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Tuesday, August 25, 2009 .

10:29pm. recalling day's events.

simjoo passed me e letter tdy. thanks sis. (: heh.. i feel kinda better ba. somehow, like a hole in my heart has been patched up.. and filled up. yea, the last bit of longing in me is gone. i'll sucessfully forget what it means to expect sth from sb. i can now. it feels nice to let go.. and now i can concentrate more on my studies. no one owes me anth. and i shan't expect anth from anyone le. expectations require memory power yea. =)

i don't have to fear forgetting ppl le. now i can finally finish the last bit of the jigsaw. yea, i need it to ensure i don't forget the people who mattered most to me. the father's protection, mother's forgiveness, sister's wishes, godbro's courage, and godsis's care. and a lover's warmth. thank you.

i'll remake myself. i'm reducing my personality count to 6. which means that i might just end up more selfish, due to an innate self-preserving nature. i hope it's still there. but yea. i need to free up my brain space. i need to forget a lot of things. and refill those spaces with info. heh. after the As, i'll find a way to get those memories back. somehow la. but for now, i'm happy. (:

hey sis.. i just read ur letter.. hahax.. thanks yea! i think i understand you much better too yea? hahax.. actually, i think you kinda changed a lot since the first time i met you. maybe the world's influences ba.. i thought you saw the world like i did, in just pure and impure souls. kind or corrupt. yea, i don't believe in guy/girl segregation ba.. i'm a liberal. (thought you said you were too..) to me, guys and girls are only different physically. they're mutually attractive, and that's all. :)

i still remember sb leaning on me at the OG table tt day. and chasing me around just cos i said tt doughnuts would make you fat. HEH. and listening to me play with melvin's guitar at the block connector whilst complaining that the wind was strong. you said you didn't like strong winds cos they messed up your hair. :D yea, and you showed me your burns on your leg from the odac stove? hope the scars have faded ba.. yea.. we were so close then. used to sit at the canteen to talk of our flowerpots.. both of which were from our OG.. HEH.. oh, you know, i actually think the best memories i had with you were those where we randomly popped into the hodge lodge to chat and stone.. and sing along just for fun.. and listening to you sing in the mornings with leeqi was quite amusing too.. i'll forever remember Faber Drive's Tongue Tied.. cos you sang it really nice. i kinda wish things would have remained that way..

sometimes i think that demons you rear and mistrust a year ago come back with your faults to haunt you and screw up your life. to make it like theirs, cold and lonely. well, all i can say is that yea, you've changed a lot. maybe it's what people call the maturing of the soul?

getting l8 le. mum just nagged. gtg.. gdnite world.

slashed at 10:28 PM .