Quite pissed tdy, with myself and dunno who. din get through the interview lar. There goes my hopes of becoming a prefect. One of the two aspirations I have in RI are dashed. Sad lar. Feel like blowing off some steam, but I’ll prefer to take it as if nth has happened, least it makes me feel better, rather than blowing my top, cos it is the more sensible thing to do without harming the people around me. Dun let them know how bad I feel lar, cos what can they do besides remarking or adding to their worries? I dun need this sympathy or sarcasm, cos I dun think I can take such a setback. I’m on my edge, and what’s holding me to this world is that I still have unfulfilled dreams, and being a CCAL and Chairman of RIGE is one of them.
slashed at 10:11 PM .