Ankle doesn’t hurt lk shit now. Just a nagging pain. ): went for heart ECG tdy. Yea, some heart prob.
HEH. My heart is weak. In both senses of the word. Lol.
Ok, ECG amazingly said tt nth was wrong, just tt I needed to go for some stupid tilt test, to check if my heart was functioning well or oversensitive. Yea, I think my heart is oversensitive. HEH. ok, ENOUGH cold jokes. The stupid test needs me to get attached to a IV drip, and rotating me strapped to a tilt table to see the heart movements. Screwed up la. I’ve needle phobia, and no way I’m gonna let the needle stick in my hand for an hr.
Gd thing mum called them up to cancel it. heh. needed parents consent if I were to go through the nerve wrecking test. Phew. but truly, i dun care if tt means tt i've got an unknown heart problem, and i don't know how long i have to live.. but yea. no intrusive procedures please. i'd rather die of natural causes than live longer but in fright of needles all e time.
Hmm. Tdy din think so much abt someone. Getting over it la. We all have to move on yea. ponned sch, so tmr gotta catch up a lot I guess. Mugging math l8er. Din do anth tdy cos was out half of e day.
Sometimes I wish I could just sleep the bad part of life away. Sometimes I wish I just didn’t live that part of it and that it didn’t exist. But well, I guess we all need to grow up, and in the process learn from our mistakes, and build walls to protect ourselves. Well, I sometimes ask myself, isn’t having 13 different personalities enough to protect yourself? Still need some more ah? yea, I used to have 21, and I was quite safe ba.. but wad abt ppl who dun even split their personalities, how do they survive?
I hate having to wear masks but it’s all part of the life outside ba. just sometimes wish I can just be myself and dun give a shit what others think. Heh. ok, maybe tmr, since I’ve got my “new friend”. LOL. and maybe at some bad times. Heh.. masks are quite common wad.. now with H1N1, still got SARS and bird flu.. heh. no wonder tt everyone wears them.
Couldn’t find the file online for the last hr. heh. sry sis.. I pass u in a thumbdrive tmr ba.. after assembly block? hahax.. then you return me the thumbdrive on Thursday yea? hope I’ve helped. (:
Oh wells. I need to help myself ba. guess I’ll be going to take a short nap now. hope it’ll slowly ease off some of the emoness.
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