The faded words are just beside me. Their answers aren’t given in the silence and warmth of the night. Ok. Tdy was quite ok. Save that kel and gy were being sicko, I was coughing out blood, think throat got prob after shouting yesterday. Can’t imagine how sick lor... so irritating! That lasted for the whole day. Yes. How sick. Nvm. Actually, kel’s a nice guy if he is not nonsensing around and crapping rumours abt me. and gy will always follow, and add on and on. Maybe the only person who won’t is vic. “die also won’t say” attitude. I like that. The typical me, “kill me I also won’t go against my laws and rules that I subscribe to”=P. sth 2 clarify, I have NEVER and not once in my WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE badmouthed a person behind his back. COS TT’S SO IMMORAL! I dun do such things! Pls dun accuse me lor! And I’m so sure chloe tt knows me well lor, and like we only know each other for 2 mths? (basically the same amt of time that you know me, steff. Like you, we only talk on msn, so we aren’t tt close.) And to Chloe or whoever it may be, I’m so sure that I’ve said anything bad abt anyone to you or even anybody at all lor. If you want to listen to other ppls rumours abt me, I can’t help it. Too bad. If u r not happy wif sth, jus say it in front of me, and scold me or wadever. Dun go behind my back. Cos tt’s juz makin me pissed. Ok. Maybe we can clarify matters. I can’t be bothered cos its not my fault that you choose to think this way and believe those shitty tale carriers.
Oh well, it aint my fault that I only knew steff’s bdae the day l8er when sme random fella msged me... kind enough to at least ask ppls to send my regards to her lor. Bttr den I know and I dun even wish her. stupid kel dunwan to give me her hp. Den now got misunderstandings. all your fault la! anyway, im not bothered la. send u email as a friend to wish you. So as to clear things up. Pls dun go arnd believing everything that any1 says. Haiz... Some friends I have. Nth bttr to do than to tok abt me. maybe I shan’t tok so much abt my private life to them la. yes, my cousin was right, I should have listened. Ppl like us have to wear our masks till we complete our mission, the mere reason for our existence. But I had wanted to take the risk, I chose to trust. My fault? Yes.
Ankle abit bttr now. not so pain. Maybe like I’ve been falling and tripping so often that ppl notice that I fell, but no one has suspected that my ankle hurts. Besides u la. I know u care. You who dunno my blog. Yea. Animae scar rite? lol! tt’s caused by kel’s toenail. Is it really tt obvious? Lol? I think its kinda faded le. hahax. talk abt animae, I coughed blood like so naruto? Kel was sayin that I might die. Bttr go drink water or go first aid. Lol! thx 4 ur concern! =D im fine now. You’re quite a nice guy when you’re not being nonsense la, keep my secrets to urself! I chose to trust u, against my cousin’s advice that I should trust no one besides myself and my brothers. Plz treasure it. I dun usually regret my decisions. Yea, kel, vic, and gy. My close friends.
Stupid Blogger can’t refresh my temp. Can’t link anyone now. cos it juz bacically hangs. Yes, hangs. Cbox is down as well. Ok, I’ve made a resolution for 12 hrs. I shall not leak any info abt myself to anyone. Kor, I’ll listen 2 u next time la. I’m sorry I got myself into this mess. Yea, forgive me will you? I won’t do such a thing again. But I still believe that they can be trusted, give me time. Believe me like you have always done. Kor, can?
Hmm... tmr kel’s having his jap test. 60% of the yr. muz b mugging now. well, whatever you did, I dun really bother, cos its just that maybe u dun really understand wad I want of you as one of my close friends, as one who keeps my secrets to himself. yea, but I’ll still pray for you despite your deadly loudspeakering. Yea. All the best. =)
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