Haven’t blogged in a damn long time.. too long to be true. But it is. Wdv. LOL. promos just ended, and I’ve not been typing much. Typing speed is rather slow, accuracy sux so dere’s quite a lot of having to backspace and retype words yea.. lol.. wad to do.. not as many projects that require typing like in RI.. time files. Its almost a year since I left my home of RI, the times I spent. Ok, times already quite bad then. I hate ppl who backstab and I detest selfish ppl.. I had a good friend of mine turn into one of those creatures before, and there was nothing I could do. Only when I came to RJ did I see ppl from my class behaving in the same way. The world is screwed. Or is it just tt when ppl grow up, they start to think more about themselves than others? I don’t really mix with my class I realized, maybe it’s just cos we have different characters and different principles, and maybe its cos I don’t wanna become like them yea.. I know kyx is a nice guy ba.. hahax.. one of my close friends I could say.. from RI, used to be gep.. yups.. thanks for retaining what’s left of the unity and school spirit that we’ve cultivated over the 4 years of excellence, and for exhibiting qualities of a true rafflesian, something that’s waning and dissipating in many of us today.. I see in many of the people around me, selfish attitudes, always saving their own skin first, never hesitating to shirk away from blame, never trying to help others in need, and always striving for their personal benefit. “It has never been us, it has always been me.” Well, I do despise your f***ing character, and such is a disgrace to the name of Raffles. I am proud to be an RI guy. Its like this. You’ve the feeling of attachment to the school. When a fellow rafflesian on the streets needs help, you’ve that inclination to help him even though you don’t know him. that’s the kind of spirit. I don’t see it anymore in RJ. The rafflesian spirit is dead in RJ. Its gone. Maybe it exists in a few corners, still burning brightly in the hearts of you and me. Oh wells. That’s that. This round of papers were kind of badly done. I’m creating a study group. Me, simjoo n jiale for now. i will stop at here. no more recruiting members. i thought abt it ytd, kind of realized the loophole in the study group thingy.. cos ppl may just join and cope info and just dun contribute if we have too big a group. Theory of the masses by Malcom Gladwell in The Tipping Point. Shall not let that happen. Really hope we all can get straight As for nxt yr’s A’s. jiayoux. Luckily its my godbro and godsis I’m working with, so we wont have the possibility of any self-centered ppl within the group ba.. for now till 1st Oct, its slacking off period. I need a rest. A long rest.
The decomposition of sanity takes place at high pressures, where delta G is less than 0. luckily, it’s a reversible reaction, and sleep favors the backward reaction. =) HAHA..
Ok, promos just ended. Saw C sleeping at B41 on 19 Sep. the way a rose sleeps is different from the way other flowers do yea. hahax.. stood there for lk a minute, hoping tt the rose would not realize anth and wake up.. =) well, the rose didn’t. it was hopefully the last time my heart would melt again. now, its time to forget these flutterings and get down to business. We now run a syndicate, an underground organization, with the ultimate aim of profit maximization. Firms want to maximize their profits, we want to maximize our marks. And we will bleed anyone in t he way to achieve our aims. Such as the bloody school with their useless lecturers, who think that we are all so smart and want us to learn things beyond our level, only to NOT test them in the promos cos they’re outside the bloody syllabus. And I say shit you. F*** off. Die. Useless bunch of teachers who can’t teach for nuts. Why the hell can the school employ you? You don’t even know how your students feel, you don’t even care for your students. You’re f***ing not qualified to be holding the name of Raffles. You suck. Anw, I’m not gonna let you all dictate my fate, and what I should or should not do. I do what I think its right for me. You have no right to tell me what to do. Given, that a boy who once scored straight A’s in class paid attention during lectures and tried his best at doing his tutorials intently. BUT he did not score well. why? Cos unlike his classmates who slacked off the year, he did not have tuition, and relied basically on only what was taught to him. the education system is a fucking failure. This is the first time I’ve sweared on my blog and it will be the last. RJ is not going to dictate my life anymore. I am.
Study group is going to be called Andasse Seron. It’s a code name for “seeker of knowledge”. We’re going to bypass these boundaries that the fucking school sets for us. And we’re going to be the ultimate winners. I’ve never fought a losing battle before. I’m really damn fucking pissed at the way the school is run. 20 years down the road, I’ll only recognize myself as an alumni of RI, but not RJ. RJ has not enriched my education from the moment I stepped in. It was merely self study and friends who helped. Therefore, Andasse Seron does not owe RJ a living. And we will do what is best for ourselves in the interest of our members. With Courage, Wisdom, and Heart.
This post has been an angsty post, so pls forget abt it after reading. I will not swear in further posts, but maths was a damn bloody killer that really made me lose myself.
slashed at 6:14 PM .
