was chatting with J tdy. yea, i told you i was busy cos i really was, and it's not tt i don't care k? i do.. and you know yea.. (: take care hor.. dun hurt yourself. it's not worth it. not for her.
yea, ur mum's just such an idiot. well, when parents put their children down continuously time and again, they develop a very low self esteem, and they lose confidence in themselves. well, i'm just sick and tired of helping to clean up the mess all the time. and you know what, all these years, i'm starting to think that i'll just go crazy one day trying to solve all the insurmountable problems of random ppl. ok, you're not random la. you were. but not now. i guess you mean much more to me than just a lost individual who needs my help. yea, here's the irony. it's cos you mean so much to me, that i was willing to solve all your problems, and get more involved in your life. but it seems that the final solution to this problem is not that easy, as it's your mum. and i can't do anth about it. not as if i would care who she was, that is, if you were just another friend of mine. but this? no. i'm just at a loss. i don't know what i can do anymore. i'm really sorry. haiz..
oh, you know what, if anth happens to you, if your mum decides to try anth on you, she's better be ready for the consequences. to tell you the truth, i was just putting a front over the phone just now, cos my dad was in the hall. but well, if she tries anth, she'll change her christian beliefs that hell is underground. yea, cos hell is going to knock on her door. and she'll face it herself.
i'm officially flaming this church and some of it's beliefs. here's why. it destroyed a girl's life, drew two lines over her wrist, whipped her and locked her up in a home against her will. she's not given a mainstream education, and not allowed to further her education at tertiary institutions, cos they're deemed to be against the beliefs of the church. so what?
here's the add. and the screwed up institution. how bad is it? oh, you can't wear makeup, cos god says that makeup doesn't define a person, it's the heart. so you should not wear makeup. similarly, you cannot dress nicely, as it's the heart that counts, so dressing should be very plain. you cannot think that you are pretty, because by doing that you are vain. and god will punish you. your mum must divorce your dad, because your dad drinks, and drinking is not allowed. because drinking means that you escape from reality, and divert from god's teachings, with tendency to commit more sin. but wait, didn't jesus drink too? the famous let the wine be my blood? and you know, you must go to the church, and listen to the pastors who will talk to god. (yeah, talk to god.) and they will tell you whether or not you can go for further studies or not, and if they said that god says no, then you cannot pursue further studies. so you're just left with a not even a PSLE cert. WTF. so no one has heard of the pastors being biased eh? no vested interests, all pure, and preventing people from studying for their future is for their own good. you know what, you just ruined a girl's life. she's smart, she has the potential to do well, save that you denied her the chance. what kind of god do you believe in? yea, there's still quite a lot of people i know who still owe me favors. hell has a place for you. in a conflagration of flames.
Harvester Baptist Church Ltd 4 Eden Grove, 539056, Singapore p: 62822844
just a warning, if you force her off the ledge, i'll force you off the map. i've got enough people to help me with that. don't try me.
i'm leaving the address here in case i lose some of my memory whilst mugging.. lol.. yea, brain space is limited. btw, i'm not against christianity yea. it's perfectly fine, it teaches people well. but carrying it to extremes is just not my cup of tea. if you're an extremist, what differentiates you from those islamic militants who kill innocents for allah? they deserve to be burnt in hell. oh, in case there's no hell, burnt to hell would be a better bet to ensure they are punished for their crimes.
Quote of the day,
"Witch doctors should taste their own medicine before forcefully prescribing it onto their patients." --- The Rising Power.
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