I tried to cry, but there were no tears. Why do I always screw up maths? Ok, b4 a test, I always calm myself down so that I can think better. But this time I did not, cos we had to rush to the AVT. Tt’s one error… but one thing I notice is that if I dun hav a calm mind when doin a paper, I juz can’t think. N there are like chao lot of careless mistakes? Wad’s goin on now? ok… I guess I can’t adapt to the cold in the AVT, can’t write properly, slow down… can’t blame alba cos she has a bad leg. Can’t blame BC cos she did teach slowly for this topic, or rather for this whole term (n im thankful 4 tt), can’t blame myself cos I’ve always been so inadaptable and nervous, n I’ve like mugged practically the whole thing the day b4? Wth la… I’m happy if I can get a 11/20 le… cos I know I screwed up 3 qns… out of 4… I’m such an idiot… can’t even do a proper test in the AVT? Why must you shiver during like half the ppr when the others don’t? pissed la… guess I wrecked many stuffs tdy… happy tt me n kel got pro marks for our maths pt… :D lol… muz try harder! I need some help. Serious. Help for my maths and maybe chem… (cos I dunno how to start solving a “mol” problem) so I ask my friends, can you help me? Maybe lk wad sb told me, when u r in trouble, only 1% of the ppl you know will stick for you. Those are your friends. And this is the world. Why is it that so many people only care for themselves alone? Do they deserve my help the next time they ask for it? I feel my heart bleeding, haiz, sad la… can sb help me? My parents dun hav tt money for tuition fees lor… den got 2 teachers hu teach like bullet trains… so sad n stressed… arrgh… dun talk abt maths CCT la… jus thinking… maybe vic or kel can help me in my maths… chem. I’ll sit down n try crackin on my own… L lookin forward to this fri though… goin SAJC to meet for finals in Chi songwriting…J
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