Went amk hub ytd, cos R wanted to meet me for lunch. hahax.. passed me this letter for me from an old friend I helped. yea, I gave her R’s address and not mine, cos I dun really want ppl knocking at my door and my parents starting to know what’s going on. Heh.
Contents of the letter: “Raiden, where are you. You have not visited me for a long time. You know, I will forever not forget how you have helped me. I want to say thanks. Thanks to you that I have me and life. If not for angels, we would be in mortal danger all the time. They protect and defend us. When we slip, they hold on. And when we hurt, they provide comfort. When we are dejected, they encourage. I like this poem. I hope you like too. My dad talked to me yesterday and I have moved on in life. He has stopped gambling. Thank you for helping me, and being my guardian angel. I hope to see you one day.”
Almost cried when I read it ba.. at least teared a little which fogged up my vision and I guess my thoughts too. and sometimes when we think that the people whom we’ve helped are just like all other common people we see, that they’ll feel grateful only there and then, and then forget you and what you’ve done, then maybe this sort of thinking is wrong. well, a letter with queer sentence structures still does go a long way in melting my heart. I’ve totally forgotten about the incident since it was a long time ago, but R reminded me. I guess I’ve totally forgotten how it feels to be touched. So coincidental that I had e chain with me. Really brings back memories, especially how it got stuck in the pipe due to my bad judgement. heh. and there goes a story that there used to be this stupid guy who used to help people that he did not even know personally, just cos he hated to see them suffer. gone are they days. and I don’t think he’ll ever live that sort of life again. but it does make my day yea.
Some things that we just can’t predict do seem to change the course of our lives, and shake our decisions. Life has always been a chess game. Nothing being too unpredictable. But this? Well, it does make me want to drop the idea of taking up P13. nvm. I don’t know what I’m doing le. I’m just trying to do my best, and hope for the best. Things have never been like this. I’ve never had to worry about my grades and studies so much before. Yea, I’ve never had such bad grades b4. so I guess it’s time to do sth about them.
well, during then I din use my name. not very nice to have people looking you up. I don’t like popularity. Destiny comes round in circles. First met with R after lk 3 yrs. And now I’ve got a random letter from an old friend. A bit of a coincidence ba. Wanted to drop by probably after As to check on their family. Pity that I’ve forgotten the address and there’s no sender address written on the back. Gahhh.. --__-- blame my poor memory. Wasn’t that bad during then ba.. used to take 7 subs and now I’m having only 5 and I can’t handle it properly. Something is wrong with me la. And I’m trying my best to solve it.
nice that someone remembers you. it’s feels warm inside. and I’m happy. =) R’s also given up his days with that kinda life yea. asked me what I was going to do about all e stuffs going on. Too many around. Too many cases that he came across. Well, my godsis jiaying was telling me to learn how to be selfish, at least for once. Yea, I did say tt I’d try. So yea, I’m going to give it a try first k? I want a normal life. Just like any other ppl.
slashed at 10:10 PM .
