quite a filled up day.. was out the entire day from this morning.. went to watch terminator: salvation with S, and had lunch afterwards. terminator was quite good.. quite meaningful ba.. esp the last part, was quite touching. what sets us apart from machines, isn't who we are, but our human heart, the strong organ beating inside of us, and the blood in our veins, keeping us alive, and something which we cannot make into some microchip. yea.. in the end, marcus wright donated his heart, the only thing keeping his body alive, to john connor, the son of kyle resse. to keep him alive, to forward the ressistance. quite touching yea. in the end, i guess the human heart has no doubt, some good in it. some purity. i shall try to learn to trust people more.
there was this advertisement before the movie, about family. this guy died, so they were at his funeral. and the one thing she said, was quite meaningful. "it's these little imperfections that we remember him by.. and these little things that remind me that he is still alive, during his last few days.." yea.. a beautifully imperfect man. really, in humans who tend to notice the bad side of people, it is these imperfections that we notice too well, that are characteristic of the individual, that let us remember them for who they are.
hahax.. actually wanted to ask my godsis simjoo out for lunch since i was at cck area but she had tuition, so din meet up in e end. lol.. well, i'm kinda broke now. lol. doesn't matter anw, cos i'm not stepping out of my house for the next month. last 2 days spent on doing nothing at all. was really super slack sia. well, work starts tmr yea.. tht of getting a breezer on my way home, but well, common sense got the better of me yea. i'm not getting a breezer till after CTs. i need my brain cells. alcohol kills brain cells.
oh well, passed by j8 on my way to amk this morning, took circle line. guess wad, there was this concert going on in the middle of the mrt. watched the NUS electronic rock, and the dance item. damn pro.. was quite interesting yea! they should just have such things in MRTs man.. damn cool.
the NUS electronic rock.. lol..
and their dancers.
and this poor aunty who was caught in the middle of their dance.
hahax.. LOL man..
oh, this is even more LOL.. we did this during our NJ shoot. HAHA.. the stuffs people do when they're driven to boredom. "The Sword in the Stone."
HEH.
hahax.. oh wells.. time flies. yea, most of e people i put into exco made it ba. save that conan would have gotten chair based on my deductions, but well. seems that my chess pieces don't move that efficiently. it's hard to manipulate so many minds at once yea. yea, i'm a mysterious person. but after today, i don't think there's a need to anymore yea? (: heh..
things are kinda fixed. and my job is done. though i dun really like jolene in exco, i don't think things will be any extreme yea. well, the worst situation alr8y planned out, and calculations? she'll be on her own if conflict arises, so all you guys have to do is to get shihui on your side. aldric will follow the majority which will end up being you guys, and any argument by jolene will just fail. it's planned out le. just have to follow it, and you'll be fine. i want to come back a year l8er to see that everything's well yea. i don't want a screwed up bunch of people. yea, those who din come tdy? they'll be the ones who'll be giving you the problems in time to come. keep a watch, understand them, know how they think, and use it to bring the team together. conan, i guess it'll be easy for you yea. but whether you'll wanna spend your time on this though you aren't cap is your choice yea. for you, studies and jy should come first, you dun have an obligation to use your gift to help others, since they din recognise your leadership. i was in your place once, and neither did i. heh.
well, to conan, jiaying, beck and waiian, this is it yea. whether you guys got the position you wanted or not, it's fate yea. believe me, there are no coincidences, there is only cause and effect. you did not get what you got by chance, so treasure it, and do your best. play the role you play best, and keep the faith. because it's a team that you all are, and it's a team that you all will be. hopefully, this team will last you through, united, and dedicated. know your people's character, know where they're coming from. understand how they think. that's the most important in your interpersonal relations, cos with that understanding, you can go very far. a few words of advice, bear in mind that a good leader never needs to use his authority, people want to listen to him because they believe in him, and not because he uses his status to get things done. a leader who has to use his authority to get things done, has indeed failed as a leader. never be a hypocrite, keep half truths, keep secrets, but stay true to your heart. it's the purity of your heart and the desire to serve that i chose to help the few of you. but well, this is as far as i can go, and as far as i can help you. the rest is all up to you yea. how the batch turns out will be determined by your actions through the next half a year. don't disappoint me yea. all the best for your term.
remember, there is no fate but what we make.
hahax.. i told jiaying and conan who i was yea. well, it's the last time i'll be seeing them, so might as well not hide anth. yups. keep it a secret. well, i'm a secret, we're all secrets, aren't we? hahax.. sent jiaying home by cab. conan sponsored. heh. rich kid yea.. gd for you... lol.. taught jiaying the magazine breaking skill, hope she doesn't need to use it. (refer to previous posts for it's invention yea.. heh..)
time flies. A's are coming.. and i shall go sleep soon. work starts tomorrow.
coach ken told me a really meaningful thing during the NJ shoot.. cos i was quite emo that i din get anth. heh.. "in archery, your greatest enemy is yourself. you cannot control what your opponent does, or how pro he is, but you can control yourself, and try not to make mistakes, and just do your best in every shoot. that's most important." yea, i agree man. same thing applies to our lives yea. we can't control how pro ppl are in their studies, but we can control ourselves, to be better at our work, to be less distracted. and if we do our best, we should be happy and contented. will be seeing you around ken, you've been a really nice coach, tried hard to make up for what you did, in the way you decided to accept beck in the end. we din start off on the right note, but time tells yea.
it's l8.. gdnite!
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