up with jolin tsai cos of pressure by his company ba.. life gives ppl a lot of expectations tt they have to fulfil. but it's kinda had to be that superman that ppl want you to be.. it's hard.. well, guess tt's y ppl lk me have a few hidden lives, away from public view, to still be ourselves, and not be judged by others.. sometimes, being who you are, even for a few moments, is a privilege.

next sat prolly going for dinner with pris ba.. hahax.. b4 i go overseas to australia.. 1 last dinner ba.. dun miss me too much.. :) hmm.. hope yunxi gets into NUS biz too ba.. :) den at least i've got 2 possible dates there hor? wun be so lonely.. HAHA.. just kidding.. :P but it's kinda gd to have nice friends there in a new place yea.. :) shall accompany pris to get her books if got chance.. and maybe sometime ask jiayu if she wants me to accompany her to driving test in june.. jiayu, u whole day on busy status, i scared fan u wor.. hahax.. u read this den drop me a msg k? :D

tmr going to work again.. 4th june got chance to get close to MM Lee.. cool ba? hahax..

2010-05-17T22:56:00.002+08:00

haven't been here for a while.. lol.. yea, tmr covering event until damn l8.. lk 11pm.. lol.. wun b online yea.. buzy week for me yea.. next week should be a little lighter..

went on msn, but guess everyone's all busy.. damn lonely sia.. v few ppl to talk to.. and the ppl who reply, reply every 2 mins.. can tell they're busy too.. heh.. thanks anw.. kinda feel lonely just working and sleeping everyday.. makes me feel lk a workaholic..

i need an outlet man.. heh.. anyone care for movie on wed? cos i'm in civilian wear.. can watch movie.. hahax.. yea, gd thing abt covering events is tt u get to wear CV, looks bttr than a uniform with not much rank.. HAHA.. :)

2010-05-15T22:07:00.003+08:00

went out with mark this morning, catch up on old times! hahax.. yea, went to catch D-13.. quite a cool movie..

oh, i shall go reply ur complain post.. hahax..

k, replied le.. hahax.. yea, watched D-13.. quite a cool movie ba.. parkour for the win.. wish i was so agile.. LOL.. really damn effective leh.. but yea, lk wad jolene said, u'd never know when sb might b more skilled than u yea.. esp lk the guy in e movie.. HEH.. makes me wanna learn man.. but i scared of getting more injured than i already am.. pes e leh.. dun try anth else.. l8er kena pes f.. HAHA..

mark, we should have parkoured up the roof of GV leh! HAHA.. if i weren't in army i'd go with ur idea yea! i just scared kena DB.. hahax.. yea, there was this secret(or not so secret) trapdoor tt leads upstairs.. dunno to where.. but prolly upstairs = the roof yea? LOL.. yea, we passed by the projection room.. so it's kinda cool to be in e backdoor.. :D

found this on the sidebar on mark's blog.. "Many things about tomorrow... I don't seem to understand... But i know who holds tomorrow; And I know who holds my hand..." brings back childhood memories yea.. was singing this in pri sch.. hahax.. forgot the song title le.. but i still remember the "power of your love".. was such a gd song tt i made it into one of my 2 guitar solos i created.. the other is qi li xiang.. hahax..

yea, i only created 2 guitar solos.. dun think i can hav e concentration to create a 3rd one.. and it'll prolly die with me cos i can't write or read notes.. but surprisingly can compose solos rite? weird hor? but yea, such a person exists.. HAHA.. lk i always told my juniors, dunno how to read notes nvm, just feel e music, and know what position produces wad sound.. then combine the sounds to form a piece of art.. :) heh.. yea, it's a cheat method.. play by ear, play by feel.. knowing how to play by actually not knowing how to play.. HEH.. cheem hor? but not advisible if u got time to learn properly la.. i din have e luxury of time to slowly pick it up yea..

oh, met up with jolene afterwards at j8.. since mark had church.. eat dessert for fun.. LOL.. then go library stone.. then she zao for church choir prac.. hahax.. i miss kbox/ktv! hahax.. dunno y i can say i miss kboxing, but not miss teohenging.. doesn't sound right leh.. HAHA.. teoheng name sounds funny.. heh. but yea, i miss teoheng ktv ba.. save tt now can't go teoheng le.. in army now, jiayu in poly.. josh also in poly.. jiale also in army.. oh wells.. guess they're all busy ba.. and have their new social lives..

jiale, it's my honor to have such a godbro lk u.. when u said we'd be brothers till death and beyond, it really warmed my heart. thanks bro.. i know i can sometimes fall deeply in love with a girl, and end up hurting myself, but you'd always be there for me, even if i sometimes cared for the girl more than i did for you. thanks for staying by my side, and helping me through my life.

having a godsis instead of a friend kinda has its benefits.. hahax.. cos a godsis doesn't hurt you the way a friend that you happen to like after some time would..

"~If I had a flower for every time I thought of you, I could walk in my garden forever.~"

hmm.. starting to miss someone.. but i guess you're busy yea.. dun even dare to ask u out.. scared kena reject.. hahax.. yea, i know u not purposely de, but it doesn't feel nice leh.. heh..

kk, i going to slp le.. gdnite world.. :)

2010-05-10T22:37:00.001+08:00

oh btw, in case u come visit here, sarang is a noun.. hahax.. saranghamida is the word.. :P heh..

sb learning korean too yea? :)

2010-05-10T21:01:00.002+08:00

k, forget the previous ranting post.

don't read it. plsss.. thanks..

i'm now confused. i wanna sleep early 2nite. and i want sb to encourage me.

cos i don't know if what i'm doing is going to lead me down the right road or to a life of disaster..

help me.. sometimes, just having someone by your side, and though not talking, it really helps a lot to calm your nerves down.

other than tt, the other choice is sleeping it away. it kinda works sometimes.

2010-05-09T22:34:00.002+08:00

bloody fucking asshole. FUCK YOUR BLOODY FUCKING FUCK. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. LIVING WITH A FUCKING FUCKTARD.

if you're not used to vulgar language. close this window. thanks.

k, i use this to prevent myself from venting my anger at it's original source. cos the original source happens to be my mum. all my fucking life i've not have any one irritate me, i've never had to get angry at anyone, if you just don't put my mum into the picture. fucking fucker just thinks abt shares, cash, the whole fucking day. using comp is wasting electricity. and wasting fucking money. go fuck yourself. you lose money in shares, and dad say nvm, it's just a failed investment. but why the fuck do you want to continue playing shares. it's not your fucking money. we could've got a better life without your fucking shares.

guess i'm just damn pissed. i want parents who are nice. lk jiayu's parents.. or jiale's parents.. life sucks when you live it in constrains.. when you're just not whoever they want you to be. some parents accept their children for who they are. they believe in their children.. other parents don't trust their children. cos to them, their children are just merely trophies they use for bragging rights.

i'm tired.. going to gombak tmr again. work is sian cos the ppl there aren't fun too. fuck la.

gd thing went out with aiting on friday.. at least it isn't tt bad yea.. feels bttr.. kept me from blowing up tdy ba..

2010-05-08T16:50:00.002+08:00

went out with my godsis aiting ytd.. to watch iron man 2.. hahax.. eng wah at suntec.. which apparently neither of us really knew how to go.. LOL.. but was fun yea.. went just acia for dinner.. food there quite gd ba.. and ice cream not bad too.. had chocs n mint..

den went around taking pics.. just for fun.. lol.. got a few taken at esplanade ba.. the lights quite nice.. :)

thanks sis..

2010-05-06T21:52:00.002+08:00

went cmpb to train for photoshoot tdy.. hahax.. quite an informative experience yea! i learnt a lot.. thanks sir.. can't say name, i scared confidential, blog here l8er kena called up.. lol..

anw, was quite fun ba.. learnt abt how to adjust aperture, shutter speed, iso.. exposure reduction or addition.. yea.. got quite a few gd pics, will upload soon on facebook if i got time..

went bishan library, saw shuyan there, so started catching up on old times.. n this grp of girls making moaning noises behind our seats. LOL! wth la. i try not to laugh sia.. apparently it's a game where u see who can sound off e loudest.. goes in e circle and e loser is e one who doesn't go any louder.. HAHA.. funny sia..

kk, i gtg le.. tmr go watch iron man 2 with my godsis aiting after my cover event in e morning ba.. :)

tired le.. cya!

2010-05-05T22:22:00.002+08:00

buzy day tdy.. tmr going back to CMPB to take photos.. harborfront then change bus to 145.

hope i remember how to get there.. lol.. yea, photo taking session ba.. training.

mum chasing me to slp.. sianx.. nowadays life v sian ba.. ask my new dept mates if sat wanna go lan, no one wanna confirm.. heys, 2 yrs tgt here leh, dun tell me u dunwanna get to know each other bttr? rather than stay in office all day so quiet.. haix...

anw, my zen works.. hahax.. so can listen to music and watch movies now.. :)

oh, meeting my godbro vic on the 14th yea.. hahax.. vic just called me just now.. thanks for remembering me bro.. guess i'm really lucky to have 2 really nice godbros.. vic and jiale.. love you guys man. and take care!

going to watch iron man 2 with my godsis aiting this friday.. meet u soon sis! (though u won't read this comment.. LOL..) hahax.. :D

2010-05-04T21:08:00.002+08:00

saw tt indian guy tdy.. corporal krishnan. hahax.. mindwipe is damn useful. especially in daily life. :)

just got my creative zen mp4 tdy.. picking up songs, but not recognising videos leh. hope it does soon.. think i'm spending too much ba.. need to save up a little.

zen giving probs now. video sometimes can get in, sometimes can't. lol. if it doesn't work, tmr must go back return it.

2010-04-30T09:30:00.003+08:00

from mark's blog.. yea, my camp buddy.. thanks pal.. :)

"Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed

Some say love it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed"

yea, it's a really nice song. hey you, you still come by here any more?

if 2 yrs l8er and you're still not attached, maybe things would be a little different yea.. sometimes, i guess i'd leave things to fate ba.

queer thing happened ytd. this indian corporal was eating with us, one of my senior's friends ba. and he asked, which school are you from? i said RJ.

"oh, do you know joanne?"

"err.. no?"

"hmm.. do you know any girls from track?"

"hmm.. no leh.. only 1 or 2 i suppose. amanda?"

"oh, i know a lot of girls from RJ.."

"oh, haha.."

"hey, are you related to the royal family of singapore?"

WTH??? royal family of singapore? k, i stunned for a sec. then replied, "huh? no leh.. y so random? singapore where got royal family.. i look lk the royal family ah?" "no it's not random.." lol.. then his friend was lk, "yea, tt's so random man.. the next thing you're going to ask is whether we're related to the malaysian royal family."

gd thing it was passed off. this guy is pes e. and entered army b4 i did. corporal rank. means tt he's been in there much longer than i did. more than 6 months. but how the heck? nvm. can't be vic or jiale anw. cos vic just entered, and jiale's in ptp at tekong in pes b. simjoo or jiaying then, maybe from church? or my ex-good friend kelvin from lk long time ago? but royal family of singapore is really interesting. HAHA.. since when did singapore have a royal family? LOL.. whoever was telling him sure didn't tell him everything i guess.. heh.

k, going to rest now. enjoy the song yea. i dled it, on loop now. really touching ba. k, shall not be lovesick. as it is, i'm already sick le. need to recover first. damn scared abt SMU application for business.. i hope i can get in.. really really hope.. please give me a place SMU..

2010-04-30T08:52:00.004+08:00

2nd day at AFIMC and i'm sick le. great. sore throat and damn dizzy ytd.. lucky tdy much better le. bacterial infection ba. cos i just taken the stupid tamiflu and h1n1 jab.. and polio also. can't possibly be a virus sia. else we can see how effective the jabs are yea. heh.

yea, took MC tdy. tmr should be fine enough to go out with my godbro jiale. he said tmr's e last wknd he can enjoy ba. guess he'll be going BMT soon ba. after his PTP is over.. training quite xiong for him ba. much more xiong than mine of course. going to swim lk 3 times a wk ba. at night or evenings maybe. den won't end up lk a balloon at the end of the 2 yrs of desk job.

AFIMC: Air Force Information Management Centre. deals with loads of confidential stuffs, so spend the last 2 days doing some security course n check. guess it's an interesting job ba. but everything that goes on in there, i can't post it here. cos all confidential. can't leak out to public yea.

kk, shall rest for tdy yea. called up the chief clerk this morning to report absence le. warning to ppl who don't know yet ah, or haven't bothered to read the instructions on the booklet.. reporting sick after 730am is considered AWOL. LOL. yea, not funny sia. k 9am. phlegm from throat is dark green, from upper nose is blood red. yea, mixed with blood. damned screwed sia. ytd slept in office for 3 hrs. shall go back slp ba. hope can recover faster.

2010-04-23T22:36:00.007+08:00

just came back from camp. heh.. yea, a new phase of life ba..

kept a journal. so shall blog it here. without any confidential info, so wun kena screwed.

ppl already know tt army has bunks, sections, and companies, and marching. ppl know tt army has seargents, ranks, and training. ppl don't know the other ppl's names, so don't reveal it. don't tell ppl wad they dun already know abt army. HEH. tt's e way to stay safe.

kk, here's a journal i kept. word for word, no changes of any sort yea.

Day 1

gd thing there's a notebook. can record stuffs.

i not know what i'm fighting for. it's not just about becoming strong, to defeat your enemy and fight to defend your homeland.

but it's about fighting for that little girl, at the parade square, shouting "jia-you! jia--you!" to her brother.

yea, it sounds stupid now, the girl even looks stupid, but in a war, it's people like her, that you want to protect, your fellow countrymen, the innocents who are unable to fend for themselves.

and that gives you the power to fight.

something burns in you, telling you that's the good in people you want to protect. and that gives you the power to fight, the desire to eliminate the threat for the sake of these people who need you.

yea, i know why i'm a soldier now. i'll fight for the people i wanna protect.

there's some cheer that goes, "children having fun while we are holding guns.." it's an honor yea.

Day 2

dun have to carry weapons. lol. guess tt puts me out of danger ba. air force. hope will be quite gd. no guns = no stupid guy misfiring and no grenade landing right beside you. guess it's kinda safe yea?

thinking of transferring all the day's transcripts inot my blog when i get home. hahax.

11.25am. slacking and waiting for lunch. e smell of e bed reminds me of jiayu's chalet. heh. sleeping on top bunk now, staring at celing. life here's quite different from home. guess like e seargent said, it's a gd time to get to know more ppl and their cultures yea.

someone just said "fuck" is an expression, not a vulgarity, so it's not considered bad discipline. LOL! but he's a nice guy, really.

k, going for lunch soon. short hair feels diff. guess it's an experience ba.

4.30pm. lecture quite boring. but need to know la. basic stuffs la. easy way out, just don't break any laws, then u wun need to know wad happens if you break them la. rite? heh.

Day 3

wore RSAF uniform tdy! hahax. looks damn nice sia. looks smart ba. saw qiwen, seetoh, at lunch. oh, and quanwei same company as me. lol.

learnt marching in e morning. quite an eye-opener yea. bttr than 1st day, a lot of admin work. this is at least a more authentic army experience yea.

4.30 next lecture. now stoning in bunk. 3.50pm. watch broke just now, glass came off, still working fine though. stitched it up with scotchtape. black tape.

jc peeps came to visit. lol. and some ppl lk nv see girls b4. -.-

tmr got injection. damn scared sia. yea, i can never be nurse, unlike some ppl. hor? heh..

my bunk buddy, mark, asked me whether i had a gf. hahax.. yea, he's right ba, can't commit, means meet only once or twice. yea la, not fair to tie down someone for 2 yrs. loving someone means letting them be happy, even if it means letting them go. sad, but true.

tmr got some discussion, abt wad u feel abt ns. yea, the little girl at the waiting line motivates me. if i were a soldier at the frontline, what i'll have in my head is this image, and it gives me the strength to persevere on.

jaguar got 3 ghost. wanna follow for lunch. haha. den dinner got 4 ghost. march from cookhouse got 49, come back got only 46. lol. seriously man, some ppl dunno how to march. -_-" and dunno which platoon to go to. day 3 le leh! walao. lol. mark said heng not pes a or b, if not surely kena screwed big time sia.

some stupid stuffs: well known ppl in platoon ---> alien guy, and indian driver. former walks out of line all e time, and latter has attitude prob and marches lk driving liddat. kns sia. else without them it'll b a v nice march le. all v in time and tight. well, every place has its black sheep ba. army teaches us tolerance for others yea.

seargents sometimes quite strict, but it's for our own good and discipline ba. else the whole batch sure kena ggxx. learning to march in air force batch quite cool yea. a great sense of accomplishment when everyone is tight and marching in step.

lost a bet tdy, end up half e section drink 1l bottle each of water. LOL. yea, all in good fun ba. luck thalasaemia can dilute eh? hahax. kk, going slp le.

tmr injection. sucks sia.

Day 4

platoon 1 section 4! hahax. yea, my section quite nice ba, not screwed up lk e other 2 or 3 in my platoon. jokers got quite a few but here, only 1 la, our dear section IC. LOLLLL. eat, sleep, and shit. HEH. yea, actually i'm really proud of us man. ppl get all sorts of excuses, trying to keng in PES e. but though we all pes e, we still heck the wdv medical conditions, and just march on.

c'mon la, army u dun wanna learn how to march well, then where's the pride in wearing e uniform? we will work and fight tgt yea! "cos we love our land, and we fight and we fight to be free.."

10.00am got injection. not looking forward to it. scared shitless actually.

11.30am. just got injection. freaking scary sia. tdy's breakfast chicken pie damn nice. hahax.. aft lunch go march. army = eat, march, eat, march again. marching v impt, and it burns up all e calories from the food. LOL. but now our marching much tighter le, not bad, march liddat, other ppl dunno you're from pes e le. heh. just 1 or 2 black sheep ba.

Day 5

POC in aftn! yesterday was the last supper. HAHA. yea, ytd nite talking a lot of crap. lol.. abt the french guy in our section. yea, our dear section ic. lol.. cannot mention names. i scared confidential. lol.

yea, must be careful while blogging, cos some info kinda classified, so play safe, dun tell ppl wad they dun already know. lets say some parents know abt the platoon and company, so safe to say la. hahax. yea, tricks of safe blogging, dun release new info, then you're safe le.

k, going to POC soon. and then back to mainland. frigging tired sia. 6 hrs of slp quite little for sb who has been slppin for 10 hrs for e last 5 mths. HEH. but in times of war, this is it yea. we don't have the luxury of sleep, and we gotta stay alert with e bare minimum.

NS is an experience yea. those thinking of ponning, or finding ways to pon, don't pon la, seriously. it's not as bad as ppl make it out to be. seargents are human just like us. but they just have to be strict so that the rebellious type can observe discipline. they're still people, just like us, not monsters like those stories.

k, getting posted to my new unit on monday. looking fwd to it. safety precautions when handling docs: create a new personality. one which retains info, but keeps it to himself, so extra 1 more personality ba, swap out of it each time i exit the office ba. 14 in total now. heh. bttr than risking kena db yea. it's e safest method i can think of. lol.

kk, journal ends here. lol. a milestone in life yea. every boy that enters army, sees the world for himself, and gains experience enough to make him a man. loyalty, responsibility, leadership, integrity, care for others, professionalism. heh.

reformatted my comp. so it's really empty now. lol. yea, gotta re install JD.

and i'm thinking, sheron should just go into mediacorp yea. be one of the new actresses. hahax.. can earn more than staying at hotel management ma. yea, my ex boss. few yrs older ba. recently added her on fb, after seeing her emo nick on msn and cheering her up.

time flies. monday going cmpb. lol. gd thing night can still come out. change into cv first though. maybe next week go catch ironman with priscilla or aiting. yea, i wanted to ask sb else, but i think tt sb will give me an excuse, and we won't get to watch it tgt, so might as well dun ask. but if u want, i dun mind going yea, sms me, i dun ask u cos i just scared of getting rejected, tt's all.

new life ahead of me now. goal for army life, i wanna climb to lance corporal. slowly, but surely. better than staying as private all my life ba. yay. upgraded from recruit to private le ba. :)

going facebook play games now. cya!

2010-04-18T23:19:00.004+08:00

my last post here.

going to be a long while b4 i return.

thought i was the only one who concealed stuffs. heh.

11.11pm.. you timed it nicely yea.

yea, i'm thinking of you too.

take care,

gdnite..

and remember to stay happy..

2010-04-18T16:57:00.002+08:00

tenshi no koi. :)

less than 12 hrs away from army..

hope i won't forget you.

2010-04-17T22:13:00.004+08:00

还记得吗？那一天，下雨了。躲雨的你，就这样突然闯进了我的世界。

谢谢你。

last time meeting u le.. yea, guess e first time i saw u was in e bus, with isaac.. rainy day and someone cross e road without using umbrella.. heh.. sheltered u across.. tt time din know ur who ur cousin was yet.. hahax.. yea, until later tt night den i knew ba.. yups.. well, guess it's been quite some time yea..

time flies, soon we'll be on our own roads in life. u going off to poly, jiale going off to army, v few chances to meet le. chatting with my godbro jiale just now, yea, these r one of e last times we really get to meet up. you're always my good bro yea. no matter wad. we'll make it lk this k? the 2nd saturday of every month, we'll meet up. maybe for a movie or sth. lk tt we won't lose contact with each other yea.. if cmi, then at least meet up once every 2 months or sth. cny if got chalet, still must invite me yea.. hahax.. live strong yea.

went movie with jiayu n josh, then lan with jiale tdy. yea, random recap.. LOLLL..

yea, jiayu, u take care too ba.. aft tdy no one to buy herbal jelly for u le. but the times spent with u were fun ba.. esp ktv.. koi des ne. hope u find a good life in poly yea.. maybe we'll meet up if there's a chance..

well, guess nothing started, so there's nothing to end right? ~爱转角遇见了谁，是否有爱情的美~。guess i was right, shooting stars don't grant wishes.

din even have the chance to say goodbye, but i shall say it here yea. dangsineul saranghamida. thanks for the footprints. and the photos. upload the chalet ones too k?

k ba, lets see, the number of ppl who know abt this stupid guy's "kickass" days is simjoo, jiaying, jolene, and after tdy, jiale. hehhh.. yea, of course tt guy's not as noob as the guy in e movie can. HAHA.. he pro de.. though still normal guy, can fight good, BUT still noob against guns.. just anth melee is kinda his stuff.. :) well, gotta thank jolene for talking him out of doing those stupid stuffs ba.. one day will end up lk tt guy, almost burnt to death n then, he wun be as lucky to have a kid girl come save him.. not exactly a nice way to die.. granted tt u dun wear a costume and walk abt lk an idiot so tt everyone knows who u are.. and you look just normal.. haha.. but come to think of it, it's actually what made him scary.. cos he looked normal, so just about anyone on the street could be him.. and those loan sharks n knife gang peeps do watch out for some ass whipping. not kicking though. k fine, no ass too. ass is not a vital part tt's gonna knock them out. head more likely. hahax.. the scary thing? is tt when he was at his teacher mentor's house after training, one of those guys recognised him.. yups.. gd job sia..

k, those days r over. but e movie really reminded me of this stupid kid. way to go kid. but life's complicated as it is now. and life's much too precious to risk ba.. u stand no chance against sb with a gun in ur head, so it's really not funny anymore. treasure the peace yea.

thinking of scanning few skills from my book to jiale since he quite interested.. hahax.. take it as a parting gift ba.. dun anyhow teach ppl or use on ppl hor..

k, gdnite world. aft tmr, i wake up not as a citizen anymore, but as a solider.. cool rite? phase of life.

and you, i'll try to get over you yea. think you might be able to guess who you are, if you're so smart as you've always been. somehow. hahax.. but last 5 months, it's nice knowing you. if we've a destiny, we'll meet again someday yea. take care hor. can still call me out for a movie or sth yea. i'm fine with it.. :)

还记得吗？那一天，下雨了。躲雨的你，就这样突然闯进了我的世界。

谢谢你。

for the last time,

gdnite.

nites.

2010-04-16T22:23:00.002+08:00

k eventful day ba.. jiayu sick again, so no activities as planned..

went ymca to give speech to the new kids ba.. yea, guest speaker, who postponed speech from mon to thurs to fri.. pro hor? 1st time.. HAHA.. k, decided to just get it done and not postpone any more.. autographed a few booklets.. quite fun! hahax.. feels important all of a sudden leh..

yea, but really, "it doesn't matter how much money you get in the end from the fund raising.. it's the effort that counts.."

kk, felt gd being a mentor to those kids.. hope they grow up to be good people and help the community, not just because of the reputation or cip hours lk some ex-classmates of mine, but because they really want to make a difference in people's lifes yea..

yups, so as of tdy, i've got 3 days more b4 i go army.. wad to do? sb not here, but movie still gotta watch yea.. yea, weird watching movie alone ba, so asked my friend pei me.. went hougang to buy mango pudding n gui ling gao 4 jiayu.. since she sick.. den went over to farrer park.. heh.. yea, i dunno y i did tt.. guess i just stupid at tt point in time ba.. LOL..

asked e aunty give more honey, cos scared u can't take too bitter.. mango pudding eat only after e herbal jelly k? tt one eat 4 fun..

k la.. i going slp le..

last 2 days.. cherish it yea.

2010-04-15T20:03:00.003+08:00

sry, i guess i just read too much into it. if u know who you are, by the time u read this, don't go on and read the previous posts. k?

nice knowing you anw.

actually wanted to tell you, thanks for everything, and i really wanted to make a wish, but well, guess the star's gone yea. dunno y u still told me to make e wish.. u din get e hint ba?

i'm so confused man. nvm la.

drop me a msg tmr if u change ur mind. thanks.

2010-04-14T19:45:00.003+08:00

i wonder if i had got it wrong all along.

guess i'm quite a sentimental person yea.

actually went to prep tmr's stuffs for the whole of tdy. k, just quite confused now. maybe it's true and it's not just an excuse ba..

i wish upon a shooting star. hey, you told me to.

i surprise myself to think how fast i let my emotions get the better of me.

haix.. hmm.. wait 4 ur reply tmr.

2010-04-13T23:12:00.002+08:00

comp crashed. crashed lk really really crashed big time. great. means can't play jd.. can't go facebook le.. gahhhh..

using laptop now.. but v irritating process.. cos it takes damn long to load e screens.. got so sian of msn being connected and disconnected every 5 mins tt i dun dare open convo.. l8er ppl kena irritated.. talk halfway den offline.. den suddenly online again.. and gotta say "sry, internet having prob, just got disconnected.." "sry internet prob again.." HAHA.. guess whoever talk surely v bu shuang with me if i do tt.. HEHH.. kk, going off to slp le..

lucky blogger saves the drafts.. disconnected also nvm de..

heh..

gdnite. and sweet dreams.

drink honey water hor!
since u lk drinking honey, shouldn't be a problem yea? :D

k, u'll prolly c this in lk 6 days, so by then dun need drink liao.. hahax! hope u recover b4 thurs hor.. wanted to chat on msn 2nite, but comp v weird.. laptop also got internet prob.. keep dcing.. hmm.. guess we'll talk tmr ba..

and take care. :)

2010-04-10T21:59:00.004+08:00

緊緊相依的心如何Say Goodbye..

9 days left. going to be e last time seeing u le.

wish you all the best in your next few years of your life.

take care, and hope sometime in the future, we can meet up again yea.

我现在是满心痛的，上MSN也不知道该如何开convo. 只想跟你聊天，可以吗？

但你现在忙，我怕打扰你。

谢谢你让我认识情侣的爱是多么美，家庭的爱是多么温暖。

要珍惜，ok?

只要你能愉快。

心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果

2010-04-09T22:15:00.004+08:00

我知道我有点自私，但是我是不想让你伤心，才没告诉你的。因为我们都知道，彼此拥有的时间不多。我想告诉你，我喜欢上你了。对不起。

爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美

爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪

爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪

也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁

我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪

现在永远你就是我就是我的美

听了这首歌，真想哭。我们有一天的时间，虽不多，但我会珍惜。

谢谢你来到我的世界。人，来来去去的，但有些人踏进你生命后，改变了你对生命的想法，也改变了你的命运。你就在我生命中留下了影子，曾想过要忘记你，因为是看不惯你和他在一起。现在真想告诉你，你永远在我的心里有个特别的位置，没人能取代。谢谢你。我们在一起的时候，我真的很开心，相信你也是吧。可能是命运的挫折，不让我们有机会更加认识对方。

罗志祥的爱转角。越听越想哭。我希望你快乐。忘了我吧。三月后，你就告诉你自己，我们只当了朋友。在街上碰见，或许也可以对我笑一个吧。但我是不会忘了你的。

我知道你的华文是满烂的，19号那天，你是看不出我在写什么吧？呵。

~我不让爱掉眼泪，不让你掉眼泪。现在永远，你就是我，就是我的美。~

只想对你说：
"dangsineul saranghamida."

2010-04-09T21:54:00.002+08:00

i wish upon a star.

a shooting star.

yea, you're right.

let's just make a wish, and don't bother about the rest.

just 1 day, i guess it's better than nothing yea.

2010-04-09T19:16:00.003+08:00

hong kong shows getting better ba.. heh.. almost teared just now.. last episode of my one of my sis's fav tv show.. just thinking abt it, i guess i've been kinda selfish this while.. but yea, like him, i don't dare to make my promise.. but it means i haven't given us a chance.

wanted to call u tdy.. but just scared tt u'd not answer my call..

jiayu, mon u free? i wanna spend some time with u k? :)

hahax.. gd thing u wun read this till 19th.. :P den i can save face.. hahax.. heys, u ok ma? i sometimes wait 4 u to come online.. so we can chat..

tmr going out with jiale and qiwen..

was just talking to vic abt being doc.. sometimes it's quite hard ba.. when the patient dies, you'll end up becoming v emo and sorts.. yea.. guess it's a gd thing i'm not doc ba.. wanna save ppl, but can't handle e emotional stress if you're quite close to the patient and the patient dies...

guess it's just lk a r/s rite?

cest la vie..

anw, i made up my mind.
i wanna make that wish upon the shooting star, and see how far it lands.
i trust my feeling and hints.. heh.. :)

2010-04-09T08:38:00.003+08:00

tmr going army market with jiale and qiwen.. jiayu, mon u free? wanna go out ma? din get chance to ask u leh.. wanted to ask u ytd actually..

right.. i just let myself get hurt again.. so much for learn, don't risk. oh wells.. 10 days left. i wanna make the best out of it k? even though it's really just a really short time.. but i've no regrets. sometime in the future, this may just be a memory, but now, i just wanna spend time with u.. :)

2010-04-09T07:18:00.003+08:00

k, it's 7.18am in the morning and i'm on blogger. yea, slept at 12+ last nite.. after the whole interview and getting stressed out over it, and then coming home, tht i could share it with someone and that special someone just went offline without saying as much as a "bye".

haix.. last 1 wk le.. wonder if everything's fine.. heys, can we at least stay as friends, it doesn't have to turn out this way rite? :(

yea, was damn pissed last nite waiting 4 reply. this morn turn on hp also no reply. fuck. can just tell me wad's wrong? dun lk tt can..

2010-04-08T22:39:00.005+08:00

prepped the whole 3 days 4 tdy's interview! hahax.. quite ok ba.. just came back.. heh.. wa.. really damn scared sia.. but was quite fine from how i saw it leh.. hope can get in.. :)

tmr going to smu to give them e ppcy of the documents ba.. and verify.. hope all goes well!

yeah.. me going slp soon! niteynitex!

stupid internet dying on me.. freaking slow can.. haix.. half an hr le, still haven't entered facebook. --__--"...

2010-04-07T21:11:00.002+08:00

Dragon

You are a Dragon!

You are the strongest mythical creature. Very wild and with strong attitude and opinions. People don't wanna mess with you, because you are also very temperament person. You have only one weak side, but no one knows what is it! Keep on going like that!

right.. hahax.. but i think i know what it is yea.. used to not know.. but now i do..

2010-04-07T21:07:00.000+08:00

Kind Giving Loyal Trustworthy Forgiving Understanding Pretty Funny Fun Unique

hmm.. quite true ba.. hahax.. :)

2010-04-07T21:03:00.000+08:00

Angelic

You have angelic blood.
Like Demons you draw much of your power from your emotions, mostly happiness, tranquillity and virtue.
You have great strength and the ability of flight.
You have a strong need to protect those you love.
You are most powerful in the daylight, for your essence is of just that, the light.

2010-04-07T19:54:00.004+08:00

damn scared abt tmr.. must get in yea! JIAYOU.. :)

i'll go there and do my best. put my best foot forward.

hahax.. and thanks jiayu, cos of your clueless book shopping, i suddenly remembered abt the tipping point tt we saw tt day, and hope it comes in handy tmr.. HEH.. thanks hor.. :) i got sth to use for e talk le..

k, the results tmr's gonna be my life.. jiayou.. :)

damn scared....... pls help.. confidence. the 21st century businessman. 3-in-1.

2010-04-05T20:22:00.002+08:00

got smu interview on thurs! yay! hahax.. yea, smu business.. really hope i get in man.. pls.. hope yea.. hope and never give up.. because nothing is certain until it's confirmed. i'll do my best.

jiayu.. sry can't accompany u to driving lesson le.. thurs u lonely again.. but u happy 4 me rite? :) need to prep myself mentally 2nite.. find some time go out with u again soon yea.. maybe friday/sat/sun? hahax.. take care hor.. :)

sat prolly going out with jiale to lan.. last few times liao.. in life, things change, but between us, things aren't gonna change yea.. you're my bro now and forever, so stay safe yea.. like you said, we're bros, till death and beyond.. :)

2010-04-05T12:52:00.004+08:00

celebrated aiting's b'dae ytd.. hahax.. yea, me and jiayu gave her a soft toy pig.. heh.. hmm.. ytd quite ok leh.. played pool, den went shopping with jiayu for her hand moisturizer.. LOL.. yups, e rest of e pics r on facebook.. these 2 private ones, post on my blog ba. hahax.. had to crop, else got alot of other ppl inside e pic.. heh..

haix.. time pass so fast.. still got only 14 days left.. :(

dun think abt it ba.. enjoy what we have now.. treasure the moment yea..

jiayu, you're right yea, treasure the moment ba.. even if the moment doesn't last.. hahax..

bored at home again.. jiayu, wonder if i can go out with you again soon yea.. pei u go driving.. HAHA.. yea, ultimate boredom hor? lol.. take care yea.. chat with u 2nite..

2010-04-03T19:17:00.001+08:00

Lol.. ytd went out with jiale, went to watch men who stare at goats.. went lan afterwards.. damn stupid show man.. hahax.. american army training jedi warriors to go for war.. LOL..

Hahax.. went lan afterwards.. jiale say my accuracy quite gd.. heh.. yea, me using assault rifle to snipe a sniper.. HEH.. pro ba? played CoD.. lol… quite fun.. and quite hilarious.. heh..

Kk, tmr going out with jiayu and josh.. to celebrate aiting’s(jiale’s sis..) b’dae.. :)

2010-04-01T20:51:00.002+08:00

like water overcomes a stone, the weak can overcome the strong. because strength is not in size, but how you use it. as the water drips onto the rock, it drips over the same spot, and continuously, eroding it slowly, and then breaking it down.

hahax.. interesting philosophy ba.. shall try inventing sth lk tt.. a continuous, yet precise movement at a single spot, weakening it.. as a defense is only as good as it's weakest point, the entire defense falls when there's a fault at a point..

heh.. so much for duelling philosophy.. times change ba.. now no longer who you are, so embrace being a normal person and enjoying a normal life.. quite happy being me now.. simple life is still e best.. :)

tmr going out with jiale.. :) though i dunno going where..

sat going out with jiayu.. :)) though i also dunno going where.. HEH..

yea, i blur blur de.. now reading comics.. 2nite go watch movie.. :D

2010-04-01T18:08:00.001+08:00

不知道不明了不想要為什麼

我的心明明是想靠

近卻孤單到黎明

2010-03-31T22:37:00.002+08:00

"two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one." --- from my teacher, wincy tsang..

interesting ba? but is it really possible..

no harm trying.. hahax.. but it's hard to achieve ba..

2010-03-30T21:20:00.005+08:00

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. :)

kk, i go slp le.. gdnite.. and sweet dreams. :)

2010-03-30T13:57:00.002+08:00

k, feeling bttr now.. playing jade dynasty.. jiale intro de.. lol..

was just wondering..

When you see a shooting star, do you make a wish and risk the possible pain of it not being granted? Or do you not make the wish and let the opportunity slip by, shield yourself from pain, and regret not trying?

when not making a choice is a choice in itself, what would you do?

Enjoy the time the shooting star takes to fly across the sky, and admire the beauty it brings along with it, because even though it was just a short time, it was wonderful. :)

alright, is tt a good answer? well, better than choosing from two extremes yea.. hmm, give me a sign. hint or sth. hahax..

2010-03-30T12:25:00.003+08:00

you know what, you should just go fuck yourself and die. i'm not whoever you think i am, and i will never be who you want me to. i'm just a normal guy so stop putting your fucked up ideals on me. sis can wriggle her way out cos she can talk nicely. but i'm fucking not. YES. I'M FUCKING PISSED.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH READING COMICS? just because ppl whom u look down on read comics, then i can't read them? what's your fucking problem?

i'm just so stressed out i could just break down man. imagine if i din go out ytd. would've been feeling worse tdy.. thanks jiayu.. :) and josh too.. for keeping me sane..

now i'm looking forward to army le. life there is at least better than here. staying here too long will just make me crazy.. shortens my lifespan.. just hate seeing her around the house now.. guess the hatred will just keep building up ba.. dun understand how anyone would be able to get along well with someone who degrades you, abuses her position at home, and thinks you're a good for nothing. jiayu's mum is nice.. jiale's mum too.. and vic's mum.. so why is my mum so fucked up.

sometimes, a simple life is better.. i wanna spend more time out.. 19 apr is fast approaching.. sometimes in life, you meet friends, who later turn out to be just people who want to use you.. but sometimes in life, you meet friends, who are really true friends, that will stick with you and help you through your days.. and those are indeed your real friends.. the people whom you should never forget.

2010-03-29T22:06:00.003+08:00

went somerset to pool with jiayu and josh.. hahax.. yea, orchard cine.. not bad ba.. quite fun.. heh.. give quite a lot of chance but hope not obvious ba.. got challenge den more fun.. HEH.. oops.. gd thing this post wun b read till 19 apr.. can cont to write.. :D :D :D HAHA.. wanna kill me also no chance liao..

heh.. k ba.. went at 11 actually.. reached at 1045.. somehow.. LOL.. yea, i miscalculate train timings a lot.. underestimate the singapore train system.. HEH.. k ba, went somerset 313 to walk abt.. stone arnd.. went upstairs to look at e shops.. quite unique necklace shop ba.. selling girls stuffs.. lol.. so since jiale ask me to buy for aiting some earrings for her sch, shun bian decided to walk in.. see if damn ex or wad.. LOL.. but surprisingly, the prices not tt ex leh.. and it's orchard road.. lol.. ok, some were insane la.. lk earrings only, at $23.. no wonder still on e shelf.. heh..

yea, the salesgirl quite gd, recommended me a few types ba.. and asked her for e box.. so she gave me the package thingy.. quite gd ba.. total with the box only $16.. necklace not v big though, just small one ba.. and the earrings.. ended up teaching the salesgirl abt how the curves of the heart shape make e person look wider, and how tall ppl shouldn't wear stripes.. and which colors match which colours.. HAHA.. ok, spent the 20 mins at the shop talking crap ba.. LOL.. she wanted to know ma.. so i be nice and teach.. heh.. personal experience choosing stuffs for lk 6-7 yrs? hahax.. and spending stupidly long hours trying to repackage clothing by buying new accessories and shirts so the jeans dun look lk they've been used a lot.. HAHA.. yea, i wanna get a black jeans leh.. only got 4 blue ones..

should have a formal party someday man.. den i can wear my blazer and black glove again.. muhahaha.. yea, look lk a killer from a hong kong movie.. LOL! kk, met jiayu at the MRT after stoning at 313 basement for awhile, drinking coffee bought from sengkang.. HEHHHH.. :P

jiayu tdy quite pretty leh.. ur black blouse quite nice.. {no it's not just a t-shirt and shorts hor.. bluff me once liao.. :P} heh.. (*huggs* yea, in my imagination only.. k, u wun read this till 19 apr.. so save me from being paiseh..) jiayu, po ong dang sin eul.. yea, ur korean not gd hor? wun understand.. HEH.. dun tell u.. :D

kk, pool quite fun.. josh abit tired though.. his pool quite gd.. jiayu still learning, but learn quite fast.. hahax.. yea, u learn too fast till i give too many chances, tt i'm stuck with 5 balls and urs 1 left.. LOL! yea, had to chiong n clear them.. yea, i not bad leh.. managed to clear all 5 and end game with both of us at white n black ball only.. hahax.. gave jiayu free ball let her win ba.. :) i win quite a lot over e yrs liao.. heh.. i'm just a gd teacher la, hor? :D

din take pics tdy ba.. hahax.. angeline(jiayu's friend) din come along with her cam so no pics.. lol.. eh, jiayu, my chalet pics leh? i wan the jetty 全家福 leh.. still owe me.. damn.. must rmb to ask next time.. bluetooth tt pic to my hp can le, if u too lazy upload.. hahax..

hmph.. and all our noel pics stupid val also nv upload.. stupid selfish f* la. i wait 3 mths for some photos.. wth la. sth i learnt.. next time, use my own cam. yea, thinking abt it makes me damn pissed.. so shan't think ba.. i just want 3 pics, the one with jiayu, the one with jiale, and the other one with winne and the whole group of us.. the rest not impt.. 3 pics so diff meh.. haix.. i can't talk this way anw, the pics wun come out if i do tt.. might end up deleted too.. lol.. posted on her wall le..

sth gd abt my blog is tt i've never written my own name in it.. yea, purposely one.. so ppl dunno who's e author ma.. in case one day write sth wrong, there's always no tracing back to me.. so long le.. lk since sec1 started blogging.. hahax.. time flies..

oh yea, went to meritus mandarin hotel to stone abt.. LOL.. yea, ended up stoning at some lonely benches.. hahax.. talking abt josh's poly camp.. den ended up exchaning stories abt ghostly camps.. and then ended up exchanging ghost stories.. HAHA.. jiayu damn scared la.. 2nite dun need slp liao.. :P :P :P heh.. but i think scare u quite fun leh.. u scared quite funny de.. :D

oh, got a new jacket some time ago.. lent jiayu cos she feeling cold.. eat too little lor.. ano too much.. den cold lor.. ehh, cannot hor.. v bad for health de.. here's a quote quite touching.. "if you're 41 kg, i'll have 41kg of you to love. if you're 41.8kg, i'll have 41.8kg of you to love." sweet ba? but dun overdo it hor.. heh.. yea, i v scared u walk in e rain den catch a cold lor.. must take care k?

k, i shall not hug the jacket to sleep 2nite. HAHA.. and i shall not dream of 杨承林 too.. cos i'm sleepy n i wanna slp.. :D

dang sin eul, sa rang ha mi da.

2010-03-27T21:20:00.002+08:00

short story. actually quite long ba.. but well.. short bttr. sometimes you don't wanna hurt someone else, so you keep your thoughts to yourself. then you forever keep that mask on.. and pretend that everything's as usual.. you enjoy this kinda feeling when you're with that special someone.. you just have to be tgt to be happy, but you don't know what'll happen if you try to take it a little further.. in the end, you don't try.. because you don't have faith that it's a two way thing..

here's my advice, yea, i made it up.

"It takes two hands to clap. If there's only one hand that tries to clap, there can only be two results. One, the movement is so strong, that it hits the other party in the face. Two, the movement is stopped, and the other party is stunned at the sudden revelation." --- The Rising Power

yea, quote abt life ba.. but it's true rite? makes a lot of sense too ba.. dun believe, go try in real life.. try hi-5 ur friend when he/she isn't about to return that hi-5.. lol.. there you go.

k ba.. maybe i just don't have faith ba.. and i wanna keep this friendship yea.. dun wan it to just break down cos of some stupid thing i do..

kk, not thinking le.. hahax.. stomach having quite some wind ba.. yea, blow wind blow, blow all the wind in my stomach away.. HEH.. i wish la. LOL.. if only the game was so true.. then you can just say, blow wind blow, blow all the tests and exams away.. hahax.. do the rest of the world a favour.. :)

damn.. needa clear out wdv tt's in my system.. monday going out to shop for aiting's prezzie with jiayu and josh i guess.. this wk din go out with jiale cos he tired.. hahax.. shopping quite fun ba.. guess it's the company ba.. :D tell me shop on my own i can die of boredom de..

thinking of going onto msn.. but it's 10pm le.. how.. l8er go online awhile den must slp le.. cos 2nite i slppin at 1030.. hahax.. yea, guess i sleep a lot ba.. can dream.. still long time b4 19th april.. i'm hoping time passes slower.. :(

2010-03-26T20:56:00.004+08:00

LOL.. hahax.. interesting quiz.. simjoo, suits ur true blood taste ba? :D

yea, long time nv watch true blood le.. waiting 4 season 3..

Chocolate kisses

This game alows you to satisfy your sweet tooth while satisfying your passionate love for your partner at the same time. First get a bottle of hot fudge or chocolate (and if you don't like chocolate which would be weird, get caramel instead) and then have your partner lie down. Take their shirt off (or pull it up) and draw an object on a part of their body with chocolate. Now lick and kiss it off while having fun do it.

2010-03-25T16:32:00.001+08:00

When the door of happiness closes, another opens but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

2010-03-25T15:47:00.003+08:00

An old man and his dog were walking along a country road, enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to the man that he had died. He remembered dying, and realized, too, that the dog had been dead for many years. He wondered where the road would lead them, and continued onward.

After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall, white arch that gleamed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it, he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother of pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He was pleased that he had finally arrived at heaven, and the man and his dog walked toward the gate. As he got closer, he saw someone sitting at a beautifully carved desk off to one side.

When he was close enough, he called out, "Excuse me, but is this heaven?"

"Yes, it is, sir," the man answered.

"Wow! Would you happen to have some water?" the man asked.

"Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brought right up." The gatekeeper gestured to his rear, and the huge gate began to open.

"I assume my friend can come in..." the man said, gesturing toward his dog.

But the reply was, "I'm sorry, sir, but we don't accept pets."

The man thought about it, then thanked the gatekeeper, turned back toward the road, and continued in the direction he had been going. After another long walk, he reached the top of another long hill, and he came to a dirt road which led through a farm gate. There was no fence, and it looked as if the gate had never been closed, as grass had grown up around it. As he approached the gate, he saw a man just inside, sitting in the shade of a tree in a rickety old chair, reading a book. "Excuse me!" he called to the reader. "Do you have any water?"

"Yeah, sure, there's a pump over there," the man said, pointing to a place that couldn't be seen from outside the gate. "Come on in and make yourself at home."

"How about my friend here?" the traveler gestured to the dog.

"He's welcome too, and there's a bowl by the pump," he said. They walked through the gate and, sure enough, there was an old-fashioned hand pump with a dipper hanging on it and a bowl next to it on the ground. The man filled the bowl for his dog, and then took a long drink himself.

When both were satisfied, he and the dog walked back toward the man, who was sitting under the tree waiting for them, and asked, "What do you call this place?" the traveler asked.

"This is heaven," was the answer.

"Well, that's confusing," the traveler said. "It certainly doesn't look like heaven, and there's another man down the road who said that place was heaven."

"Oh, you mean the place with the gold street and pearly gates?"

"Yes, it was beautiful."

"Nope. That's hell."

"Doesn't it offend you for them to use the name of heaven like that?"

"No. I can see how you might think so, but it actually saves us a lot of time. They screen out the people who are willing to leave their best friends behind."

2010-03-25T12:26:00.004+08:00

wa.. last few days had stomach flu.. so msn had to put as busy. heh.. and din really chat much cos scared i no mood to talk.. LOL.. yea, i'm v random hor..

kk, clash of the titans coming out.. thinking of catching it soon ba.. or maybe how to train your dragon in 3d.. hahax.. yea, it's a kids' show... but 3d shld be quite nice leh.. i now quite addicted to 3d shows.. LOL..

oh, must thanks ms goh who helped me write my appraisal letter for admission to NTU.. hahax.. thanks ms goh! yea, she's a damn nice teacher.. stayed back in sch to coach me 1-1 just to help me with my chem.. bttr than the rest of my teachers who dun really care, and aren't tt interested in helping.. the "dunno ah, ask your friend la." stupid kind of teachers. dumb fucked up shit. but ms goh damn nice.. helped me out a lot.. hmm.. guess teachers' day must give her sth ba.. even if in army, still must send a gift to her.. maybe buy some chocs.. hahax.. flowers will die, so dunwan flowers.. heh.. arigato gosaimasu ms goh! :)

yea, in my lifetime, i've met only few really gd teachers.. ms tsang n ms goh.. hahax.. both also chem teachers ba.. 20+yr old de.. hopefully when they grow older they dun become lk the rest of the other teachers yea..

thinking of going to watch a movie.. either clash of the titans, how to train your dragon, or alice in wonderland.. LOL.. heh.. yea, my godbros all bz in army/librarian, godsis working/church.. leaves me with amira n priscilla, cos jiayu will prolly ask "who else going?" when i ask her.. and i don't really wanna say "only me".. lol.. cos saying tt feels lk her ans is gonna be a no.. just somehow ba..

tht of asking mayer over to my hse sometime to swim, but the changing room now under renovation.. lol.. and my mum dun lk ppl coming to my hse to use the toilet.. ask her sure kena scold de.. heh.. so can't le ba..

thinking of asking amira.. hahax.. but din talk to her on msn 4 v long le.. dunno if she wanna come along to watch some random movie.. LOL.. c 1st ba.. if she got start convo on msn den i'll ask.. otherwise, i'll just not ask ba.. dunno y i always click her window den dunno wad to start convo with.. hahax.. oops..

stupid worm/cat la.. dunno how to start convo 1st.. den i also dunno if u wanna chat or not leh.. *the random 12-yr old kid pats the random cat* :) hahax..

dunno y i msn to jiayu also liddat leh.. i open her window den dunno how to start too.. hahax.. yea, cos she reply v short i quite scared dunno if she bz or not.. or she just usually reply quite short de.. hahax.. cute ba.. stay cute hor.. and hope u like e bear.. nv c u wear e necklace though.. dunno if u like it leh.. hahax.. :)

2010-03-21T21:24:00.003+08:00

pool outing + kaiji movie.. hahax.. quite an eventful day ba.. 20/03/10..

celebrating my godbro jiale's 1st bookout.. hahax..

From left: Angeline, Jiayu, Douglas, Jiale, Joshua, Tingyang.

yea, we are the randoms. lol..

2010-03-17T19:39:00.002+08:00

boring day.. hahax.. yea, jiayu in genting le, so guess 2nite no jiayu to msn liao.. :( me will be bored.. cos no jiale to msn too.. :( and vic doesn't talk much. sianx.. simjoo haven't come online in ages.. wonder how she's doing.. just scared to msg her, l8er she dun reply and i get pissed waiting for the reply.

i hate to be waiting for ppl's replies.. haix.. like now waiting for ms goh and mrs tan's sms replies to whether they'll wanna help me with my appraisal.. NTU needs it for the non-academic achievements part.. oh wells..

yea, i just hate to be at the begging end of things. i hate having to ask people for a favor, especially when their answer is crucial to me. yea, the feeling just sucks man.

alright, i'm darned tired again. sleep quite a lot nowadays ba.. going to fb for a while.. simjoo hasn't updated her blog in ages. life like this is boring. really.

2010-03-16T19:46:00.002+08:00

just came back from teoheng ktv with jiayu and joshua.. hahax.. yea, damn fun can! but my voice now lk abit weird le.. *bo sia* hahax.. hokkien slang for "no voice".. LOL.. sing too much le, but v fun! hahax.. joshua keep singing zou ying, but lesser liaox, and 乱唱.. HEH.. yea, so ended up laughing at him quite a lot.. :P sry!

hahax.. damn fun la.. but i damn tired liaox.. took bus with jiayu back, to clark quay, while joshua alighted at bugis.. LOL.. he tht we bluffing him tt the bus was at his stop.. omg la.. damn funny.. HEH.. left for home afterwards, jiayu left at farrer park.. hahax..

quite fun leh tdy.. jiayu's version of shirt n shorts not v accurate leh.. heh.. 害我没穿得比较美.. :P hahax.. but yea, tdy damn fun.. thank yea..

saturday going with jiale to watch kaji, the ultimate gambler.. hahax.. jiayu n joshua coming too i guess.. :)

guess i'll be missing them a lot once i go army ba..

me tired le.. shall go sleep early! :)

2010-03-14T21:27:00.002+08:00

lol.. just being random.. slept in a afternoon.. just a nap.. hahax.. ended up thinking, i hardly really laugh at home.. maybe a little, but it's just to lighten up the environment.

and i fucking hate my mum for continuously rattling on the fact i din get a for my As. wtf. fuck you. yea, writing it out makes me feel better. rather than keeping it all inside. sucks to be me la. no, i'm not a fucking smart kid, i'm just any goddamn normal kid, who has to work fucking hard to get his grades.

in pri sch, my parents teach me so i just get spoonfed. in sec sch, i've got great teachers in sec 1/2, who willingly answer my questions, and my dear ms tsang, who spoonfeeds us handmade chem notes.. yea, i'm lucky, all my teachers in sec sch care to answer my questions.. in JC, the teachers all assume i'm so fucking smart, they just don't wanna teach. yea, i admit, my class is fucking smart, so why the fuck am i in tt class? goddamn it. if i were in any normal class, i'd have done much better man. through my JC life, i had to put on the impression tt i was smart, and yet, crash so many remedials just cos my teachers don't teach in class.

great. so u want me to go attend another 4 yrs of my life in lectures again? are you fucking nuts?

you know, i hate it when you tell me to study and study and keep fucking studying even when my As are over. FUCK YOU. half my mind is telling me to blow up, while the other part of my conscience is holding me back.

all i get at home is just stress. and from you. not anyone else. i kinda enjoyed the freedom i had at the chalet, with jiayu's family.. yea, i really enjoyed it.

wish i had some sorta home with a more gentle environment, more peaceful.. less on market and share price table talk, more on exotic food at different places of singapore.. small things tt'll make u smile.

ok, i'm tired of this life here. you don't look at me like you're disappointed in me. cos i don't like rejection, and yea, i've a high pride. i can't take people talking bad of me. that's the reason i work hard. to prove that i'm not shit. and fuck you. FUCK you for not appreciating it. if i had i wish, i'd wish you were out of my life.

sek si. heh.. yea, i remember the stupid dream now. this afternoon.. dreaming abt crystal, jiayu's cousin, keep repeating the stupid words, "sek si".. HEH.. yea, cantonese for "eat shit". LOL.. hahax.. yea, guess i miss the good times i had with them..

i wanna go into army asap.. and quick. hope i can get away from this life fast. and move on to another one.

2010-03-14T09:59:00.003+08:00

damn weird dream.. just woke up from a dream, yea, and i usually don't have dreams.. LOL.. well, any dream is still bttr than the red indians in RI junior block shooting random arrows at me from the admin block.. lol..

yea, dreamt abt sujin.. haix.. guess i should just meet up with her one day ba.. least b4 i go army. "just wanted to tell you, i loved you once." well, kinda nice dream. h**ged and k**sed at the corridor of my old 4B classroom.. great. weird dream la.

anw, it's just a dream la. think my subconscious mind is starting to miss her.. shall stop flowerpotting man. not healthy.

yea, i put the astierix just to keep the stupid status quo. sry, i'm actually support the democrats and not the conservatives..

2010-03-10T19:30:00.002+08:00

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same.

So long, and thanks for all the memories.

reality is kinda sad.. no, i don't want it to end this way.. we'll still keep in contact no matter what k?

yea, and i hope i can go visit your chalet if you organise another one next year.. or end year.. :)

2010-03-10T16:09:00.002+08:00

aiting misses her bro, and yea, i miss him too.. now no one to chat with me on msn le.. :( sian ba.. no one to play jade dynasty with me.. heys, all e best bro.. hope you're doing fine in army.. nowadays just msg a few times at night only, but not tt often le.. gd to know you're fine ba..

guess i'll be going into army quite soon yea.. prolly next month.. PES E.. i spoil market ba.. heh.. end up being the fittest of the unfit ppl.. LOL.. now applying for SMU business.. hope i can get in.

just went swimming with joshua this morning.. lol..

oh, ktv was kinda interesting ba.. hope can go one more time b4 i go NS.. yea, jiale, i'm an idiot man.. i think your cousin's cute anw. jiayu's voice quite nice too.. hahax..

2010-03-09T18:40:00.002+08:00

just came back from jiayu's chalet.. hahax.. yea, k not tdy, ytd..

just wanted to say, the last 3 days of my life was really a cut away from reality.. i see love within such a huge extended family.. really touching ba.. lk how their parents don't compare their kids to see who's better, and even when their child having a test on monday, they still come down to celebrate together, barbecue food for people they don't know.. just come over to relax.. grades aren't important there, cousin can be from poly, they can be from jc, they won't look down on others.. kids can study what they want, depending on their interests, not because it's a money making job.. truly, it's the world i always wanted to create. and it's here.

it's really touching. sat down on e bed oon e 1st night, and i really felt tears in my eyes.. why can't people just be like this family? be happy, and be satisfied with one's lot in life. two families not knowing each other, come over to gather, taking time off from work, closing their shop just for a simple gathering, just to chat and relax.. jiayu's uncle still had clients calling him while he was riding his bike around pasir ris park.. but he din go back to work.. cos the family and friends were just so great a part of his life, more important than his work and his job..

seeing the 3 of them, her uncle, his wife, and the 10 yr old crystal ng jing wen riding on an electrical bicycle.. (heh.. yea, they rode it from bedok to pasir ris chalet.. amazing.) hahax.. yea, it's lk those scenes in the stupid lousy channel 5 growing up films.. but it's really heartwarming yea.. seeing people happy with the simple life, not needing to derive happiness from riches or social standing..

went ktv on the last day. monday.. hahax.. yea, supposed to go home at 12 ba.. cos i had to say e chalet was 1 day 2 nights, to be allowed to go for it.. well, reached home at 6 ba.. got scolded. but it was worth it. i don't feel happiness like this at home. sang our hearts out.. hahax.. my jay chou imitation quite cool ba.. and cao ge's bei pan was damn nice too! joshua's singing kinda improving le.. bu cuo yea! jiayoux.. improve a bit more n u can go impress tt girl le.. heh.. sang 恋爱达人 with jiayu.. heh.. was so nice tt joshua decided to take a vid of both of us singing.. LOL.. yea, to prove tt e music was indeed ours, sounding so like the original.. must send me hor! i wanna hear how it sounds like.. :)

i've never felt so carefree before, like as though i'm living a dream.. yea, it's never going to be possible where i am here.. but i'm glad i've experienced true happiness even if it was only 3 days.

thanks jiayu.. hope u like the necklace yea.. take care.. you've a nice family, cherish it wor..

sometimes when i think i'm falling in love, i close off my heart so i won't hurt myself. and i won't hurt you. because you deserve better. i'm not good enough.

2010-03-05T22:45:00.003+08:00

someone should just kill me now.

yea. go ahead.

maybe when i wake up tmr it won't be there.

CO poisoning seems a gd idea.

2010-03-05T20:40:00.002+08:00

got results le.. well, gd effort ba. for a dumb guy who barely scraped his way into RI, prolly now can barely scrape his way into uni too ba.. pleased and not too pleased too. mixed feelings. econs turned out surprisingly well, but kinda an average score ba.. means no entry into aaa/b courses le.. *needs hug*

k, applying all 3 unis.. business.

2010-03-04T20:52:00.002+08:00

A lvl results tmr. damn scared but also damn nervous. gahh.. help me...

and damn tired too.

went out with jiale tdy.. stone around, watched 72 tenants.. my treat. hahax.. yea, stoned abt, went 4 lunch.. went library to read comics.. :) just really chilled out the whole day ba..

ran into amira at amk hub. lol..

sth abt kyudo archers. they dun miss. they either just pretend to miss or they just don't feel like concentrating. otherwise, they usually spot their targets relatively well.

sth abt good actors. they play their role well. so well that you won't even know they're acting. cos they act so well, even they have a hard time telling their own act apart from reality. and they won't tell you how they feel. go figure it yourself.

anw, i don't think i'll want you in my life yea. it's as complicated as it is. don't exactly need another sujin. so lets say the watering can should just stay away from me, least it slowly transforms into a flowerpot.

yes, this flowerpot here can transform watering cans. highly dangerous.

2010-03-02T21:45:00.003+08:00

yo.. haven't been here in a long time man.. hahax.. been really bz these days.. doing a lot of unproductive stuffs.. hahax.. ie. going out with friends, playing comp, lanning with my godbro jiale.. hmm.. wad else.. went swimming with my godbro vic.. hahax.. yea, haven't been doing much to improve myself.. HEH.. slack.

oh man.. yea, jiale introed me to L4D2 and COD.. hahax.. yea, me introed isaac to L4D2 too.. isaac's my new godbro.. know each other for 11 yrs, really knew each other a lot, but just never thought of meeting up till we're all going to go our seperate ways in army and in life. such is the irony. oh wells.

damn scared abt friday sia.. especially my econs.. gah.. hope all is well yea..

was talking to amira on msn just ytd night.. hahax.. yea, finally find someone just as lame and as random as me yea.. HAHA.. yea, the kid hugs the cat k? hughug.. hopefully the cat doesn't spit out a furball.. :) kid says cat is v cute.. patpat.. :D

yea, cute girl. hahax.. shan't say more, and don't think too much!

hahax.. dean was telling me just now tt l8er we go army, e moment we pick up a gun, we'll have reflex to shoot anyone running towards us.. LOL.. yea, play too much comp games le.. HEHH.. natural shoot to kill skill.. :D

received my testimonial from Noel le.. e GM quite nice.. bothered to write testimonial 4 me.. hahax.. saw this archery email from my junior, and just reminded me of the compound stab tt yanwei lent me.. don't know if it's still with me leh.. damn, gotta check sia.. hahax.. and if it is, gotta find a day to return to him.. lol..

k, shall remember to collect batch sweater from mijun yea! on friday..

tired le.. me wants to slp.. shall update more frequently after this friday yea.. sat and sun going to my godcousin's b'dae chalet.. hahax.. yea, my godbro's jiale, so shall treat his cousin lk mine ba.. thanks 4 inviting me yea! i damn bored at home, finally got a chalet.. HAHA.. yea, my godcousin = jiayu.. hmm.. is ur godbro's bro ur godbro too then? hahax.. yea, lanned with jiale and his bro tt day.. quite fun ba.. jiaqing studing med now.. 5 times tougher than As.. crazy sia.. i'm so not touching it.. heh..

prolly going for business in uni yea! specialise in marketing.. :) shall be the best salesperson around, best marketing director.. :D if you can't dominate the world, let your products do the talking.. muhahaha.. product world domination, a more peaceful form of world domination.. :D

k, enuf of crap talk.. hahax.. going to slp soon.. gdnite! i slp more nowadays.. heh.. recharge yea.. :)

2010-02-15T13:43:00.002+08:00

happy CNY! hahax.. me tdy quite happy.. damn slack.. heh..

all e best in the new year yea! hope all goes well.. going army in abt 1 month.. jiale going army in 3rd march.. gonna miss my dear godbro a lot.. love you lots bro.. you'd better take care k?

work over le.. nothing much to look forward to each monday.. does feel kinda weird though.. heh.. miss my friends at work too.. amira, valencia, junxing, yixiong.. hahax..

slacking at home now.. going to try catching some movies sometime.. now to check out chalet bookings and prices on e internet 1st.. hahax.. c if we wanna organise.. then organise a last meet with my pri sch classmates b4 we all go into army..

:)

2010-02-13T17:45:00.002+08:00

me and my godsis simjoo! last outing at iluma before we go on in lives.. must keep in touch k? tora shabu was quite nice ba.. had quite a nice meal there.. :D kinda miss you a lot sis.. take care k? love you lots..

hmm.. reminiscing abt 7/2/2010.. hahax.. yea, went for a movie after lunch/dinner, 14 blades quite cool.. HAHA.. was quite a gd movie ba.. thanks for dragging me abt bugis street too.. interesting experience, and i think i dun regret it.. HEH.. shopping with u quite fun hor? :D

got these two dices which roll at quite similar frequencies.. land on e same number lk 1 out of 3 rolls.. heh.. damn cool hor? yea, they're not custom made, just me being bored and throwing dice in a recently opened stationary shop at the mall beside my house.. heh.. with quite amusing results..

you know simjoo, i wanted to use it to choose who gets the last piece of food, then if it's an even no, u'll get it, and odd, i'll get it.. HAHA.. ie. u get e food most of e time.. HEH.. cos 2 odd nos still makes an even no.. LOL.. :D well, we didn't need to do tt anw, cos there was just too much food.. multiplier effect.. sorry, my econs gets E.. hahax..

quite liked the dessert at MOF yea! thanks sis! was damn nice.. *hugs* shall keep rolling the dice each time i miss u.. :D 3 rolls each time ba..

tdy's number is 6,4,3.. hahax.. roll urs ba.. at least one of e numbers will be the same as these. :D

go try.. really!

hahax.. kk, i going off for reunion dinner le.. miss you lots sis.. catch up with you again soon k?

love ya!

2010-02-13T17:14:00.002+08:00

ytd last day at work! hahax.. so now got time to blog le.. learnt quite a lot from this stint ba.. how to handle difficult customers, how to handle people at work, and the processes of a company.. hahax.. yea, hampers anyone? kk, i now can type at lk twice the speed i did since lk 2 months ago.. typed out too many sales orders and sales tabulations le.. but yea, the experience was a good one, made lots of new friends, got to know some interesting characters at work, some bad, some good.. how we all like our GM, and our MD.. though their lk of high posts, but still bothering to come to chat with us, know us better.. of course not forgetting our nice bosses.. and the PM: product management department.. lol.. which everyone wished they departed.. and which we kinda labelled them the PMS department.. cos they scolded ppl all e time, made one of e temp staff cry, so basically, no one likes them la..

Jay's my boss.. quite a cool guy.. 41 yrs old, still plays volleyball, still listens to stuff like lady gaga.. LOL.. like totally man.. workplace was kinda fun cos i had a nice boss, and not some serious guy.. and he always likes to scandalise ppl.. not funny lor.. RJ ppl damn guai leh.. 世界上最乖的人..

ok, mum making me damn pissed now. sometimes i think i should just work ba.. i don't get so pissed at work.. even with difficult customers.. yea, dangerous me. oh well.

yea, just forgot wad i was supposed to type.. great.

oh yea, will upload pics of last day at work soon ba.. thinking of having a chalet after CNY.. quite cool ba? noel temps all invited.. must keep in touch wor..

check out our FB group yea.. :D

http://www.facebook.com/#!/group.php?gid=264803850990&ref=ts

2010-01-24T22:39:00.003+08:00

lol.. just realised my flowerpot J got attached to a guy WC.. heh.. all e best, hope i dun see you again ba.. same for JY too.. hope i dun see u again.. and goodbye C, and S.. this year, i've had enough..

shall just be contented with one, and stick with one.. and appreciate the bloom that comes with careful nuturing and love. thanks jolene.. wish you were here to celebrate my b'dae with me.. :)

2010-01-24T21:45:00.003+08:00

yo.. i'm 19th le! hahax.. times flies man.. soon will be in army le.. wanna thank all those who remembered me, rmbed my b'dae.. thanks for all the birthday wishes yea.. love you guys lots.. :)

really wanna thank my godbro jiale, who decided to follow me all e way back to sengkang from PS, heh.. and chat till 8pm over a couple of orange breezers.. stoning at the playground of my condo.. and thanks joshua, who followed us too.. heh.. yea, ytd nite was fun.. chatting abt random stuffs, sch life, songs, girls, wines, stars.. heh.. stars.. yea, really random.. but well.. it's cool ba.. shall organise an intern chalet leh.. then we go climb to the top of the roof and sleep there under the stars.. :D fun ba? =P

had family dinner tdy.. dad decided to order crab.. heh.. and b'dae cake was kinda cool too.. black forest.. dad asked the lady when the cake would come in, and she said 3pm.. so he really went at 3pm to get e cake.. thanks dad! :D

time to think abt wad i really want in life.. no more idealistic views le ba.. maybe when the time comes again.. heh.. but not now le.. now all i want is to get my life sorted out, what i wanna be when i grow up, what i really wanna do for myself and my family..

i've got this gift of sales ba.. heh.. natural scammer.. my godbro jiale was recommending i really try out sales in future.. heh.. yea, sales and marketing.. i'd really consider it sia.. last week scammed one company, who had relations with another, and both decided to buy from me.. great.. tai lee hang and ehp.. then it was mr soh ah tee.. from buying 1k, to 1.248k.. heh.. :D and friday's record, a guy called john cher, with 3 companies.. decided to instead of buying for just his main, to buy for his sidelines as well.. and then after he left, he called me and said he wanted to buy another one, drove all e way back, to buy another 280 hamper.. HEH.. best thing is, i don't how i did it.. yea, i haven't even taken a look at my training notes.. LOL.. :D

sales it shall be then.. sales and marketing.. HEH.. marketing when i'm really tired of putting on a mask, and wanna take a back seat for awhile.. but e job should pay quite well ba.. enough to keep me alive.. :)

2010-01-03T20:28:00.003+08:00

just went Northpoint Ishi Mura for dinner! hahax.. yea, the food there's quite nice ba.. reasonable prices too.. ambience is kinda good.. :)

just a pic of the place. looks a little like the jap restaurant in hokkaido's chinatown.. heh.. :)

starting work tmr le.. jiayoux! must try hard to be a good SA.. :D

2010-01-02T20:55:00.004+08:00

brain getting burnt from just 3 days in office.. heh.. kinda lost sense of time.. k, i need to sleep more ba.. tmr shall be waking up at 12 le.. went northpoint with my family for dinner just now.. hahax.. was kinda interesting ba.. the chef cooks food for you.. like in front of you.. kinda a novelty ba.. :)

went with vic and jiakai to harborfront.. hahax.. yea, almost sentosa.. :D think if i captioned the pic "Sentosa" it'll probably be really believeable.. heh..

k, next weekend, shall think of where to go ba.. hahax.. i wanna see much of the world in singapore before i get whisked away to 3 months on an ulu island..

oh, ms tsang got married recently! hahax.. work kinda ended at 6+, so couldn't make it for her wedding.. but yea, may love, joy and happiness sweetly surround you both.. and congrats! :)

yea, my ex-chem teacher married a teacher in my sis's sch.. hahax.. cos they're both teaching in RG.. and asked my sis y we both din turn up tt nite.. lol.. interesting.. small world yea! need to call her mrs lau le.. and need to commit to memory..

help my memory ba.. heh..

got another checkup this 19th Jan.. kinda tired of checkups le la.. haiz.. maybe a part of me is just scared to find out wad's wrong with me.. the other part is just sick and tired of the inconvenience..

can't wait to start work on monday.. hahax.. i'm a gd SA.. :)

2010-01-02T20:49:00.001+08:00

2010-01-01T15:56:00.002+08:00

supposed to go out with my godsis tdy.. but oh wells.. nvm.. shall keep my lychee cocktail for 24th ba.. haiz.. shall ask sb out next wkend ba.. this wkend not v eventful le.. haiz.. :( heck la, monday ask jiayu out for dinner.. yea, jiale's cousin.. ><

got 2 bottles of wine, both which are really not my type. free from my boss ba.. yea, i got small promotion.. now sales assistant le.. not officer liao.. attached to supposedly one of e two biggest sales ppl.. issac too.. hope everything goes fine ba.. heh.. and free wine. yea, red and white.. carbenet sauvignon and sauvignon blanc. anyone wants? or anyone whose parents drink this sorta thing can msg me ba.. i pass u.. cos i've no use for it..

2009-12-29T20:23:00.003+08:00

1st day of work! hahax.. damn fun.. :) ate jack's place cupcakes, random hamper candies, pineapple tarts, pacific clams.. heh.. yea, and the general manager came to do a talk.. was quite impressed with my group's work.. mostly mine la, spam wines and chocs info.. HEH.. our presentation quite imba.. so got chocs from her.. me, jiale, isaac, tingyang in same group.. hahax.. yea, i guess you're right simjoo, i might make a good businessman.. :D heh.. yea, my fake voice part was quite gd ba.. for a person with 13 different personalities, acting isn't that hard.. lk second nature ba.. hahax..

2nd day of work tmr! sry vic, tmr still got work.. i'll be free this weekend though.. cya then bro, if you're free.. hahax.. :)

kk, shall sleep soon.. nice experience ba..

k, i'm being random, quote from true blood: "you're more than just a waitress.." "you're more than just a sales officer.." :D

i like my job. :)

2009-12-27T21:51:00.004+08:00

went swimming with jianyi and huiyang tdy.. hehh.. yea, was quite fun.. a little catch up with old primary school friends.. kinda cool. had 2 breezers, peach and orange.. yea, orange breezer is good, lk e orange nite i shared with my godsis simjoo.. heh..

yea, thanks for the gift, jianyi.. :) take care yea, we all move on in life, and i'm glad to have known you guys..

k, need to avoid sun for awhile, till my skin changes back to it's usual colour.. yups, to change back without the arm gradient.. hahax.. :) it's the tan all, and then slow un-tan theory.. heh..

chatted about all that we did for our sec sch.. hahax.. yea, it's really fruitful.. nice to see tt our efforts have paid off.. and it's a nice rewarding feeling indeed.. yea, i totally agree.. :)

starting work this tuesday! quite interesting ba.. looking forward to it..

going out with simjoo this friday too! :)
hahax.. yea, celebrate new year.. :D

i'm thinking of organising a chalet.. just among friends, then invite friends of friends. would be kinda cool yea! but i need the money for downpayment 1st, and i need the people who can make it, for the plan to work out.. :)

y? cos archery and WG have stopped outings, and aren't organising any chalet of sorts.. everyone's just to themselves, and i can't stand it. i'm not in RJ le, so i dun have to give a shit abt wad i do.. no one can say anth abt me being rash, and rebellious.. please, it's just a chalet.. or just an outing.. it's so difficult? then dun come la. no one bothers, then i'll make one myself, and keep it open for people who just wanna have some fun..

yea, i hate overly conservative ppl.

haven't got prezzie yet.. need to get it soon ba.. hahax.. :)

finished watching true blood season 1 and 2.. quite gd ba.. just tt 2 had too much gore.. and eating human hearts is just sick. yea, i can't take it ba.. sex, nudity, violence, disturbing scenes, kinda fine with me, just not gore.. it just somehow gives the feel that you're in that person's shoes.. and that's y it's so unbearable..

hmm.. shall go catch some other movie some time ba..

tmr going for treadmill test at CGH.. yea, another test, lk i'm some sorta science experiment.. heh.. hope all goes fine.. :)

2009-12-24T13:47:00.002+08:00

went swimming with yuhui ytd! hahax.. yea, anchorvale CC is the bomb.. gosh.. drive in macs, a 4 storey high slide, twister slides usually found only in escape theme park, and yea, the place is cool. really gd place to hang out ba.. save tt there isn't much of a population in that area.. quite new ba, and the children's playground is engineered well, such tt the bucket fills itself up with water automatically, and empties itself on e ppl below every 1 min.. hahax.. cool? yea. it is.

swam for 2 hrs straight ba.. so muscles aching now.. and decided to accompany yuhui for a 10 min tan.. hahax.. yea, i look less vampy now. hands less white, but fingers just as long.. :D

simjoo's b'dae ytd.. hope you enjoyed urself sis! :) hahax.. yea, i did find the children and siblings thingy.. HAHA.. yea, added u le.. miss you.. look forward to seeing you next friday yea!

work starts next week.. quite excited.. hahax.. shall do my best, though i know i won't get promoted.. HEH.. but yea, hope i can make good use of this experience yea! and gain more EXP.. :D

2009-12-22T19:18:00.002+08:00

thighs having lactic acid buildup.. gah.. should have gone slower on monday.. hahax.. oh wells.. tmr going for a swim ba.. hope it can help.. might ask yuhui along.. :)

oh, my godsis simjoo's birthday tmr.. hey sis, miss you a lot.. hope you enjoy yourself yea! :) look forward to meeting you on 1st jan yea.. i'll call you 2nite. happy birthday! :D sadly, it might be one of the last times we'll be seeing each other around.. really, we must make a point to keep in touch yea. i don't want to throw away these two years of friendship.. you've been a really nice person. and i really appreciate that.. thanks for everything. :) really sorry about your earring the other day.. i'll make up for it k? yea, i miss you. hope you're doing fine yea.. i'll pop by your office sometime! hahax.. or we could go meet for lunch during lunch hours.. :D

my sales internship starts next week.. meanwhile, i'm spending time learning dialect.. HEH.. yea, writing the translated version into a small book.. starting with just hokkien and cantonese.. it's useful leh.. can listen in to a greater range of audio frequencies eh? =P

2009-12-22T11:54:00.003+08:00

went jogging with yuhui ytd! hahax.. yea, jogged from my house all e way to e expressway to tampines.. heh. went for breakfast, caught up on old times.. will be jogging every morning ba.. must keep healthy.. hahax.. shall ask yuling or lynette along some time too.

oh, i've finished watching 2nd season of true blood! hahax.. but 1st season was a little better ba.. 2nd one abit gory and disturbing leh.. sex and scandal is fine for me, just not gore, i'm the last person on earth you'd wanna bring to watch a gore film.. no, i don't fear blood. just the heart and organs bit. gives a disturbing feel.. heh.

right, tt's y i may just make a really bad surgeon.. heh.

2009-12-20T21:50:00.003+08:00

grandma's b'dae tdy.. heard her stories ba.. yea, i'll exercise and train yea.. yea, i've a new hatred for communists.. the best way to deal with them is indeed to scheme them all into jail.. lowlifes.. some vengence might just last more than a generation..

oh, here's a scene that might have been just part of a movie. grandfather passes on, leaves a sum of stuffs behind, including hong kong and shanghai shares. the shares, by law, can only be sold so tt some money can be taken out from them, in the presence of the wife and the all the children. a long time ago, the first son of the father was disowned for having gang ties.. and he's now part of the mafia, and no one knows where he is.. without his signature, there's no direct passing of the shares to grandma.. the rest of the family wants the law to step in so they can have a share in the house and all grandfather's assets. 50% to wife, 50% divided among children. but there's a camp who wants 100% to grandma, since she's old, not working, and obviously deserves them.

wonder how the directors get their movie material? yea, by just living this life. part of you watches yourself like you're in a TV screen. the other part of you obidiently acts out your role.

2009-12-20T13:30:00.001+08:00