u were right. I never forgive anyone, not do I ever forget what you did to me or how u treated me. you were the one who taught me kindness and concern when I was still an emotionless blade a year ago. yet here you are teaching me selfishness and fking hypocrite behavior. whole day push all the stuffs to me, u think just because I treat you nice you can take advantage of me isit? I tell u. your fking attitude sux. I shouldn’t have trusted you so much. and I thought you were my best friend. a friend that would stay by my side even though I know im wrong, who would even help me in arguing for my stand, who would stick by me in the decisions that I make in life. I was wrong. Bloody wrong. From the start of sec 3 you were already against me. can come and usurp my power as watch leader. Some more can tell me to sleep in separate tent from my friends. using some bloody excuse that they need someone responsible to take care of them. Fk u. I had I good mind to just slash off your head that instant if I wasn’t forced not to. back in school also got the guts to convince others from voting me as monitor. if this was japan you would have died hundred times over by my blade. in the end there’s no one who can treasure me as a close friend, to share our secrets and help each other out. I always meet the wrong people. People who care for themselves only. to think tt I treated u as my best friend, help u so much, in the end even just a number and you refuse to tell me, just a few notes that I missed and you dun let me copy. I feel lk crying. Maybe lk I am now as I type this. damn sad. from today onwards, we’re just friends. we’ll just have to start all over again. cos you lost the trust that you earned. I just have to stop crying. I shouldn’t have trusted you as a close friend in the first place had known that you were this sort of person with such rotten attitude. Sorry for the language. Guess I’m just damn pissed and damn sad. get out of my life.
slashed at 8:49 PM .
Tdy was quite ok, lessons quite as usual. Lol.. heys, guess what, sb is back 2 his old self le.. yay.. no longer tt selfish fella, but the true fren tt I knew once! Hahax.. I really appreciated tt... thanks. Lol.. haiz.. maths cct screwed up. damn sad. thx 4 trying 2 cheer me up.. it helped la.. din feel lk crying le. actually tht of giving u a 0.5 mark frm me, but tht if I said it den u would take it as I trying to suan u, den u get pissed at me 4 nth.. haiz.. so in e end din wanna say.
Lol.. thinking of places 4 guit camp.. gd place would b at kel’s shop.. den I wun die of boredom lk the others.. hahax! =P let them count the specs in the shop. =) lol. eh, make ur camp also on wed la.. den we can both crap dere 4 e whole day.. hahax.. shun bian hlp ur dad wif e business.. =D
Lol.. was thinking of watching shakugan no shana.. but guess i’m goin 2 slp now.. eyes too tired le.. =P
slashed at 10:43 PM .
“A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.” Saw this quote on a friend’s msn nick. Meaningful quote.. =P
Lol.. life’s fine so far, super fast paced. Haiz.. damn tired. hmph.. tdy sb said tt im a self centered person. Damn hurting lor. =( to think I care so much 4 e ppls arnd me n u can still say im self centered? Walao.. my mum has been scolding me for putting others before myself for lk 5 yrs le, till now she jus gives up. =P sry mum! But guess im liddat lor. i lk seein ppls happy, especially ppls close to me, but I jus dunwan them to take advantage of my kindness, or else I get super pissed la. lol. give too much, got risk of losing too much, but I dun care less.. hahax... pls dun say im a selfish person can, cos I feel damn sad, n pls dun take advantage by sayin dun hlp u den I’m selfish. I dunwan to say this, but sometimes, jus look at yourself and ask, have you been much worse than me? dunno u la.. our friendship is getting colder, I dunno y.. can’t we be lk the gd old times again? Maybe it was my mistake of letting you know more abt me, and you detest the real me within. im sry.
Haiz.. sth bad tdy too.. made me rethink and rethink again. Some UG, I shall not mention name, got its sec1s to crawl under their seniors legs. in chinese = 胯辱. And the seniors can laugh abt it. there exists some ppl in this world that have to humiliate others just for the sake of the ego. And they are also branded as useless in my context. To think tt I had thought highly of you all. I change my opinion now. But let this be a silent warning that if you ever commit such acts again, this will be the last time I’m letting you off lightly. There will be no next time. especially if you handle my sec1s.
slashed at 11:14 PM .
happy new year! =) 新年快乐！lol.. went visiting tdy quite early. after staying for the countdown ytd, tdy amazingly not tired. =D lol.. haiz.. msg kel last nite but that sleepyhead taoed me.. hmph.. vic also.. msg u u nv reply lor.. hmph.. y u'all 2 nv "守岁" one? no one 陪我 countdown.. =( damn bad lor.. lol.. came back den played abit w3, first time in 2 mths. well done. =) hahax.. got some time 2 blog, watching tv l8er.. (again) lol.. taggie is dry..
slashed at 7:04 PM .
Happy chinese new year! =) lol.. haiz.. this new yr no new clothes ba.. din get time to buy, n my parents din bother 2 buy also.. lol.. =( kel also no time.. din get new clothes.. so actually wanted to go shopping wif kel tdy, but din manage to, cos my mum was against it, kena scolding.. grr.. haiz.. sry hor.. I feel damn bad.. damn sian also.. haiz.. l8er 2nite countdown. shan’t doze off this time. Must countdown till 12 den ‘shuang’. hmm.. can msg kel 2 stay awake.. =P lol.. this yr no reunion dinner cos they decided not to, in the end stay at home and have a quiet reunion lor. envy the rest of the world who can have a nice crowded reunion.. hahax.. finished the whole fate/stay night series of 24 episodes! The whole anime was damn touching.. the world has all sorts of people. Yet in the anime, it’s out of proportion, where they show the bad guys as only a few, and good guys as many.. kind lk toshaka, innocent lk illya, willing to sacrifice for others lk shiro, caring n duty minded lk saber, loving lk sakura, dignified lk lancer and archer, vigilant and protective lk rider, honorable lk assassin. Of course, the bad guys of the movie --- betrayers lk shinji, evil schemers lk kotomine, selfish lk caster and gilgamesh. All types of ppls in the world. Each represented in each character of the story. I lk shiro.. similar to my character.. save that I’m not so lucky to have met such nice ppls arnd me.. and to do my part to protect those whom I love. Last episode was damn sad, when they decided to destroy the Holy Grail, even when saber would have to leave after its destruction. Shiro decided to let saber leave, even though he loved her, as that was what she wanted, to complete her unfulfilled duty as a king. The last scene showed that before she left, saber told shiro that she loved him. Touching story of love and sacrifice. Really touched the viewer’s heart. best anime I’ve watched in my life I suppose. Hahax..
Goin 2 watch tv now.. lol.. bb!
slashed at 9:38 PM .
I remember those times we walked through the garden, hand in hand
How sweet those memories were
where we talked and laughed and shared moments together...
under the blossoming spring and the awaiting autumn
then i knew the time was up
when we had to leave behind these memories
and take the steps into this wrinkled world
we live in here no doubt
alas, how unimaginable it is
we are confined here
engulf in worries...
soaked in sorrow...
embraced by evil...
but yet overwhelmed by love
remember this
this is the wrinkled world we live in
from victor’s blog.. really made me want 2 cry. The bloody world is screwed up. People putting themselves before any other thing. I hate tt kind of freaking attitude! Bloody hell. Where can I find a world where we all care for one another? i plead guilty for having entertained such thoughts before, where I dun give a damn about wdv happens to ppls around me who are not my friends. Basic concept = not my fren, then u r on ur own. In war, if u’re not on my side, u’re my enemy. Cos dere’s no such thing as neutral here. Oh well. I hate this imperfect world. Maybe its time to recreate it, and repopulate it with better people. People who know kindness, sharing, caring, sacrifice, happiness, freedom. Singaporeans dun know a shit about these. Even my chosen closest friends lack them. ohmytian la. What is this place coming to? The only place I can find peace is back at fuji. cultured people, blessed hearts. Isit cos my close friends r jealous of me? Y? y do u want to choose me as ur benchmark? Y do u value grades over friendship? True that I have few friends, but for every friend that I have, i can willingly lay my life for him. Death before dishonor. Isint that what our forefathers have been imparting to us? Can we be friends again? Just like last yr? when you were the kind you that stood by me, when we walked home together, chatted together, joked and laughed. I felt you were like another kor to me. Why have you changed? You’re different. No longer the friend I once knew. I sense that you see me as your competitor now. No longer as a friend. why me. If you hate me so much then just pull a pencil through my heart. i give you this chance. Just don’t treat me like that. I can’t take it. pls? im crying as I write this. The last thing I need now is a guy that’s so jealous of me that he’ll go through all means to destroy me. I want the old you. The one whom I can confide in, and the one who cares for me.
Now for better things despite my sad mood. Wishing all lovers a happy Valentines Day. Haven’t gone out with anyone on this date since like 6 yrs ago. Went home wif kel, on e way stopped b4 J8 2 bubble. =) its nice after a long day ba.. dun suan me. I was wif u e whole time so I can’t possibly b at another place wif sb else at the same time. Yea. Din go out this yr as usual. Kel n Shing, now u believe tt I dun hav any gf ba.. lol..
Hmm.. tdy lessons quite ok ba.. abit sleepy though. Tmr got guit rehearsal at SCH somemore. So sianx.. on chi new yr celebrations lor.. haiz.. should have chosen a bttr date can! Hmm.. kel spat on his ppr during lesson.. eew. Think he choked or wad. Damn funny lor.. =D hahax.. haix.. dunno y l8er during chi n chem den he tao me le.. chi cover bk, chem tao me.. damn sad lor.. haiz…
haiz.. dunno sme ppls also attitude me, force me pick up scrap ppr tt was on the floor, I say l8er, den come n throw my book on e floor. Wtf la. Seriously pissed me off. I would have lost my cool if it was just some other person. Dun push too far. Warning. 1. never try to crumple any piece of document that belongs to me. 2. never allow my stuffs to touch anywhere else except the table and not once should it be ever close to the floor. 3. dun make fun of my surname. Make fun abt my name is ok to some small extent la, cos I take it as a joke. But pls have some basic respect can?!! I get damn bloody pissed off at these things.
Haiz.. maybe its cos i dun really belong to this society’s habits. Where they dun happen to dignify scholastic objects, unlike the culture that im accustomed to. Oh well, different beliefs ba.. I just have to control my temper. oh yea, shing’s quite a nice guy la, maybe one day can be my close fren. Hahax..
Hmm.. my brothers regard me as the top 5 ppls in their lives whom they cannot live without. Me too! =) Maybe one day I’ll set sth lk tt for close friends, less chance of choosing a friend in a guy who hates u. =’( haiz.. dun wanna know anymore la. Gokenshu should be out by sat. den mon can go show my masterpiece. 5 strikes, each encompassing 5 different forms, 5 different methods of execution. 1 way to strike, in 5 motions, 1 blade as though it was five others together. Obviously with all five blades present den got the better effect la. lk duh should let us all try together. Some day. But not on cny la. LOL! anw, finishing it soon.
Hmm.. goin 2 slp now. Yawns.. yea, sme kind soul pls water my taggie.. =(
slashed at 10:39 PM .
Friday’s Post. Due to screwed up internet, must repost again. --__--“
Hmm.. tdy was quite ok ba.. headache also subsided.. =) lol.. congrats to chu feng on getting her o’s! =) hope you did well! Hahax.. hmm.. haven’t blogged for lk dunno how long le.. super sianx.. lol.. morning went 2 hlp queen alba carry stuffs. kel was parade commander, hope he did a gd job.. though I wasn’t dere to “peng chang” =P sry! Lol.. hmm.. muz have confidence la. if u believe tt u can shout, then shout as though u’re damn bloody pissed at sth and raise ur voice. Den sure no prob de.. hahax.. jia you! I’m behind u k! hahax.. lol.. maybe nxt time get a chance to c u up dere again la.. “yao dui zi ji you xing xin” hor! =D yea, all the best for ur scouts comp tmr too! Will pray 4 ya! mus do ur best k! =) hahax..
Hmm.. nxt wk got more tests le.. haiz.. busy wk again.. hu wanna go changi airport 2 watch planes wif me on tue after sch? Slack abit.. I know its abit random, but im a random person hu thinks of random places, so dun mind the random me hor.. =P LOL. stressed out. needa chill..
slashed at 10:05 PM .
Barometer problems.
The following concerns a question in a physics degree exam at the University of Copenhagen: "Describe how to determine the height of a skyscraper with a barometer." One student replied: "You tie a long piece of string to the neck of the barometer, then lower the barometer from the roof of the skyscraper to the ground. The length of the string plus the length of the barometer will equal the height of the building." This highly original answer so incensed the examiner that the student was failed immediately. The student appealed on the grounds that his answer was indisputably correct, and the university appointed an independent arbiter to decide the case. The arbiter judged that the answer was indeed correct, but did not display any noticeable knowledge of physics. To resolve the problem it was decided to call the student in and allow him six minutes in which to provide a verbal answer that showed at least a minimal familiarity with the basic principles of physics. For five minutes the student sat in silence, forehead creased in thought. The arbiter reminded him that time was running out, to which the student replied that he had several extremely relevant answers, but couldn't make up his mind which to use. On being advised to hurry up the student replied as follows: "Firstly, you could take the barometer up to the roof of the skyscraper, drop it over the edge, and measure the time it takes to reach the ground. The height of the building can then be worked out from the formula H = 0.5g x t squared. But bad luck on the barometer." "Or if the sun is shining you could measure the height of the barometer, then set it on end and measure the length of its shadow. Then you measure the length of the skyscraper's shadow, and thereafter it is a simple matter of proportional arithmetic to work out the height of the skyscraper." "But if you wanted to be highly scientific about it, you could tie a short piece of string to the barometer and swing it like a pendulum, first at ground level and then on the roof of the skyscraper. The height is worked out by the difference in the gravitational restoring force T =2 pi sqr root (l /g)." "Or if the skyscraper has an outside emergency staircase, it would be easier to walk up it and mark off the height of the skyscraper in barometer lengths, then add them up." "If you merely wanted to be boring and orthodox about it, of course, you could use the barometer to measure the air pressure on the roof of the skyscraper and on the ground, and convert the difference in millibars into feet to give the height of the building." "But since we are constantly being exhorted to exercise independence of mind and apply scientific methods, undoubtedly the best way would be to knock on the janitor's door and say to him 'If you would like a nice new barometer, I will give you this one if you tell me the height of this skyscraper'." The student was Niels Bohr, the only Dane to win the Nobel Prize for physics.
Walk away from the building with the barometer at arm's length. Once the apparent height of the barometer is the same as the building’s, measure the distance from the building and the height of the barometer and use a little trigonometry.
On a sunny day, place the barometer on the ground. Mark both ends. Stand the barometer upright on the mark closer to the sun, so the shadow will be approaching the other mark. Note the exact time when the shadow reaches the other mark. On the following sunny day, mark the end of the shadow cast by the building at exactly that time. Measure the distance from there to the building. This is the height of the building. Note: The accuracy of this technique depends on the number of days between consecutive sunny days
Hold the barometer one foot in front of yourself and find a position where the building appears to be the same size as the barometer. Now measure the distance to the building (in feet) and multiply by the height of the barometer
Go to a local shop and trade the barometer for the longest measuring tape they have. Take the tape onto the roof of the building. Holding one end, drop the other end over the edge of the building. Raise the measuring tape until the far end is just touching, not resting on, the ground. Read the height of the building from the measuring tape. Note: For particularly tall buildings, this may require a particularly good hardware store.
Hold the barometer straight in front of you and drop it. Measure, very carefully, how long it takes to hit the ground. Go up on the roof and hold the barometer in the same position. Drop it and measure, again very carefully, how long it takes to hit the roof. Since gravity falls off as the square of the distance from the centre of the planet, you can use the difference in times to calculate the height of the building relative to the distance from the base of the building to the centre of the planet. The local library can provide you with the distance to the centre of the planet in the required units. Note: The ratio of the times is the same as the ratio of the distances from the drop points to the centre of the planet.
Drop (and shatter) the mercury barometer at the base of the building on a windless day. Measure the increase in the mercury vapour concentration at the top of the building. Solve the diffusion equation to determine the distance from the shattered barometer to the top of the building.
Place the barometer on the ground floor of the building. Seal all the building's doors and windows. Fill the building with water. Read the pressure measurement from the barometer. This gives the weight of a column of water the same height as the building. Use this and the ratio of the density of mercury to the density of water to calculate the height of the building. Note: It is common courtesy to evacuate the building before using this technique
Go to all the local gift shops. Look for a fancy souvenir barometer, the kind which shows important local landmarks. Find one, which shows the heights of local buildings and considers this building important enough to be listed. Use this barometer.
Clap the barometer against the top of the building. Measure the time taken to hear the echo from the ground. Find the height of the building by multiplying half the echo delay by the velocity of sound
Walk back a measured distance from the building. Using any convenient means, throw the barometer at the top of the building. (Use trial and error until you get the aim right) Measure the angle from the ground and the initial velocity, account for wind and air resistance, use several formulae, and be prepared to account for why you just smashed the sh*t out of the professor's new barometer.
slashed at 11:04 PM .
Waaa.. super tiring week! Ohmytian la.. haiz.. mon hand in maths assignment. Tue chiong maths assignment redo. Wed do maths test. Thurs do physics test. Fri do bio test. I’m super stressed! Shit shit shit shit! Can the pace jus slow down? Damn bad headache lor.. 3 days le.. lucky got thurs 2 slack.. n relax abit.. if not sure die.. omg.. hmm.. besides the tests, dere was still the seating arrangement for syf tt kept me stressed out. Shall not say more. JG was sayin tt dere was power struggle lor.. quite true la.. eh, since u know, den y dun u hlp stop it leh.. haiz.. we need peace in order to unite. No unity = one for himself. = no “ensemble”! haiz.. if I can handle the fact that im no longer moor exco, can u jus face it tt u weren’t chosen to be in my shoes, n go on with life? we used to be frenz, but if u cone liddat I seriously dunno how we’re gonna cooperate as an exco comm.. with the power to influence the next batch.. haiz.. dun blame u though. but no thanks for pissing me off and stressing me out for the 2 nights and 3 days.
Ok, matrices ta was quite ok ba.. me n kel got 10. =) hi 5! Lol.. phy quiz wasn’t tt bad.. though haven’t got back.. bio dunno leh.. hahax.. hmm.. bio sb knew qns le.. den still can come n say I cheat for phy cos I discuss e qns wif shing when hty went back to get the rest of the pprs she 4got 2 bring.. obviously I know e qns la, cos I had 3 mins to look at e ppr.. --__--“.. but urs is early in e morning can come n ask me qns tt would b from the test l8er in the day.. lol.. abit e obvious.. but cos gd fren den I jus din wanna say.. lol.. my other gd fren was quite nice lor.. came in to tell phy qns.. =) =D lol? ok.. ended up discussing qns and how 2 do.. LOL.. hehe.. thx!
circular measure ta screwed up la.. chem oba I think also screwed up ba.. 2 careless mistakes.. crap la.. (sorry wt.. din mug hard enuf..) haiz.. damn sad lor.. kel got 18.. vic got 19.. so gd.. haiz.. sme ppls lk kel n shing alr8y asked qns frm sme ppls b4 lor.. but nv even tell me.. hmph.. walao eh.. u regard grades over ur frenz lor. dun hlp u le. u this kind of ppl de.. T.T =’(
1 mth into the yr.. n im seeing the people I used to think I know a little much better than I did last yr.. haiz.. make things simpler ba. If u can’t live without me, den im ur fren. So now how many frenz do I hav? y can’t ppls jus stop treating me as their benchmark?! I’m a human! Not a dartboard! =(
Y can’t everyone jus learn, share all that we know with each other, learn together n clear out all our doubts with each other.. share our notes with one another.. we can b the best together. share what we know abt test qns.. mug together.. then maybe we’ll be all getting full marks for every test or assignment? N be proud of each other, cos its what we have worked together to achieve.
Kor said I was dreaming. Said tt besides the five of us who care for one another, there would be no one else in the world who would care for us the way we did for each other. Joked tt maybe if I was in a mixed sch my gf would la.. lol.. --__--“
“man is selfish. unless your progress is of use to him, he will make you degenerate, till your every status is ten times below his. every living human besides us may apply to this theory. even including your friends. do be careful.”
Kor’s words were scary.. super serious lor.. I dun wanna realize the severity of his words only too late. Think jl quite a nice guy.. shall hlp him since he help me so many times.. can b my nxt close fren.. =) quote lbll.. “people get good grades at the expense of losing their humane self.” I so agree lor. Oh well, dere’s sb out there hu thinks lk me.. lol? maybe you would have been my gd fren if u were in my class or cca. lol.
Hmm.. vic went 4 dance on fri evening.. said it was kinda cool.. lol? eh.. mus teach me kaes! I also wanna learn.. long time nv dance le.. more than 1095 days ago when I stopped.. LOL. =P
Kel was sayin tt I always pms.. lol.. heyz.. I dun m. so dere’s no p and s! =D LOL. I dun get get pissed if ppls dun piss me off ba.. I’ll try to control my temper though.. =P
Nxt wk no tests.. jus got chi compo.. haven’t done yet.. crap la.. gotta chiong.. 6 hrs left to finish it.
slashed at 10:43 PM .
