people mature when they grow up. people see the world better now. when white is in fact black, and black in fact white. guess i'm not going to involve myself in those sort of stuffs anymore yea. i'm putting aside my stuffs. chains, books.. unless i'm really sure that something is definitely going wrong and i can stop it, then i guess i will. other than that, i guess i'm washing my hands of this sort of life. now and forever. just like i promised you, J. =) i used to think that i might one day return if times get bad, but it's not going to happen le. when we see the bigger picture, we realised that through trying to become a whiter soul, you've done nothing towards that effort, as the people you've helped might as well be good and bad, black and white, and an exact 50% chance of you helping the good or bad guy. well done, your karma might stay at square 1. but you did what you did with good intentions, so yea, i don't regret it. not yet, least i find out that i've wronged someone. yea, i hate "wronging" people, cos i hate to be wronged myself yea.
was just thinking, if people can turn over a new leaf, then it's no point punishing them. it's better for them to learn from their mistakes and realise what they're doing is wrong. they'll appreciate it more, and you'd have one more person helping you to convert others towards a better life. much better than deleting evils as you see them pass. you're not showing any mercy towards a person who can change for the better, and you'd lose a possible good person in society, who might help you in your cause towards making a better society, since he's have every reason to.
mhmm.. so as long as no one gets physically hurt, i'm not going to intervene anymore. period.
something that was on my mind a few minutes ago whilst reading the papers. yea, the Ultimatum was indeed a good show, and i've kinda found it plot good enough to intrigue me. not as good as the big time movies yea, but it's definitely better than the bloody shitty soap operas which receive higher ratings. singaporeans don't appreciate artistic impressions of society. yea, in case you don't know, The Ultimatum is a serial that portrays the worst in people, different characters possessing different sins: lust, greed, pride.. the 3 most common sins, and conscious ignorance, and self-delusion. yea, it shows the worsts of human nature, a true reflection of what is indeed happening around us in the hearts of many. yea, people don't want to watch it, and appreciate it. so they find excuses for themselves, and say it has bad plots, and too much violence, and what nots.. well? true reflection of conscious ignorance yea? choosing to avoid the truth of human nature. i bet if a similar serial was shown in the US, it definitely would achieve much better ratings than here. just like the Heroes series yea? and in singapore, people complain about the teen sex scenes between claire and west, and sylar's bloody massacre of his victims. one thing for sure, i can tell that singaporean viewers are indeed superficial, and they don't understand the director's intentions and the underlying mesages that he's trying to put across. he gives a pictoral representation of what is really the true nature of our society, and people think he's doing the extremes. yea, parents are so protective of their kids, and not wanting to let them know about the world outside, but it won't help them one bit yea. they'll never be able to understand the workings of the world, and those marginalised individuals will continue to marginalised. summing up of majority of singaporeans: selfish, and ignorant bunch of f***ed up b******s. i guess if any of these sort of people cross my path, i won't hesitate to give them a wake up call/fist.
yea, i hate overly conservative people. you talk alot about the rape scenes on TV and how it would influence society badly, but you don't stop to help out when someone is being raped or whacked up at the playground behind the bishan library. this is happening in reality, and you just walk away yea? sickening bunch of hypocrites. i should just throw 2 jabs to these people for every one fist i deliver to those guys. you deserve it more. those people are just misled, and they don't know the consequences of their actions, but you as grown adults should know better. i'm just an 18 yr old kid, so shame on you, indeed.
yea, violence and rape exists. no point trying to cover it up. i totally support a free media, let people understand society through the media. you out there who thinks that the media is desensitizing sex and violence, have not opened your eyes big enough to see all around you. and it's high time you do so. i don't hate people who stay in their cinderella's story, cos some people are just brought up like that and it isn't their fault. but i hate those who consciously choose to believe and stay in their frog's well, and cover up the evils that are happening all around us. if you choose to ignore them, they will continue to exist.
ok, sorry for the rants. i just hate hypocrites and selfish bastards. and i won't hesitate to smash them, and destroy their lives. these are indeed the people who don't deserve life. not those who commit crimes because they are driven to desperation. they can change for the better, but hypocrites? i haven't seen a hypocrite change. yet. guess there will be work to be done.
slashed at 2:05 PM .
