Hi, im sapphire. Sharing my master’s feelings. Cos he’s feeling down tdy. guess he’s damn disappointed with his friends, and damn sad too..
I can sense his thoughts cos im his blade. what he feels, I feel too. I can read his mind. master was damn sad when he came home tdy, jus laid on his bed and locked e rm, started crying. Guess it must have been tiring to put up a false front, to act strong in front of all his schoolmates when his heart was that of blood. Never seen him so emo b4.. he held me in his arms and cried. No one would know this side of him, cos he keeps his secrets well hidden from all, even his own family members. I asked him what happened. And he told me his story. He once had a good friend called (L-1). Hmm.. value of L u must search on your own, den using the value, -1, to get the ans. (L-1) was his good friend last yr, went out together, shopping, slacking around, doin random stuffs together. master treated (L-1) like his brother. then he betrayed master, caused master to lose 2 drops of blood in china. Master never knew that his close friend whom he always treated as his kin brother would betray him out of jealousy. He felt a sharp pain in his heart. Why the sudden change? Wasn’t this his closest friend, the (L-1) who helped him argue to get a drop of chemical last yr? wad happened? (L-1) treated master like his slave, whilst they had been such close friends last yr. even din want to share info with master anymore, when all times master had been gracious and forgiving and lent his info to (L-1). (L-1) accused master of being selfish. and he always sabo him too. What the hell la. I really think he’s a hypocrite. Master should seriously forget about such a friend if he doesn’t even treat master as one.
It was good Friday and master had sought to resolve all hatred and forgive all those whom had betrayed him or let him down b4.. but tdy, just 2 days after good Friday, (L-1) showed how self centered he was again. master borrowed notes from a friend to copy cos he din know how to do. (L-1) jus snatched it away when he left it on his table and used it as his own. din even have the courtesy to ask. And worse still, din want to share, just wanted to keep it all to himself. What is your freaking problem? I so really wanted to replace freaking with an expletive. Master was really mad at (L-1). Couldn’t take it anymore. Super pissed, ended up shouting at him. (L-1), ur attitude sux. You know how hurt master was? U don’t. cos u only bloody care for yourself. even when master went to England to obtain another drop of blood that the government there owed him, u said that he only deserved one, out of the 2 that the govt owed him. in the end the govt only gave him 1. this I saw was out of pure jealousy. U din lk it when he scored higer than u. cos u treated him as ur benchmark, as ur dartboard. But, never as your friend. I feel sad for master. He was damn disappointed in you. u treat your friends like dirt. No wonder all of your friends think you’re a jerk. Master can forgive, but never can he forget.
He’s chionging his hw now. using all this work to escape from the pain. So he wun think of it. but u r the one who is causing him all this hurt. today can still come and say he slack for the geog poster. It’s the same as when u din hav the chance to do what you could, u also din wan ppls to say that you din do anth for the ss resolution. n u dunwan ppls to say tt to you. y do you say tt to me now? don’t you feel guilty at all? I feel pissed when I meet such hypocrites. Can’t we just be friends again? if not, our friendship ends here, and we’re just classmates.
slashed at 12:28 AM .
