Went home abit the pissed. But must stop being pissed by 7. cos its wad I promised chloe. wdv la. sme ppls really piss me off. Freaking attitude. u want everyone to give in to you. For a while its ok, but for lk dunno how long, I seriously can’t stand it. you expect others to help you, then you must help others first. simple. or else you can just forget about getting others’ help. Not everyone can tahan lor. hey, life is a 2 way street. live it in the same way as you would want others to. I dun think I have done anything wrong such as to deserve this. if you not happy with anything pls jus tell me so tt I can at least know and change, or apologize and make it up to you. you know who you are. I dun wish to mention ppl’s names.
Ok fine. If its really my fault, then I’m sorry ok? but at least tell me where I went wrong, so I wun make the same mistake again. Can?
Tmr’s the last day to decide whether or not we shall remain as close friends. I’m tired.
I just want someone whom I can share my heartfelt secrets with,
someone whom I can trust,
someone who will be there for me when I need help,
someone who will be that light in the darkest days of my life,
someone whom I can regard truly as my brother.
"Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly." Beautiful quote. Maybe I’m not that cold and unfeeling as people think me to be. But I would like to ask, is it such that within this stuck up society I can’t even find a true friend? I feel like crying.
slashed at 5:10 PM .
Inspirational story by the monitor of secondary 1K 2007. Read and be inspired.
Before this week, the word “disillusioned” has been a foreign concept. I never knew what being “illusioned” was in the first place, let alone being described as “disillusioned”. But a turn of my life this week has forced me to use that word on myself.
Not for long. I hope.
Life in Raffles has just picked up pace. Wake up – not always willingly – at six, brush teeth, wash face, reach for and put on uniform, trot down the stairs, half asleep, and finish breakfast. Pick up the bag that was packed the previous evening, pin on the school badge, grab the hand phone and wallet that just don’t seem to be where you’ve left them, and get into the car.
Jam down the roads half an hour to school, then alight at the bus stop outside school. Cut across the Admin Block, pass the roll of honor and the bust of Raffles along the way, then cross Raffles Square and then step into Juniors Block. Climb up three flights of stairs to a morning of lessons, an afternoon of Co-Curricular Activities and then projects and homework at night.
Wake up again tomorrow and guess what – it’s the same routine again.
Various words have been used to describe such a lifestyle. The hectic way of life has been tagged as a bore, a chore and even a sore. Rhyming as they are, these terms concisely portray the bleakness of a day as such, from the viewpoint of a pessimist, a cynic, a satirist or sometimes just an exhausted student. I confess, within the first draining week I may have subconsciously slipped into the latter category.
What pains me, however, is not the fact that I have to endure such trials in the present. It is the prospect of four long year’s right here in RI with the exact same boring routing that can be both a chore and a sore. What’s more, they are followed by dessert – two even longer years in RJC.
But then again, I look at my seniors and what I see leaves me in awe. Each of them bursts with life and vigor, does his push-ups with unequaled energy, eats with unmatched gusto. They find time to squeeze the task of orientating us to the school into that busy timetable which already contains the pangs of Secondary 4 life, and yet each stands upright, with back straight, confident, strong, like that silent statue of the great man which I cross everyday on my way to classes.
What enables them to do this? Is it merely the fact that they have been trained by four years of experience, hardened by the winds and waves of nine subjects and three year-end exams? Is it only the friendly bantering between them and their prevailing sense of humor? Or is it the brief interludes of CCA programs that inject life into their lives?
I believe it is what they call the Rafflesian Spirit, the inner strength that has been induced by the Rafflesian way of life. In Raffles, life is tough, yes. In Raffles, time is short, yes. In Raffles, each passing day brings tasks that add to the to-do lists, yes.
But in Raffles, each day is a development of friendship. In Raffles, each day is an energetic day of intriguing activities. In Raffles, every man does his best for the class, the cohort, the school. In Raffles, optimism rules and class spirit uplifts each weary soul. In Raffles, disillusioning tasks present themselves, but every man toils on, with his heart firmly set on the goal of each process, as if afraid to lose sight of it, but continuing courageously with the hope that seemingly mundane activities will bear fruit, the goal will be reached, the lessons will be learnt, and every man can proudly stride within the portals of the school with the confidence that he has achieved his mission, or will definitely achieve it.
This, I believe, is the Rafflesian Spirit. That fervent hope and comradeship that the Institution Anthem speaks of has the power to unite Rafflesians and encourage them in daily routines, reminding them always that all things have a purpose. This same spirit has the mysterious power to cure that sinking symptom of disillusionment.
Quoting once again from our Anthem: “Come heed the call, Rafflesians all, and let our hearts be stirring. We’ll do our best whate’er the test, and keep our colours flying!”
We live as Rafflesians, die as Rafflesians. Pride the crest of Raffles and honour her name. For she is the one who borne us into young men, young blessed souls emblazoned with power, with courage to grasp the blade and wield it as their destiny; to protect those whom they hold close to their hearts.
slashed at 8:47 PM .
Hmm.. tdy quite ok ba.. the whole day was super slack? =P bio was boring as usual, almost slept.. lucky got kel keep me awake wif crap n his nonsense.. =P philo was also crappy, gabe and linan tokin nonsense n trying to screw up the whole discussion. Gabe super funny la.. “history has shown that.. blah blah..” “so you think that monarchy is bad? blah blah.. do you still think so now?” “yes, cos history has shown that.. blah blah(the same as above).” LOL. gabriel teo kok leong.. whole day tok kok de.. heheh.. (no hard feelings!) physics class super funny.. got strawberry milk on the floor cos some smart guy playing with syringe decided to syringe the milk and not water. Ok. well done. spilt the milk. Hty gave them syringes to suck up the milk. LOL!! super funny la! hmph.. gabe tried to spray me in the end ended up spraying my books. Wth la. aim also can aim properly?! wet my ws lor. super pissed. Ok I shall relax.. plz dun disturb me lor. I dun disturb ppls, dunno y they whole day come and disturb me. haiz.. ppls lk kel lor.. walao eh.. suan until liddat.. I listen too much can get heart pain leh.. aiyoh.. one day if I ever strangle u, musn’t blame me.. seriously dunno y sme ppls jus find it very fun to irritate me.. haiz..
Morning went 2 sing wif vic.. slack abit 2 relax.. can’t keep rushing everyday.. will go mad de.. chi lesson mark was rapping “ye de di qi zhang” LOL. I had nth bttr to do den 2 join in. =) lol.. damn nice song lor.. I likee.. so fun.. yea, I jus like singing lor. My passion.. woots!
Tmr’s Friday! Lucky.. less rush.. =) can slack abit more..
Quite a meaningful quote from a friend’s blog:
“its often true that what we desire we dont have, and when we finally get it, we no longer want it. and vice versa of cos. we treat people/stuff like dirt, then when they finally leave you, you realise how indispensable they are to your life.” ----- xe.
Soul searcher is so fun.. will recommend it to ppls once ive proven tt its fun. =) lol.. I somehow got this weird feeling tt the person(SIJVDAI / S9102241I / 2241I / 10, 22, 4, 1) is close. I got a few possible ppls.. but no chance to find some clues or evidence. This is getting interesting. LOL.
slashed at 10:38 PM .
Happy b’dae to me~! =D lol.. thx vic for the addidas wallet and the chain. =P thank you! I likeee! And thanks to all those who wished me! frenz lk issac, chufeng, mahira.. thanks! Wishing that the society would be a better place with kinder people. Lol. wishing that all my frenz will stay cool always! Frenz 4eva! And wishing 4 bttr grades too.. =P
Will wear chain 2 sch tmr. =D dun care wdv la. too bad cos I lk it too much.. =P this yr I resolve to control my temper.. =P wun get pissed so easily.. =) Eph 4:26! (thanks chloe!)
slashed at 10:50 PM .
Happy b’dae Ms Tsang! Lol.. wished u on ur old hp no tt u gave me lk 2 yrs ago? Maybe u changed no, or u jus din wanna reply, but here’s wishing you all the best in wdv tt u do k! (if you ever come by here again.)
lol.. old guitarmate jh told me tt chi bk rev can actually translate from its eng rev on sparknotes.. wth.. lol?! and I wondered y kel was lk “dun say! dun say!” lol? okkk... damn funny la.. LOL.. I kept wondering until I went home 2 check la.. haiz.. dunno hu ahh.. go and translate directly the whole webbie, plus the format that they used to describe the characters and the sequence... LOL! I laugh man.. ohmytian la.. aiyoh.. no wonder u have so many words de.. hmph.. u know yet nv tell ur gd fren.. walao eh this kind of fren.. I hlp u so much, u get wdv tips, u also 1 2 keep frm me... T.T ... could have saved me a lot of time.. =(
lucky I got vic hlp me in studies.. can consider vic as a damn gd fren lor.. hahax.. dun regret giving u the golden tiger last yr. mus keep properly hor! =) 2 more tigers left.. but dunno hu I will give this yr.. loyalty, honour, courage, brotherhood, sacrifice. Who can fit in? difficult qn lor.. lol.. anw, thx for the notes, vic! Really helped alot in my mugging for hlm.. haiz.. hope I did well.. and hope you found my notes useful and did well too! (though I think 5 out of 23 pages were lost in the stupid email sending max cap such that I couldn’t send anymore..) not tt fair to u leh.. haiz.. will hlp u in wdv I can.. since u hlp me so many times b4.. =) thank you!
Hmm.. think you’ve changed alot since sec1 lor.. sec 1 tt time u whole day zuo nong ppls.. hahax.. hide kev’s bag, luwen’s stuffs.. LOL! ( I also quite bad la.. also can laugh along wif u.. *oops* =P) lol.. hmm.. but tt time if u din stop me from whacking pan cos he hid my waterbottle we wun hav had e chance 2 become frenz.. hahax.. yea, I din wanna get in trouble wif tym.. so somewhat I still owe abit of this vice chair post I have now 2 ur hlp 3 yrs ago.. lol... at least I got my bottle back cos u saw pan hiding it dere.. lol! but I jus decided 2 trust u cos of tt.. (though u lk betrayed me 2 times in 3 yrs b4.. T.T hmph..) sec1, sec2 most of e time u jus cared 4 urself only.. but can c la, this yr u changed alot.. character also bttr.. yay! thanks for successfully becoming my close friend at mid-end of sec3.. n my first close fren in RI. =) wish you all the best in all that you do k! best of frenz 4eva~ =D
Come to think of it.. I never easily trust ppls de.. can ask issac.. pri sch tt time I dun hav frenz de.. super cold, jus answer yes and no de.. =) esp after p4 streaming cos of e stress. can say I was chao evil and cold those yrs lor.. even whacked up a p6 guy fatter than me when I was p3 cos he tried to extort $ frm me.. lol.. think abt it, quite lucky nv kena big case.. if not I sure in big trouble.. muz try n curb my temper.. noticed lately I haven’t been able to do so.. sch time somewhat cx pissed me off and I jus couldn’t continue the usual act properly.. gave him a short flare.. kel abit the shocked.. haiz.. dunno wad’s wrong wif me la.. maybe cos kel whole day suan me in class, brain thinks tt its after class or outside sch.. so not functioning properly.. back to original self backstage.
Mon goin 2 sch, den morning sing wif vic.. jus for fun.. hahax.. yay! got sb hu can sing wif me! damn shuang lor.. hahax.. been singing pop music since I was just p1. used to sing wif kor, and at home, with my sis.. mostly songs tt were koped and used as “zu ti qu” for shows tt we watched.. and during then my voice could reach chao high girl’s pitch, or even higher.. so damn imba.. and “mo fang” until lk the real singer in p3.. now my voice lower.. yr by yr.. p5 den became less able to sing high as b4 le.. haiz.. now at most I can only sing guy artistes songs.. lk hjy, jj, jay, 5566, F4, and more.. but all guys de..
Sth 2 add to my list of hates.. I hate ppls hu use me as their benchmark. OI! Wad the bloody hell la! who do you take me for? A freaking robot with my grades as targets for you to “try try, c if can aim and hit”? “oh, so nv hit, can always try again..” win den start to laugh at ppl. What the fish. bloody fishing attitude. wth. if you want it this way then get out of my life. pls. no benchmarking attitude. Seriously. I hate this sort of attitude, cos you just don’t respect learning. and you don’t respect the person who is learning alongside you and give him the chance to improve. You just add stress to his life. “Humility in victory. Dignity in defeat.” if ppls dun score tt well, dun add salt. Remind him about what he has achieved so far, cos it’ll make him feel better. tt wad I do. Serious. You can ask any of my friends la. I just find tt its not moral to laugh at others when they’ve already put in their best for sth done. one of the five pillars: honour. Give the same amount of honour to others the way you would want them to give to you. Give honour to your deeds and your words.
drawing closer to Glory’s birth. =P Just 4 more days to 24th jan... sadly its wed.. still got CCA.. haiz.. dunno if anyone still remembers..
slashed at 9:57 PM .
Happy b’dae kel! Lol.. wishing you all e best! =) hmm... din manage 2 get u e ice princess CD, nor the 98 top 100 countdown(practically impossible), nor 50 favors from me(scadly u make me do some 50 impossible stuffs.) .. lol... oh well, so I decided 2 get sth else for him la.
Dunno y I did tt, but guess I was such an idiot. Din really bother what the sign on the door said abt authorized personnel. Sneaked into e lab wearing sch u. (well done.) a blur king at the far end of e rm doin his stuffs. Slid behind the long connected desks. Coped some white metal powder from e desk in front. Blur king as blur as usual. Lol. swept some into capsule. Half filled, sneaked out again. Well well, blur king not as blur. Goin out den kena caught. Shit. Slipped capsule into my pocket. LOL. kena bad scolding. Lucky he dunno hu I am, din recognize. Told him I was lost. And he believed. Oh well. LOL. went to the production prototype at 2. door code was easy 2 crack, having seen it many times, and a newbie idiot leaving it on a ppr in the pantry. As expected, the plastic glass were still dere. alot in bulk still on e floor. 3 on e machine. Emptied the white metal into the funnel. Closed the door. Got freaked out by the pile of white coats on the floor, shit man, super scary. freaking load. Is this a laundry? Spent 5 mins looking for the switch. In the end tested all, couldn’t work. The room wasn’t bloody equipped with a manual powerpoint. Light, possibly was from solar at the top. Well done. then why did they put the bulky prototype here? How in the world can it be tested to work. And they call it a working prototype. Talk of some smart people. Got sth tt looked lk a car battery at the edge of the rm. How dumb. Oh well, maybe it was supposed to be linked to the junk. Or so I guessed. Clipped the ends and it worked though. (think I must have spoilt the machine somehow. *oops* ) ok, so now I had a antimony-lead-tin-titanium-sthsth mixture in a 15 to 30 second hr glass. Cool. And it kinda works, when you count in “thousands” agar agar la. Ok, waited for the plastic to cool. Some solid plastic stuck on my hand for some weird reason. The finished plastic hr glass even as solid, it was still warm lor. goodness. put the stuffs back, replaced the missing plastic container with another one in e box. Coped an old coat. (sounds abit stupid, unbelievable and MI3 type, but was a gd random idea, just to play safe. If not sure kena spotted on my way out. Maybe they wouldn’t notice.) well, they din notice on my way out. Good. Threw e coat into the sterilization laundry. Then made my way out with the hr glass. Made it myself! hah. msged kor on the way, shun bian pick me up, back home. Told him I’d post the full story some day. Yea, this was how I did it. posted it here on kor’s request, since u wanted 2 know how I did it. pro rite? sounds damn movie lor! think my heart stopped beating throughout the whole hour or so. Glad I’m still alive. Never kena caught. Felt like the times we sneaked out into tokyo at night. But on my own was different la. well, wasn’t tt scared. Nvm even if I kena though, at most refered to my uncle for trespassing. Endure a little screwing up session, and den copying again. But I got 6128 copies of e rules locked together with sapphire in kor’s locker. Well done. even if kena, at most write 2k, still got 4128 as backup. Hah. I’m such an evil guy lor. haiz.. eh, this almost cost me my life la. but they dun rank me 14th among the 500+ lor. (last yr’s A comp, kor was 5th, super imba. suanner.. )
Oh well, gave it to sb during lunch la. dunno whether he liked it or not. If u dunno the story, n u also dunno wad the powder inside is, u would think it as a normal hour glass. hmm.. he somehow knew I gave de.. (lol. I also dunno y.) it couldn’t stand. (duh! I din have time to find a stand.) but since you knew I gave it 2 u, den y u still throw away?! Dunwan den return me la. wth la! im sure u throw away! Idiot. Waste my effort lor. u think I so cheapskate to get you some common-can-find-on-the-street hour glass on ur b’dae? Is that how I treat my friends? y u think it had no stand? The ones sold on e streets all have stands! And no stand has been made for this one probably! U dunwan or u dun like, at least return me, cos I dun mind it. but ppl go through all this just to get sth 4 u, u this kind of attitude. Damn sad la. walao. T.T
Wdv la. dun wanna tok le. damn sad. you disappoint me again.
Thinking of naming the spanish dagger “Glory”. Shall do it on e 24th, same day 1 yr ago when vic gave it 2 me.. thx! Glory, 1 yr old. Honoured with my blood to join the order. (currently only got sapphire, and if included glory, order has 2 members only. LOL.) Can use tt 2 prac n improve myself too.. I can’t handle daggers very well, but I’ll make it pro within these few mths. My way of thanks. =P tt’s my first prezzie in my life. cos usually no one gives me anth. y? simple. I dun anyhow tell ppls my correct b’dae until I think I can trust them. LOL. so if u know my b’dae, means I can trust you as a friend --- in between close friend and acquaintance. =) hahax.. (dun think anyone will rmb my b’dae though.. =P)
Kinda busy these days. Back to sch. Hw again. Sian. Still looking for S9102241I and SIJVDAI last nite. Damn cool and super real. Just got this feeling that they’re from RI. Isit one person? 2 persons? Or 2 persons leading me to one? Maybe its not a game after all. Maybe they exist. I know they do. I felt it. Near. but where? S91, means it’s a 15 yr old. SIJ? From ij? Nope, no sense at all. Why from ij when I dunno anyone frm dere at all?
Anyone can give me answers, I owe you a favour. And maybe a gift too if u tell me before 23 jan 10pm.
Yea, 4got to thank sb for the $20. =P lol.. I dunno how u added the $ la. but still, I very much appreciate it. thank you. Free on the 23th jan? 25th? Maybe can take time off.
Feeling weird now. not sleepy. just.. weird. rmbed tt chloe told me not 2 b pissed after the sun sets. Oh well, I shan’t. wad’s dere 2 b pissed abt anyway? Wdv la. just dun bother abt it. whether ppl treat me as frenz or not, its not up to me la. and so be it. I’ve done my part, what my spirit tells me I should as a friend. I dun regret. I’ve treated u as a friend. My conscience is clear.
Maybe its cos you trust many, but I have only a few to trust. And to you I’m just one of the many but to ppl lk me, u’re one of the few that we trust in our lives.
Why am I sad? am I expecting too much? wdv la. sleep and 4get abt it.
maybe its my fault la.. if it is, im sorry.
slashed at 9:46 PM .
3rd day of sch, nth much, shall blog about the day since I din slack after sch.. lol.. hmm.. first period chi.. chen lao shi come into class as usual.. now tok veri cheem stuffs.. super boring.. I can slp lor.. lucky got kel 2 keep me awake.. hee.. ended up playin spot the difference in the pics.. LOL.. wuliao fun.. hahax.. physics after tt, hty came into class as usual.. lol.. this yr even though its hty, im still not gonna flung physics again. I’m gonna make sure I know my stuffs. Yea. hty showed us the pressure acting on the cup... so the water could stay in the cup with only a card.. sme ppl din want to follow n see.. den I come back, missed on the copying answers from the board.. ask sme ppl 2 lend me copy, yet so selfish.. dun1 2 lend.. hmph.. (I was damn disappointed lor.. to think I lend u my maths hw 2 cpy.. also nv tell cher tt u nv do, lk wad u did 2 me last yr lor.. sabo me.. wth la.. hmph..) English lessons listened to oral.. abit bored.. sianx.. nth much, save tt I got an oral to do as hw.. --__--.. haiz.. hw again.. last lesson maths.. lent kel my hw 2 cpy cos sme ppl 4got 2 do.. dunno ytd nite u doin wad lor.. isint this the only hw? Lol.. I just realized how forgiving I am.. kor warned me not to be so kind, if not get “eaten” by Singaporeans. Hahax.. but nvm la.. I’m not pissed at u la, jus sad at y my frens are liddat... dun liddat again hor!
Oh well, I seriously hate the attitude of some people, nope nth 2 do with my frenz, just the attitude of the people in mrt, lrt, and those on the road. Sickening idiots. SFH 1644 Y. this idiotic basket. You can see the water on the road and you still drive so fast. Bloody fishing S.O.A.B. can still laugh. “May your head drop, rot, and burn in hell.”—quote qw. SFH 1644 Y. hope I never see you again.
hmm.. mugging oral for tmr.. urge to go online n chat.. or sms.. but I wun.. lol.. PSL testi haven’t done yet.. maths hw not touched yet.. ohmytian.. gonna kena buries alive le.. throat abit better after takin the nin jiom pei pa kao.. hehe.. lol.. thanks hor.. ask vic to follow me, sure 100% wun.. ask kel is 50%, but in the end he went hme, also nv follow me.. lucky u willing 2 pei wo.. lol.. if not I also veri lost de.. hahax..
hmm.. one last thing.. maybe kel n I can go catch our first NC-16 movie some day after the CCTs.. hee..
slashed at 10:09 PM .
Back frm sec 1 orientation camp! Quote kel: “awesome experience!” so true! I feel its damn more than that too! I dun care if u’all call me gay, phedo, or whatever shit that you come out with, but I love my sec 1 class! I see the results of my effort, all the class spirit, willingness to accept punishment when all of them were practicing their cheers all the way to 2am when they were supposed to sleep. That was the second night. Really touched my heart. That kind of spirit wasn’t in us 3 yrs ago. But it is in them now. I’ve succeeded as a PSL! Bttr den hongyue and zhaoyu! The class is so bonded now! woots! 1I! you guys rock! And hope u’all stay like this 4eva! Dun forget hu’s the best PSL k! I wun forget all of you! Especially zhi yuan aka vice monitor, leonard aka girlfriend boy, elton aka corny boy, shawn aka class monitor, siyu, quincy, and all of you! Not forgetting felix aka beonyce guy! 1I irreplaceable! Can almost cry when I see all the innocent friendship among them.. enjoy yourselves while you still can k!
Finale for psls was fun.. =P lol.. threw the prefect board into the pool.. =P =P evil fellas la.. every1 cheering raffles cheers.. even guai ppls lk kel n shawn.. LOL. titus kena taupoked.. LOL... sang batch song as a grp of PSLs.. almost cried when I suddenly felt how bonded we were as a batch.. like wow.. lol.. ch inviting me 2 her bdae party... but 7 to 11 at nite leh.. how to convince my parents liddat... sure “no no” one.. 14 hrs is up le.. still cannot help it.. haiz... dui bu qi! My parents super strict de.. muz be back by 7.. how.. haiz.. not tt I dunwan 2 go lor.. musn’t blame me kaes! Sry hor! Maybe someday when I get to know u bttr den we can go slack somewhere as frens to make it up.. hahax.. lol..
Lol.. brought the sec1s on a trip to the boarding drinks machine and RJ today... their morning pt.. hehe.. they wanted me to bring lor.. not my fault.. =P lol.. so bonded lor.. 1I all the way! =D hahax.. sitting with kel for this yr.. yay! get to sit with my close frens at least. Hahax.. lessons wun b so boring now.. =P yea, and come to think of it, tt’s one wish from 29 July, 2005 fulfilled on January 8, 2007.. ohmytian la.. lol..
Ok, the two days at camp I tried the “soul-searcher” again.. this time gave funny results.. at most just gave a 2,2,4,1.. others was pure patterns which dun make sense.. dun look like numbers or alphabets.. weird.. oh well.. I’m super irritated with the results la.. as u can tell.. cos its going nowhere.. grr.. im somehow convinced that its either a PIN number or a code.. or an IC, or someone’s birthdate! But where can I start! ohmytian la.. haiz... I guess it’ll be hard.. but ive been using a lot of my energy in finding tt idiot.. he’s abit tao lor.. cos by right I think its tt he knows, or has abit knowledge tt I can find him using my mind.. and he simply chooses to tao, instead of responding.. oh well.. nvm.. I shall try again..
Lol.. will relink vic soon, I’ll rmb! =D cos now only can secretly upload, but not secretly update.. =P lol..
slashed at 10:27 PM .
Happy new year 2007! Lol.. my first post of the year ah? Hahax.. SYF year this yr! muz mug hard our pieces! All the best to RIGE, RGGE, RISE and TMSWE! Hahax... and all other musical grps hu also worked hard!
Hmm.. resolutions per year aren’t tt useful la. quote sb, “why hope for sth you know u can’t get?” quite true la. but u if nv try how u know! Even if the sun starts to rise from the west, or whatever comes, I also wun give up on wad I want! I’m this kind of person la. reminds me of some anime character hu fights in his slp. Sme naruto character. Watched b4 at kel’s hse. Lol. (relax im not that hardcore.)
Lol.. wished Isaac happy b’dae yesterday. =D =D =D lol.. haiz.. y ur b’dae muz always b a hol leh... liddat I’d have to wait till I’m 18 b4 I can enter and leave my hse as and when I wish. And that’s like 2 yrs l8er.. haiz.. long wait. But only then den we can mt, and den I can pass u a b’dae prezzie! Hahax!
Lol.. Isaac introed me his pen pal.. and we ended up msging till 1245 am. Omg. LOL. first time I known sb for just 1 hr, and hu dun need me to keep continuing the convo by making new topics.. so nice to talk la! lol! I was pissed tt afternoon, but you really made me forgive and forget, maybe its cos ur “text voice” sounds nice la... hahax!
Oh well, maybe I’ll just say tt maybe its my fault that I’d trusted ppl too much. I should have listened, but I chose not to. Well. Well. Well. Then I just have to face the consequences la. =P To the person who made me pissed for a whole 1 hr... (hahax.. maybe 45 mins la.) walao eh, you’re seriously a full time idiot man. XE was right la, u ah... part time fool, full time idiot. Whole day make fun of ppl.. haiyoh... and to think I’d ask my fren 2 speak up for you and say tt you were just joking.. haiz.. maybe fun 2 u but not fun to other ppls leh! T.T 1 yr ago say u migrate to England and make sme ppls damn pissed after finding out.. haiz.. now u can say “dun say” on one side and den say on the other. --__-- Walao wad is this la. is this how you treat ppl who trust you so much. hope it’s the last time hor. If not I wun forgive you for the rest of my life. T.T
Recalling tt kor and I trust each other so much. I can’t find another you. Really. Thank you for all that you have done for me. cos no one else can understand what im feeling different times of my life. I dun tell u but u always guess it right. Thanks. And to you who have been sending me emails for 4 years already, every week without fail.. thank you for remembering me.. we can still be best friends even though we’re far away right? Sometimes I was pissed at you for leaving spore and flared at you, but you din blame me. I’m sorry k? I’ll never forget those days, happily slacking.. though you can’t celebrate my b’dae together with my kor anymore... yea, will write to you soon!
Hmm... I decided to try “soul-searcher” last night at 1. It’s supposed to find ppls whose souls can super easily connect, den can communicate without talking, but can only work for some radius I think.. lol.. din really read the book, cos I dun understand jap tt well, but lucky I made sb stay and explain 2 me the whole bk b4 she went back to jap. =D ( oops do I sound evil...? but I promise I will learn jap in my free time k! =D ) hmm.. din get much out of my 15 mins of stoning.. only some alphabets and nos.. so I jus went to slp after tt. S,9,10,22,4,1,I. wad is this supposed to mean? SIJVDAI? Wad’s tt? and how do you pronounce tt? lol? ee.. maybe its just a “play for fun” game la. looks like an ic num to me though! lol! cos if we ignore the “,” we get S9102241I! woots! just nice! though it sounds abit nonsense... =P ok, if you have an IC no like tt, or ur name is close to tt, and you happen to read my post, tag me on my board and maybe we can be frens! Hahax.. S9102241I or SIJVDAI. Whichever that seems 80% matching! Hope to meet u soon!
Hmm.. I think I’d bttr finish my chi bk rev fast.. no time le.. =P lol..
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