heya... a break from mugging for awhile.. went to read my godsis simjoo's blog. heyx.. IMO, you're a nice person. looking in the mirror won't let you see your qualities. you need two. one in front and one behind, and stare straight at either one. you do see that it's a long tunnel in yea? =) you're a kind soul, pure and innocent, just easily influenced by the vibes around you. don't let that get into you yea. stay human. stay you.
no one is born perfect. it's god's will that he doesn't want a perfect society.. oh wells. we all have our own defects yea, be it personality or appearance. god may not have given you exceptional intelligience, but he has given you the opportunity to enjoy a prestigious education that the fates of the african children don't encompass. he may not have given you exceptional beauty, but he has given you a body without defect, unlike the destiny of the diabetic amputees and the lepers. embrace whatever he has given you. cos he has a plan for all of us, me, you, and the rest of his creations. each plan is unique. you can choose to follow it, or craft your own path if you believe yours to be better for society's well being. no one is perfect, but you know truly, that rather than being the lonely powerful superior being, you'd rather have friends, and sacrifice some of those endowments for true friendships. right? he who sits higher falls harder. simply because people have the tendency to commit crimes of jealousy, and the human heart is inherently flawed. god saw that you're not one of politics. so he gave your soul what he thought you'd enjoy as your place in the world. he gave your soul you. =) be happy, and embrace what god has given us, all in the name of good, to create a better world for the people around us. it might not be what god wants, but it will at least bring some smiles.
to my ex-flowerpot J. (who will probably never read this.) yea, i saw you around sch tdy. and yea, i know i did intend not to care about you anymore. yes, i wanted to be selfish. just that we're still friends, and just friends. but somehow i still do care. so yea. god's gift to you isn't intelligience, it isn't perseverance and it isn't pride. it's your personality, the unique personality that's capable of throwing away worries after a few nights of sleep. the personality that's able to attract assistance from others wherever you are. people will care for you and help you wherever you are. that's your destiny, god chosen. he knows you can't take stress, so he gives you multiple shoulders to lean on. he gave your soul who he thought would lead your life in the best way possible. make the best out of god's gift, and you might just find life much easier. =)
just pondering. if you have a gift that can be used to help others, but using it too often might harm you and the people around you, would you use it then? currently, i think my answer is a yes. guess this sets some people apart from those priests who can heal miraculously but only choose to heal a few and let the others die. can character profiling and emotional empathy be considered unique abilities too? heh. anw, if you have it, put it to good use and help others ba. will teach conan someday ba.. since he's also a semi-empath. hey bro, i trust tt you'll put it to good use k? =)
ok, spent 10 mins blogging. shall go back to mug GP.
and sujin, i miss you. care for pool this friday? (:
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