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Thursday, August 06, 2009 .

i thought we had started out fine. and I know what blossomed between us was real. I know you did feel that way. but maybe just that once. I should have taken the initiative then. It was partly my fault for letting you wait. I guess it’s the timing and all, that wasn’t right for us. Well, it’s better that you told me now, rather than letting us continue on like this. I don’t think we both would regret it later on in life, but it’s a memory that I’d want to forget. We both have to get on with our own lives, and I’m really sorry k? cos I just can’t imagine myself being attached to someone who doesn’t have plans of marriage through her life, and is attracted to any guy she sees within just a few weeks. Maybe it’s cos of your problem, I know you’re on concertas, but I just can’t accept that. You’re on a medication for god knows how long, and it’s destroying you inside. if I can’t convince you to lay off reliance on it, I’ll let him do it.

this is probably the last post I’ll be writing for you. too many happy memories now turned bitter. Thanks for the memories. I’d just rather not see you around school. if I do, I guess I won’t say hi. I guess I won’t even be going for any more WG outings ba. I just don’t want to see you, get the point? it’s over between us. Actually, it was over the moment I saw ur eyes tt day at the walkway. I was just trying my luck ytd, cos I know I’ve got a 10% chance of a bad profiling. Well, last night’s convo was a test. And you failed it. I know what’s going on now, I’ve got a better idea. Anyway, your sort of life isn’t the kind of life I wanna lead in the long term. Now maybe, but not forever. Clubs and pubs are fun now. but after we’re attached, I don’t really think it’s appropriate.

Sometimes, I really wonder why you have so little faith in a r/s. i know your parents aren’t exactly the best around, but well? I’ve never regretted knowing you. I don’t regret the times we spent together too. but life has to go on. i wish I’d have known you earlier, and perhaps we were in the same class and cca? Hahax.. well, things aren’t as they are in the movies yea. can’t expect a perfect r/s paved by god. If things were a little different, we might have been the best couple there ever was. Someday when we each have our own families and our kids, we’ll tell them our stories, and you have a place in mine.

Goodbye sujin, whichever choice you make in life, it’ll have nothing to do with me now. 10 years later on the streets, I won’t even recognize you. ok, make it 5. good luck, and good bye. I admit that I’ve felt that way once.

But it’s over. And it’s your fault.

Don’t blame me.

slashed at 1:46 PM .