f*** this. I’m just so bloody sick and tired of all this. I just can’t be like who you want me to be. So shut the f*** up and get lost. Goddamn bloody hell. I can’t be studying from morning till night, and then sleep and study again and again and the f***ing cycle goes on. Sorry. I can’t. you want such a perfect kid, then go get another son. I’m not good enough for you. and I never will be. I don’t give a damn who i’m born to be. Cos I didn’t choose to be who I am. i walk my own path. i know that I’ve been thinking of just myself and myself only when I say this, and in fact there are just so many me’s and I’s in this para that I believe you, but hey, look into the mirror when you say those words, and see if you’re as self centered as I am. or even more? Oh, so trying to control someone’s life and making him live his life the way you want it, isn’t that even more selfish? And just like how you judge objects, by the price and the value, judge me. I’m at least worth a few hundred thousand on the black market. So robbing me of my life seems worthwhile eh? Oh, and you didn’t pay me. Oops, I forgot, you robbed. You don’t have to pay.
I’m just so bloody pissed. you know, the only reason I’d work hard would be so that I’ll be able to afford a good job and move out as soon as possible. Then I can finally see less stress in my life. So much for a happy family. so much for being in a mure refined and cultured family. in the end, i'm guessing that other normal kids have parents way better than you. I’m going to make sure my future kids don’t suffer the same way as I do. At least I’ll make a point to understand them. so there.
freaking pissed la. yea, i guess i'll just sleep it away. forget it.
slashed at 10:37 PM .