
Met my very/extremely/incredibly close friend after sch today.. hahax.. miss you.. thanks for the present my dear.. hahax.. now i got 1 panda bear, 1 toufu, 1 christmas bear, and 1 24th January bear! YAY.. (ok, this sounds childish.. nvm..) =) heys, u know what? you're my hp wallpaper now.. =D and you might become one of the reasons i'll choose to stay in singapore for my uni years.. yea.. NUS is not bad. I wanted to go overseas just for the experience and fun of being away from home and all.. but i guess there are some things we can't let go.. and if i search my heart, i might find you there, telling me not to go.. oh wells, and another reason is that i'll miss my family, and i can't take care my myself overseas.. i can't cope with my studies on my own, (especially since i'll choose a good uni which obviously will have a challenging curriculum,) and i don't have friends who can work with me there overseas(like dear simjoo and victor in my study group now..), since i know no one.. so yea.. bad points about an overseas uni.. i feel safer here too.. no killings.. i dun wanna die so early can.. still got a long way ahead of me.. to come back with a good degree and help people in my society, maybe as a judge? public prosecutor? hahax.. God has given me this enlightenment, and such a good friend by my side to see me through.. Dear God, can she stay by my side to see me through my life forever? please say yes.. =) guess i've finally found someone who is willing to accept me as who i am.. someone who can see my strenghts, someone who can advise me when i'm lost.. someone who was there for me when i was down.. I know i can trust you. and you know more about me than anyone else, including my parents. ;) i'm afraid to lose you, but i know somehow, i'll always be there for you when you need me.. take care, darling.
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