chatted with zhiyuan ytd.. hahax.. saw a few of my sec1s when i was a PSL.. now all grown up le.. sec3s.. glad that they're leading their lives as nice people yea.. and not the scheming self centered people i see everyday.. hahax.. yea, thanks for remembering me too.. somehow glad that i've made a difference in some people's lives.. yea, me seeing them playing frisbee tgt as a class, without leaving anyone out, treating each other as brothers.. it does make me feel as if i've created a team of people with strong bonds with each other, willing to stick together, and through thick and thin. it's a nice feeling. =)
was talking to my mum just now, about life and what we'd be up for in life. somehow ended up talking about drinking and smoking and i told her i'd never touch a cigarette in my life. heh. yea, i won't. but well, drinking is another issue yea. but i certainly don't drink for the sake of it, but i just like tasting good wines slowly.. HAHA.. well, e convo went on and on.. 1st time i'd had a heart to heart talk with my mum yea.. maybe it's cos my sis was at SMU and dad was downstairs..
well, but my mum did say sth tt made me rethink some things i did yea.. "people don't become robbers and thugs because they want to, and some may just be driven into desperation that they become who they are. god just wasn't fair to them. and that probably was their only way out."
yea.. i'd never thought of that. whatever i did, whatever i used to do, i used to think the world
was just black and white. maybe some bad hearted people had excess $$, and this guy driven into desperation just had to take some away from them.. and by punishing him, we're actually doing more evil than good for society. sometimes, things aren't always what they seem. to look into each person's eyes before deciding whether the guy is merely driven into desperation, or is truly desiring to make others' lives miserable, is just not possible.. you'd probably end up killed if you were to take a few seconds to look into the man's eyes to evaluate. and that's not possible.
one thing for sure, i don't want to get killed. and yea, what my mum said does make a lot of sense. i'm leaving the past behind me for now. and i'm not really sure if i want anyone to follow in my footsteps either.
hmm.. 2 spanners attached to each other with a small metal chain. 1 small spanner attached to a long metal chain. stress relievers. hahax..
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