busy day. i'm sorting things out slowly. my mind is less of a mess now. was joking to conan and jiaying.. mathematically speaking, if C < 3J, and J < 3C, C and J cannot exist.. they are a physical uncertainty by themselves, and cannot exist in both the real and imaginary realms! HAHAA.. oh well, if you do get the joke? then laugh. if you don't, go mug your mathematical inequalities, and read the question again.. hint: C <3 J.. what does this look like to you. (:
oh wells, i've kinda realised all i need is a good rest. and it probably the pain at the back/top of my head that's really bad. giving me these bad feelings now. and the irritation. stress ba. must be because of the stress.
the new quote running through my head now: There are no coincidences. There is only cause and effect. Fate will decide to give at his will.
I feel a sense of peace now. maybe it's cos i've shut off a lot of things from my head. i'll give up on interpersonal relationships that just don't work out, delete them from my memory instead of salvaging them, and then move on, with much more memory space to accomplish more things. that's how most people have been getting by these times isn't it? that's how they manage to stay sane, because by putting interpersonal relations as unimportant frills, you free up a lot of memory space.
gd thing about having a blog, is that if one day i lose my memory, i'll come back and read the posts.. and hopefully get my memory back.. =)
slashed at 7:24 PM .