Got back phy CT tdy. Ok I did really badly.. I think I’m the lowest in class. Got a 49/100. sux la.. my definitions were wrong. and qns which I haven’t come across I dunno how to solve. I seriously suck la.. haiz.. i’m starting to think that jiale was right.. life doesn’t have any more meaning to it now tt it’s just screwed.. I’ve always wanted to help others around me when I grew up.. I always had the dream of making the world a better place. But seeing the world as it is now, its hard to change people the way that they are, its hard to find even someone who is willing to care for you and to be cared by you. Its hard to find true friends I guess. Few ba.. and those whom I thought were my close friends always break my heart. nvm. I’m just very emo now. Watched a scary movie on sun and before sleeping I asked myself if I should be afraid of those who seek my life if those events were possibly true. I was afraid of them, I thought. But I suddenly remembered this kid who drove a pencil into his mum’s leg at the age of 8 in a fit of anger. he’s evil. he doesn’t deserve to live. even if he were to die, no one will find it a pity. The most the evils can do to him is taking away his life, killing him. but he’s no longer afraid of death.
slashed at 11:54 PM .