burnt e last 3 days. oh wells, yea, burnt but spent with family ba.. so wasn't wasted.. =) hahax.. had med checkup tdy. did an ECG. well, i've got all qualified for PES A, hearing, vision, and all.. but medical wise, my blood problem's a minor case now, and guess what, the ECG showed heart irregularities, gotta go to SGH for followup.. great. i din know i had some heart problem? --__-- oh wells, tentatively in PES D now..
HEH. i dunno wad i'm supposed to do ba.. was thinking either combat instructor, sniper.. hahax.. guess they'll put me to clerk ba.. well, guess my cca grades and all + psychometric test will put me somewhere as a clerk officer? heh. dunno ba.. though e guy said v few ppl hav such a chance to slack so much.. LOL.. officer = quite gd rank. clerk = slack. gd rank + slack = yea man.
anw, guess it's god's will ba. in this world, there's a reason for everything. god's telling me not to venture into dangerous waters, and guiding me towards a path that he thinks is better for me. well, so be it then. shan't endanger my life too much.. so god, pls, as long as i dun endanger my life, you'll stop giving me any more problems to deter me from trying out testing stuffs rite? hahax.. hope so ba.. i wanna die peacefully, and not of a heart attack. HEH.
2 more weeks. i need to finish chem, phy, econs, and maths. i'm so dead. so dizzy now. they took an extra test tube of blood to do tests. 3 test tubes in total. gah.. i hate the sight of blood. can't stomach it. and i'm having those images in my head again. the blood red test tubes. haiz.. i wanna slp.
slashed at 10:24 PM .