kena saboed by sme ppl tdy lor... at assembly... but then got a prize, a goodie bag, an album. not bad de. :D sme things i have 2 clarify, i do not support what Hitler has done. it was sheer ignorance, not evil. the guilty ones are the ones who suffer the most, not being able to let go, wheras those who died can rise, he cannot, as the even if there are enough people forgiving him, he cannot forgive himself, and his soul can never attain enlightenment. it requires people to resolve some of this burden for him to allow him to rise, and feel what he would receive form the people around him. there has to be a person to take on this tough task. who will it be? Ignorance is a sin. dewelling deeper into it is sinning even more. the ignorant and the bigoted have never in any way been blessed at all. they just cut away from reality. and this is dangerous. blood has been shed because of this.
Tmr getting back APR, not bad la not gd also... still need lots of improvement, cos cannot afford to tyco all the time. "if you are with us, then be with us." went 2 watch X-men 3 with Kelly, MR Wei, Kev, and Shing. lol. quite nice la... ask vic he dun 1 2 come, JL also dun want, reynard dunno lk wad... jon i 4got 2 ask. lol. ok... tt's about it. quite interesting la... :D
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I don’t want people to judge me based on how much I am worth to them in terms of value, but I wouldn’t mind if they value me or judge me based on my values. I thank Kelly and Vic for helping me realize that life is not all about chasing grades. Vic, I see in u the old me, teaming up with all the pros, for the best grades possible… lol… I was lk that in sec 1, sec 2, ya… until now… when I wanted to look beyond what we see before us. All this while I have been in the run, for a certain task or another. No time to stop and relax, or even slow down. The work has put a toll on my health 5 years ago… im not letting that happen again. I should not put so much stress on myself… since now is the hols, maybe I shld try vic’s method, study a little now, l8er not so stressed… sounds right, dunno whether it would work on a person like me who forgets things in like one week… ok… its tiring, I feel like stopping but I can’t. cos the tide brings me along… and I cannot stop it. Too bad for me la… will have to swim with the tide. Sail with the waves? I gotta learn.
It’s a long time since I have posted, nth much to post, currently tried playing CO and DOTA… lol owned mingrun… thanks Kelly, good teacher… J hahax. Ya went kelly’s hse yesterday, to finish up maths challenge, den ended up playing RO and DOTA, owned MR like siao… MR damn bu shuang being owned by a noob like me er… 3 times consecutively? Still have to feed him lor… looking for only love by trademark, dun ask me why. Selling myRIad tickets for $15, RGGE tix for $10… lol… bttr buy ours la… RGGE so ex… no wonder muz beg me 2 sell 4 u… ( dun kill me if u r reading this ) cos ur tix is so ex for only 1 perf wheras we have like 5? Lol… shan’t be so evil… Vic… relax la… one day u will see the bigger view of things… not just GPAs as they don’t say a thing of your character.
I don’t admire those who score high without having to study, cos what they are getting is not the rewards of their own work and their effort, but its god-given. Although there are others who are not so lucky, they have the resilience and determination. They work hard, and I am happy for them. I belong to the second category. So there is no point envying me, or being jealous, cos im working based or a ground zero, or like one might say, from scratch. Please DO NOT treat me as your benchmark, cos I do not live up to that standard, and I hate the competition. We have ourselves as our competitors, not the people around us. I understood this from u Kelly… lol… thx… I wonder how many people would be happy for me if they got a 69.0, rounding to 69, while I got a 69.1 rounding to 70. My friends, would most feel an unjust churn in their heart, on why life is so unfair… or sth like that, or would there still be a few who would say, “ u r lucky, congrats. ” hmm… I think I have found a friend who is like that… J still got a maths challenge to do… im glad I didn’t choose my partner based on his grades, but based on friendship. I believe that we must be united as a team in order to succeed, like how we pwned the Geog pt… lolx… won the whole level. We put in a lot of effort, met like countless times during the hols… n we succeeded, owning all the pro teams with like the best ppl… we can do it… I believe that we can. And we shall do it again. Its not always the people with the inborn talent that can win. We can win too… the song writing competition was a success… we got chosen to represent RI, with another 2 teams… ya… if we put in the same amount of effort, we will bring back the glory. The Legendary Gonin.
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will someone pls help me with this maths question? its one assignment that no one has yet found a clue on how to start... I'll be happy enough with just a clue...XD
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Yay! CTs over liaoz... no more stress, can do away with all the intense muggin, no more crammin of info 4 the paper chase... ppr chase is really drivin me nuts..., now can finally relax... ;) dunno whether 2 b happy or wad... cos although pprs over still dunno whether i made any careless mistakes, cos dunno y this yr i keep making careless mistakes 4 maths... eng can't help it la... chi got sme improvement... phy as well compared 2 last CA... bio also catching up... chem is the only one quite stable... actually had a stable Geog... den careless me went 2 ans the wrong ans not wad the qn wanted... many ppl as well... but could b avoided if i had interperted differently... so this yr though mugged lk 2 to 3 times more, still won't get as high GPA as last yr... damn sian...
sometimes, some stuff we juz hav 2 resign to providence... cos it juz can't b helped when things don't go ur way... work so hard n in the end juz onli get so little in return... in this world nothin is fair la... we r given our own paths to walk... changing it would be difficult, as fate does not allow it... sorry Mr Ho, i dun think i can be a pillar of the society as u said, cos i tried runnin 4 a pillar in RI like u suggested... n i ran 4 2.5 yrs... got turned down 3 times... this one included is 4 times... not veri gd... kinda tired of runnin all this while... considered that ive picked myself up from faliures 4 times... told myself that i can't take any more disappointments... not worth it... useless runnin 4 sth when there is sb out there who tries to prevent u frm gettin the chance to prove yourself...
i served 4 2,5 yrs... n what do i get? nth. u chose to choose sme Gep guy n sme high GPA exp guy instead of those whom have leadership talent, who can convince the masses... i know some who have this capability, much more than the 2 that 2 chose... the third guy is quite ok la... got a little talent, but the first 2? ok, i never badmouth ppl, n I won't do it here. but juz a question, does high GPA mean that u can lead well? does high GPA mean that u can do your part in helpin the entity aquire the high skies? Mr Ho, u were wrong to put ur faith in me, n ur son in RJ had wasted his time trying 2 hlp me... sorry... i didn't make use of my last chance at becoming a pillar of the school, neither did i make myself indispensible for the 2.5 yrs in RI, not 2 mention the 4 yrs that u wanted... unlike what u said... the sky isin't my limit, cos i think i have hardly a foot on a cloud, to be able to take that leap towards the skies... sorry, i was not able to gain wisdom from the words of advice u gave me... but i will be honour the school code wherever i go, regardless of whether i get a post or not...
went 2 J8 tdy after CT, waited 4 156, wait 4 3 buses, all filled up, damn sian... so i decide 2 take 13 instead, so walked 2 J8 n den decided to slack arnd abit... went 2 BEST lookin 4 sth, n erm... i guess i found sth i wanted... 13 more days 2 my fren's b'dae, wonder wad 2 give... hp? no money. wb? no nice ones. ep? maybe, he hinted at wantin 1... but i couldn't find any. hp cover? dunno which colour he like. finding stuff 4 guys r more difficult... but i guess i found sth tt would b fine. CD or EP ? im still thinkin... relax, i hav 2 wks 2 think... ;)
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