Hmm.. patched up with a really close friend last night.. though I still kinda feel we’ve drifted apart during these times, it’s kinda long since I had the chance to sit down and chat with you.. time din permit I guess.. or just our TIMEtables.. oh well.. yea, you’re right, I guess I haven’t lost my touch..
hahax.. thought tt the only possible way of chatting with you would be to post messages on my blog tt only you would understand yea.. =) oh well.. I guess sometimes people get hurt when you tell them you don’t think they’re good enough as a close friend for you to add on facebook, even if tt’s like the last range of communication of knowing how each other is doing, which you’ll ever have after this year when we all leave on our life’s journeys.
u know, there are quite a lot of things I really don’t dare to tell you in person.. cos I’m afraid that it’ll strain our friendship.. so it’s these little things I keep to myself and the little nails you continue to stab through my heart, the times when I clearly know you’re trying to avoid me, the times when you choose to pretend you never knew I existed, the times when you found me irritating and told me to go away.
Maybe I’m just a sensitive guy, k, I’m not your average guy. I’m not strong, I’m not smart, and as much as I try to be, I fail at having an iron heart. I treasure relationships much more than I should. Much more than for my own good. ok, the only things I do best is live, love and fight. I care for good, kind people, if that helps put me in a better light. I guess when you don’t want people to remember you when they look at something you gave them, it does say something yea.. just that I can’t figure it out. well.. I’ve always liked my life as a two way traffic, but it doesn’t always work out yea.. heys, maybe we should meet someday to talk? Haven’t caught up with you in a long while.. yea, I kinda owe you lk 10 bucks le.. was quite bad without your supervision.. hahax.. and your arenes notes cos you din come tdy.. gosh.. lol.. heys, can we continue to be close friends? just two weeks ago I used to think that every person I trusted would drift away from me. Some shit destiny I have, that I don’t wanna believe it’s true.
slashed at 8:59 PM .