Lol.. happened 2 come across this story on e web... sad but meaningful..
Here’s the story...
Sacrifice
There is a story told of a young boy whose older brother was in a car crash. The father approached the younger son shortly after the crash and said, "Son, if you will, you older brother needs a blood transfusion in order to live. The doctors have determined that only you can provide this blood. Will you provide blood for your brother so that he may live?" The younger son did not hesitate in answering he would indeed help his older brother. Unknown to the little boy was the relative simplicity and safety of the procedure.
The car ride to the hospital was unusually quiet for this normally very talkative little boy. The father, at the same time in the most awkward and difficult position of his entire life, thought best to leave the young boy to his own thoughts. The father and young boy entered the now familiar doors of the town hospital. As the father and son sat in the hospital room, the nurse entered with the needle in hand. She commented how courageous the young boy was, prepared the boys right arm as she had done to hundreds of other patients over the years, and slowly inserted the needle into his arm ; the vial began to quickly fill with the young boys blood. After the vial filled, the young boy, with tears in his eyes, turned to his father and asked, "Daddy, how long do I now have before I die?"
"Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends." John 15:13
slashed at 10:25 PM .
Merry X'mas everyone! =D Hmm.. nv blog 4 quite sme time le... Lol.. made a trip down 2 clct sapphire tdy. den went 2 toa payoh slack. Hahax... sry I couldn’t stay tt long lor! =P Went 2 kel’s hse after tt, shun bian stopped by at J8, bought 2 bars of chocs 4 kel. Lol... l8er hlped him assemble his new comp, ended up playing sme fish game. Uber fun lor! =D lame game but nice at least... fish eat food, bigger fish eat big fish, most fish eat and shit. Shit = $$. =P LOL. l8er gy n qw came. Haiz.. din buy any chocs 4 them... only know qw for few mths wad.. lol.. den gy leh... hmm... dunno leh.. oops... lol... but ur teeth liddat shouldn’t eat 2 many chocs 4 e time being rite? lol.. jk jk... =P hmm... left arnd 6, after discussing the project. Haiz.. maybe it’ll be my last outing for quite some time now... haiz... sch reopens I wanna go catch curse of e golden flower and deathnote. Hmm.. either go wif kel or vic. And issac. Lol...
Yea, one more thing I din get 2 clarify tdy wif gy.. I dun hate anyone! Really! At least not yet. Dunno abt next time, but currently, NO. reason y im liddat? Maybe its cos of e way I treat ppls ba.. brothers, close friends, friends, acquaintances, strangers, and enemies. Out of the six, most ppls fall in the middle, esp the ppls I know for only a short while, n those who haven’t earned my trust yet. Mostly either friends or acquaintances. Yea. cos its just that I dun talk tt openly 2 ppls I dun know well. So if I happen to have a close friend and a friend with me, then I’d treat both as friends, and talk to both of them in the way I talk 2 friends tt’s all. less confusion this way wad.. =P dun ask me y im liddat. I got reason lor. Simply put, personal talk is only for my close friends and my brothers. These ppl are backstage, and I share my personal talk with them only. no one else. The rest of the world is my stage. Now, the thing is, if everyone goes backstage, then who is left on stage to finish this act with me?! the audience want to know what happens in the end, and we have a duty to finish our performance. We can’t leave the stage empty and make them all go to the backstage to watch the play. We can’t. ok? Right. Now u know? I dun hate anyone. I jus treat different ppls differently, tt’s all. I trust few, and I prefer to choose who I trust. tt’s just me la.
Okies... time 2 slp le.. rain outside my window pouring down...
slashed at 10:26 PM .
Haiz.. only 7 more days of bein me. so sad la. sch’s reopening. When you’re up on the stage, you have to give it your best, and all those with whom you laugh, joke, and talk to are just scripted. All I want is just someone backstage after my acts, to confide in, and share our secrets. Guess I must trust this person a lot. Hard to find yea, maybe not in this life. cos ppl r juz too busy, or can’t be bothered. Yea. Otherwise if not friends, then they’re just acquaintances, or just passers-by. Haiz..
Asked myself once. What is the hardest thing to get in this world? Power. Is it the goal that you desire in the long run? Yes. But if you had only 5 days to live, would you still want it? No. What would you want? Someone who will stick by me till the end of my days, and care for me like my brother. To the only one who bothered to be there in that position, I thank you. I’ll miss you a lot when sch reopens though. Fewer chances to meet like before. Take care.
Hmm... kel’s bdae comin sn, dunno wad 2 give him leh... if u dun at least drop a hint, how am I supposed to know? --__--“ I not lk u who can read ppls minds so well lor. do you prefer something temporary or long lasting? Haiz.. I wanna giv u sth 4 bein such a gd fren but dunno wad u want. Scadly get u sth tt u dun lk, den u throw away l8er, den I’d be lk super pissed n sad lor. pls pls pls... drop a hint or 2 can? Thx... =P
Lol... 4got to get WT’s new msn again.. Crap. Gotta rmb 2 ask during PSL camp. Hmm... hw still haven’t finished... but finished reading 1.5 out of 3 bks. Accomplishment.. (clap pls.) =D
Ok, gtg sn... slppy... lol...
slashed at 8:25 PM .
Lol... small story. A, B, C, D. A likes his sw so he smart enuf 2 go n tell B, who also happens to like his sw to hide it in his father’s safe. B’s father is C. C’s safe is such that can only be opened with a unique blood. B got C’s blood. Den opened it. stuffed both A’s and his own sw into the safe and changed the pass to A’s blood. Smart. Lol.. D came frm some far mount, wanted to claim the sws in case they kena flood and kena the water, but couldn’t this time, hee.. =P but also quite nice as not to probe further la, and to move on to the neighboring country to claim theirs, but jus on the condition that A follows. So A asks B along. Hahax.. story end. A reaches home at 2. slp to 6. den get ready for a function tdy. =D cools.
Sch reopening le... haiz... hw still not done... =( haiz...
slashed at 4:55 PM .
Quarreled wif my mum tdy. Tok 2 her lk tokin 2 e wall liddat. Go outing 2 oriental dinner buffet jus 2 give them face also cannot. Say I get robbed, kidnapped, get into a fight and all that shit. I hate ppl who talk bad abt others. Esp when I know most of it is pure bullshit and nonsense. U can insult my intelligence by feeding me all this shit. U think u can make me accept this shit. U’re wrong. I’ve a mind of my own. this is my life. you don’t control what I wanna do, or wad I wanna think. I bear my own consequences. And it will have nth 2 do with u. I just want to say that I hate u. for keeping me in this prison. What other ppl can enjoy, I can’t. super pissed. I simply can’t help it if im living with someone I hate and I can’t hate her cos she’s my mum. The fifth thing that I hate in life. out of the 5 things.
1. I hate ppl hu betray me. (I usually kill them personally.)
2. ppl who look down on others. (just can’t stand it. I usually tell them off. Unless its my mum.)
3. I hate those who break their promises. (I have a record of not breaking my promises that I made. Even if it nearly cost my life once.)
4. I can’t stand cowards. (fear is man’s greatest enemy. Death is his accomplice. You cannot be affected by Fear, if you do not fear Death. I dun fear death. I tht of dying many times b4. aint afraid of it. but I can’t, cos suicide is a sin.)
5. I hate hating those that I can’t hate. Or I know I hate them. But I can’t bring myself to harm them. Don’t know when hatred will just overcome me.
I dun like hating ppl. Its ppl hu make me hate them.
slashed at 9:20 PM .
don't read it. i just feel abit better after flaring it all up here. maybe san can relate abit 2 this. hahax. nvm. u're not the one with the strictest parents yea. dere happens 2 b sme1 here far worse. haiz...
Super pissed at my mum n dad. Wanted 2 go 2 the oriental treat this wed 7pm but no matter how I say I wun get my message through. Fishing idiots. I hate it when you stereotype all hoteliers to be bad and evil and all that nonsense. Cos it just isint true. And I hate it when you talk bad of the friends that I mix with. Cos I just wun allow that. So stop it. i hate ppl talking bad abt others in front of me, when they are obviously not what they describe. Bullshit. I live in a nonsense place, where mum calls the shots, and dad usually agrees. I have no opinion at all. Cos his word is law. Hey, who r u 2 tell me wad to do with my life. I can so very well choose to end it now, and u can’t do nuts about it. mum, I hate u. I know I shouldn’t say this. but I really hate you for all that you have done. all the shit that you put me through. It would be gd if you were just half of kel’s parents. Then life would be so much easier for me. u want grades? I show it 2 u. now hols. Nth 2 show. N u r back 2 ur old self. Is this still a family or some trade market where everything must come with a price? No money no goods? Wth. for my own good my ass. When will you stop? When im 19? 20? How late is tt? n u think i’m still your kid, immature, need guidance. Pls. im alr8y 16. I know wad I want in life. there’s no need to worry cos when I want sth, I will make sure I get it till the day I die. i made this promise to kor on 4th Dec. u can break me. but u can never force me to break my promises. In true fact, I only have a father up there, with my grandpa, and an elder brother here, with my 2 other close brothers/friends. other than that, I dun find any family anywhere else. Maybe tt’s y I never tell u anth abt myself. U think you know me well as my parents, but all you see is my act. u think you can see through my act. you think you know when I act. but in fact you don’t. cos I act out my life in front of you. That is the me you want. Then I shall let you have it your way. but u can never change my real self. You can’t change the real person inside me, without all the script, costumes, and mask. U think you understand me, in fact you don’t. you’re not god. Just to tell you. You’re not even anywhere close. 151 hrs left. And I won’t give up. Was fishing pissed yesterday night, so took out sapphire to prac frm 10 to 11. den realized tt my wrist was damn pain from the weight. Lucky thing. cos without it, I would have crashed some walls le. tired myself out. After msging kel, tok abit crap.. felt much better la.. finally can slp. =P this morning woke up to find myself pissed again. Haiz.. let me just be free for once. I’m not gonna get kidnapped or get into a fight or sth liddat. Esp not when I’m alr8y a grade 7. hmph. Only my first uncle knows tt though. My dad doesn’t know, nor does my mum. Wth la.
slashed at 10:57 AM .
my hand is aching as i type this. yea, frm wrist 2 elbow. jus came back frm bowling. hmm... got a 56, little better than my 48 the last time. at least i passed. by 6. that's a C i think. mus practice to get B and then A. haiz.. imba ppls lk kel and shing can get bonus qn lor. geez.. craps my hand abit injured leh.. strain.. shall stop typing here. bye!
slashed at 9:00 PM .
Okies, nth nice 2 b stayin in a basement 4 2 days besides the fact that it’s high tech and looks super cool. Lol... finally back le. well well, lets c if sb goes 4 NS recall den I can take his place.. hahax.. jk jk, I nv actually hoped 4 tt la, but jus a passing remark. Hahax... well well, lets say I’ve been dere only twice in my life, both times cos u were unavailable. Yea, but I wun snatch the opportunity frm u la, relax! Lol... hmm.. sad thing is tt I was super tired by the end of the day and had no more energy to sneak out of dere, so no gifts la, sry hor vic n kel! I slept at 2 when everything was over, next day mus wake up at 7! haiz.. n kor wun help me as well, cos he was also chao tired. still rmb 2 yrs ago when we went 2 roam abt on the streets, sneak out at 12, den come back at 5 in the morning. Hahax! =D grr... if I wanna get sth, the only chance would b 20sth this mth prolly. And mus hope tt the meet ends at exactly 10.. though not much hopes of me goin la. n kor prolly wun sneak out on his own cos its isint fun without me le. =P geez.. goin bowling l8er this afternoon, wif my hand suann... haiz.. but I learnt a lot la. esp how 2 do a proper turn and flip without losing momentum, learnt via watching not learning, n sb wasn’t tt happy cos I “happened” 2 copy his “pro” moves. Nice. sme ppl dere also super funny de la. dunno yet act pro. Sb damn bad la, call dunno hu “johnny english”... den call dunno hu “pink panther”... laughed lk shit la! eh... pls la... set gd example lor.. dun b so bad 2 ppl can... we were once noob as well k? dun 4get.. though we nv “haolian” lk them la... =P hahax.. hmm... 14th of Dec goin 4 oriental treat, ex-bosses so kind de.. hahax... hmm.. vic jus came back frm china after extending stay wif his family, I think kel might hav reached 2 days b4, 3rd Dec, scouts camp. Lol.. life not tt boring now.. got ppls 2 tok le.
slashed at 2:09 PM .
Ok, my taggie is dead, blog as dead as taggie, cos I long time nv update le. lol.. was super pissed tdy tt all my compositions sounded weird. Ok not the whole thing was bad, jus that the whole thing put together sounded bad. Not up 2 standard. Oh well, out of the 3, 2 of them had good chorus but bad verses, and the last one, only the intro was nice. well, well, the notes are of course accurate la, but I can’t seem 2 find the right note values! =( crap la. but writing them in 1234, or ABCD, I would forget how they sounded like. Grr... wad’s half a beat with a “curl” or “hammer on” or “2 notes sung quickly together”. haiz. Wth la. heck the values. Btw, I threw all the 3 scores away, cos they seriously sounded terrible. Like classical music.. or a melody. Close to a song but not dere at all la. haiz... nvm, try again la, if not wad? =P
slashed at 3:30 PM .
