last day of sch b4 a long holiday for CNY.. hahax.. but just happens that my b'dae has to fall on a Saturday. damn.. lol..
i realized sth tdy.. have less expectations of others, and life will have fewer disappointments.. maybe tt's one of the many things that we're supposed to learn as we go into the society out there. if i'm not going into politics and stuffs, i'm no one, and no one has the obligation be at my beck and call and answer my calls all the time of the day. i always thought it was being polite to answer someone within 5 mins of an sms.. maybe there are people in this world who value friendship much less than i do.
its a good thing there's rule no 16 holding me back from losing control.. "Don't expect. What will come, will come, what won't, won't." i expect too much from my close friends. i expect them to care for me as much as i care for them. maybe it's too much..
from my best friend for the last 3 months, i don't wanna be disappointed. i prefer talking when i like it, freedom to chat and call you whenever i want, and not seem awkward. a true friend whom i can turn to when i need you.
slashed at 8:34 PM .