Yay.. I managed to play guit tdy.. yuhui’s friend’s guit.. hahax.. saw yuhui at empty classroom with JJ and yingxiang.. [七里香rocks..] yea, playing cards, chatting, music.. lol.. welcome to the RI room. Heh. lol.. I’m just thinking, maybe people change after time, as we give them a chance and allow them to slowly get used to the sudden new environment, before they return to the RI days, the good old days where friends stick together and help each other out. play and mug together. Yea, JJ was teaching me chem ytd. Thanks yea. hahax.. people are slowly becoming more helpful, caring.. maybe it’s RG influence ba.. was mugging with jesulyn at e library after sch, just chatting about our sec sch lives. kinda realized tt RG peeps grew up to be independent ppl, while RI peeps grew up to be united and interdependent. A confluence of different mindsets in RJ. gah.
re-profiled quite a lot of ppl tdy. Numbing pain in my head since morning.. hasn’t been any better yet.. but life still goes on ba.. oh, my profiling has become a little stronger, can see a little more than usual, estimating to be able to read into about half a year for some tries.. usually I’d only be able to read into 3 months ba.. but imaging seems a lot faster now. peered into a few friends, and discovered some secrets. Heh. ok, this is illegally intruding into ppl’s privacy ba.. I shall ban myself from doing this unless it’s necessary.
migraine subsided a lot since yesterday.. somehow, after tdy, I don’t have a very good impression of a lot of people ba.. haiz.. degenerating society. Guess I can do nth about it. I’m not going to try and change things the way I wasted 1 year of my life doing. It’s a fruitless cause. FRUITLESS. Yes, new word. Means useless. Opposite of fruitful. HAHA. Yea, no more stupidity.
Oh, jes told me sth, found it quite meaningful ba. and yea, trying tt mindset does work out. it makes studying more interesting, and much easier. It works to create the interest in studying that RI used to create. Studying cannot be treated as a chore, it cannot be forced upon oneself. Rather, the person has to believe in the subject, and take an active interest in it, and want to know more about it to understand it better. Only then, can one be able to absorb information so easily, and the mind will willingly open itself up to accept the info, so there’d be no more “lack of memory space”. Things would flow better, if you love the subject that you are learning. Yea, I studied periodicity lecture notes with rather good efficiency, better than usual. Studying is not about forcing yourself to study, but rather, enjoying the subject and understanding it. Thanks jes! =)
“enjoy process of learning, and want to understand.” ----- jesulyn, on key to learning.
I totally believe someone who has managed to complete correlation 2 weeks ago, and is now finishing transition metals tutorial. hahax..
Oh, went to order roti prata at the canteen tdy, since tengwei said it was quite nice. hahax.. ordered roti prata/egg&onions, costs $1.20. so I gave the uncle $2. and he passed me 90c. lol.. so I returned the 10c to him, and he said, “it’s ok, keep it.” kinda puzzled.. hahax.. but well, he’s quite a nice guy to give discounts ba.. 10c, but it does make me feel more comfortable in the human spirit. Cos there exists people who go out of their way to care for others, just random ppl whom they don’t know personally, but just want to do sth for them ba.. “thank you.” “it’s ok..” and he waved his hand and smiled.. nice person. Shall consider buying from him again if roti prata wasn’t tt unhealthy to keep eating everyday.. maybe some other food ba.. oh.. does remind me of the 猪肠粉 aunty at compass point. the one who gives me extra猪肠粉.. hahax..
ok, conclusion: nice people exist in the world. As much as I have seen the bad side of people, I should start seeing their good side soon ba.. heh.. think my godsis simjoo can help me with tt ba, she keeps seeing only the good in people, to an extent that it’s kinda worrying.. leaving a GC in a bag left open outside the library isn’t exactly the smartest thing to do, and losing it once and leaving it outside again is really an over confidence in the goodness of the human soul.
Hmm.. shall say the same for my godsis jiaying too.. the world consists of good and bad people. It’s a venn diagram. =)
Ok, shall go slp soon. having much less of a migraine now. yay.. must be due to typing out this post.. LOL.. 5 weeks to prelims.. time flies.
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