i am so bloody pissed at myself and my grades. well done. i kinda f***ed up my subjects with tad lot of f***ing careless mistakes. i shall take great care in not swearing. ok. got back math le. got a 69.2%. 2 f***ing marks lost due to not writing modulus TWICE. F***. another 4 marks lost for writing the -x as x in the VERY FIRST QUESTION. F***. i hate myself for being so careless. i should go kill myself la. but i hate blood. and i hate gore. carbon monoxide poisoning is the best way out. f***. ok, i must thank god for letting me get a B for GP. 66%. and i wrote out of the singaporean context. HAHA.. yay.. i like my language marks. hahax.. maybe tt's the only consolation.. thanks eileen for your consolations.. though you'd never find this blog yea.. but yea, thanks a lot. i feel much better.. i'll just think that i got an A for maths. i shaln't care about what my teacher says yea.. it's too pressurising to be the 1 of the only 2 Bs in the class. i'm just not a maths guy. and i scraped A. I DID. i don't give a f***ing damn about what you think and how easy the f***ing paper was. f*** off. anw, thanks eileen, though i know that the marks may not be rounded up, i kinda liked to hear you telling me that it would be.. hahax.. yea.. thanks alot.. and i shall live in the delusion that you gave me. chem and physics were expected grades ba.. got Bs.. guess it's kinda fine.. econs was expectedly screwed, but i dun blame myself, cos i did my best WITHOUT careless mistakes. oh man.. i actually had one, that would have given me a C instead of a D for econs. but nvm, it's my fault for not mugging well enough for econs.. gah.. i feel so burned up.. conan and jiaying were asking me why my hair started to turn white.. --__--" so fast within days of CT then turn le ah?! siao la.. i must somehow control my emotions n stress levels. although it's not possible to control both at the same time.. cos emotions if kept within me gives me extra stress. great. shall do my complex 2 tut now.. i need a break. if god won't save me, i will.
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