Day 1 of personality 13. currently running on 4th. Ran on 4th the whole of last night, helping my godsis jiaying with her r/s problems. Seems tt I still can’t really assimilate the 13th yet. It’s a start. Class went as I expected. A little different now. But I’m still me I guess. I still have full control over the different personalities that I want to be. Not bad. So far so good, though there might come a time I’d have to let 13 control me, to truly become it. To truly become someone who cares only for himself, and grades are the one and only thing that matters. Ok. So much for that. I shall cut down the times I revert to my other personalities.
Was thinking of passing jiaying my chain whip this morning. But it rained quite heavily, so defeats the purpose ba. Nvm. Anw, it’s not much of learning from the movements, but it’s the mentality yea. Using a whip is different from using a pole or sword. When using a sword, you control the sword, and the more control you have, the better you are. Here, the less control you have on the whip, and the more you let it loose, the swifter it is. Hey sis, here’s some advice yea. Sometimes in life, we should relax our control on others, and let them lead us a little. A decision to hit a target is made by the wielder, but the wielder has to consider the instantaneous position of the whip at that moment. Wielding a whip, one cannot totally become one with the whip, but rather, become 2 entities working closely such that they are indeed different but think in tandem. I guess you’ll have to test it out to get what I mean yea. Similarly, relax your grip on him and let him interfere with the decisions in your life. Just like the whip, you’ve to consider its position, and where it’s coming from. Only then, can the execution of the thrust be swift and flowing. This might make him feel better and feel more secure about the relationship, since you’re willing to let him into your life. It would serve to strengthen the bonds between you two yea. Though some things you’ll understand slowly only after observation. I’ll pass it to you if you need it ba. All e best to you two.. Stay as the cute couple always! Hahax..
Ok, it’s a gd thing I’ve brought it out. Though I’d thought I’d have left that life behind. I guess I know now. To indeed become 13, I have to let it control me during the time when I am it.
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