u were right. I never forgive anyone, not do I ever forget what you did to me or how u treated me. you were the one who taught me kindness and concern when I was still an emotionless blade a year ago. yet here you are teaching me selfishness and fking hypocrite behavior. whole day push all the stuffs to me, u think just because I treat you nice you can take advantage of me isit? I tell u. your fking attitude sux. I shouldn’t have trusted you so much. and I thought you were my best friend. a friend that would stay by my side even though I know im wrong, who would even help me in arguing for my stand, who would stick by me in the decisions that I make in life. I was wrong. Bloody wrong. From the start of sec 3 you were already against me. can come and usurp my power as watch leader. Some more can tell me to sleep in separate tent from my friends. using some bloody excuse that they need someone responsible to take care of them. Fk u. I had I good mind to just slash off your head that instant if I wasn’t forced not to. back in school also got the guts to convince others from voting me as monitor. if this was japan you would have died hundred times over by my blade. in the end there’s no one who can treasure me as a close friend, to share our secrets and help each other out. I always meet the wrong people. People who care for themselves only. to think tt I treated u as my best friend, help u so much, in the end even just a number and you refuse to tell me, just a few notes that I missed and you dun let me copy. I feel lk crying. Maybe lk I am now as I type this. damn sad. from today onwards, we’re just friends. we’ll just have to start all over again. cos you lost the trust that you earned. I just have to stop crying. I shouldn’t have trusted you as a close friend in the first place had known that you were this sort of person with such rotten attitude. Sorry for the language. Guess I’m just damn pissed and damn sad. get out of my life.
slashed at 8:49 PM .