"To be able to receive education is a blessing and a gift. Don't let affairs of the heart adulterate it." ----- The Rising Power.
i've woken up. its time to embrace what God has given us. the opportunity for education. people in other countries don't have this privilege. and here i am, wasting away this chance for further education. i'm not appreciating what's been given to be upon my birth here. what if i was born somewhere else? in some rural village with no opportunity to improve myself and stay in the lower caste for the rest of my life? when we complain that life sux, think about what would have been the case if we were to be born somewhere else? life would really suck then. guess we all have to learn to appreciate life. be happy that we're all here given the chance to learn. god has given me the chance to live a life with the capacity to make the world a better place. and i guess i will take this chance he has given me. from now on, no emotions shall cloud my heart. a man of platonic relationships. a fighting machine. to seek no less than the best. no longer shall i like anyone. it's like a light of enlightenment i saw tdy.. i've woken up. i shall take this chance god has given me. and use it to become a better person to help society, and the world. and not let my emotions and affairs get the better of me. they are nothing but history from now onwards.
i remember feeling this way when i was in primary school.. in p1.. p2.. p3.. p4.. i realised what friendship meant in p5, become quite attached to this friend of mine, that's when i lost this feeling to become nothing but the best i can be. i scored 298/300 in p1. let's see it repeat itself again. i've got that feeling back again.. it's just me and the books, and a sharp sword that kills all that stands in its way.
slashed at 6:58 PM .