Im super pissed now. anw, sry shing, mark, linan, terrence and those others.. u juz had to pour oil on the already big fire n make it bigger la. obvious that volcanoes will explode under high pressure u still want to add on. kelvin, if u continue to piss me off, one day if I can’t control my anger to the inanimate objects, there is a high chance that you may receive it instead. take this as a last warning. i have an extremely short fuse, so u better tread carefully. ermz.. shing, I kept ur stuff back la, into ur pencil case and into ur bag.. n on ur table.. sry tt the table had to land dere. ok, the next guy who makes me pissed, his head is prolly gonna roll based on my temper now. sis got abit weird tdy la.. sry hor.. in case i said sth wrong.. haiz..
slashed at 8:37 PM .
To think I’ve always thought u were my friend. but all this while u’ve been treating me as your dartboard. To you, I was just a board for your target practice. All you wanted was just to win me or sth lk tt. u nv treated me as ur friend. I realize tt I’ve got one less brother now. you’ve finally shown your true colours. I’m quite sad. sad that you chose to betray me, and all that I’ve done to help you. no wonder you just wanted to reduce my Chinese marks. No wonder you refused to teach me or let me learn from you. no wonder you were so happy whenever I scored worse than you. I’ve finally seen through you. all the past 6 mths of friendship, is this all that its worth? I thought you were the one same as before. You’ve really changed. I told vic maybe u weren’t tt bad, just having some small attitude probs here n dere. but I’ve finally seen the whole picture now. I’ve always thought of you as my close friend, and cared for you like my brother. do you know the feeling of betrayal in me now? do you know it hurts?
In my eyes, I see 3 types of people. My friends, those who will die for me and those whom I would die for. My strangers, those whom I dun give a damn and dun give a shit abt, wun help them, and they have no right to interfere in my life. My enemies, those whom will die at my blade, for there can only be one winner.
quite disappointed in myself for having known u and treating you as my friend. quite sad that you chose to give up our friendship. I asked u before last yr, (yea, I still hav e msg.) which would you prefer, your friends or high grades and status? u chose friends. I was quite happy then. Till I realized now that you were actually lying.
“yay.. I finally won you...” yea.. u broke my heart too.. are you happy winning when dere’s no one to share the joy with you? kor, u were right, no one can hurt me except for my best friend. I wanted someone to be by my side at times when I’m down. To comfort me.. to give me support.. so that I can have the will to move on.. but I dun.. instead I jus get criticism from you all the time. orders forcing me to do stuff for you. and laughter at my results when I score lower than you. When I score better than you, you suan me. 4get it. if u dun treat me as ur friend. then from today onwards, lets just be classmates. u make me feel lk crying.
Why did u have to change to become like this?
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