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Thursday, July 16, 2009 .

Day 2 of P13. all’s going well, save tt I kinda divert back to 12 at times. Gah.. at this rate I might end up not being able to consciously control personality swaps. Met my godsis jiaying in e afternoon. Yay, I’ve finished electrochem le. hahax.. yea, talked abt random stuffs. Heys, hope you did learn sth abt controlling e chain whip yea. lifeskills ba. Take care of yourself k? it still pains me to feel ppl’s emotions from their eyes. And even when I’m running on P13. not a gd sign ba. I think I need to be careful. Oh well, nvm ba. Running on P13 does take a lot of burden off from you yea. in the sense tt you don’t feel the obligation to help ppl subconsciously. Life’s this way ba.. if you can’t beat them, join them. dun perish in the competition can le. most important thing now is staying alive, staying afloat, staying sane. Gah.

Hahax.. din expect to see S in e lib anw.. was talking to JY abt r/s, abt her, and all random things, but din think tt she’d be arnd anw. *oops* no wonder I randomly said tt I was running on P5 AND P7 then.. and I din know why too. great. The moment I turned my head I finally understood why. I’m damn win sia.. seems lk my LCM works subconsciously now. heh. maybe one day, 10 yrs down e road, I’ll walk into a meeting room and there’ll be a secretary who slides down from her chair whilst sitting on it. And I’ll just recall that there’s only one girl is this world who can do tt. Hahax.. seriously, you win sia. No one can ever duplicate that kind of skill. Heh.

Did I mention to you before that your smile clears out the frustration in my heart? thank you. I was feeling really bad this week yea. sometimes, the way you sleep on the chair, the way you bounce around, it makes me smile too. hahax.. (though the two guys behind u were definitely irritated. LOL..) guess I’m looking at a really innocent girl who hasn’t seen much of the world, to leave her iphone on the seat thinking tt no one would cope it, and acting like she doesn’t have a care in the world, oblivious to the people around. Stay sweet. I sometimes wish tt you’d stay in my life forever, though I know that’s not going to happen. “~illusions never changed, into something real.~” --- Natalie Imbrugilia. Treasure the times we have together ba.. as really close friends.

And I wonder how I’m going to get adjusted to P13 at this rate. As I have learnt from experience, freezing the heart is only a temporary measure. It does not work. Gah. And numbing takes 6 mths. I don’t have that luxury. Only way would be for me to totally become P13 I guess. And wholly believe in its ideals. That’s the fastest way, and most efficient. 3rd day tmr, I’ll let go of my controls.

slashed at 9:26 PM .