blogger's being weird again. buttons disappeared again. lol.. econs case study tdy. not gd, not tt bad. just tt i din really do e 8m 2nd last qn cos i couldn't think of wad e qn was asking. damn la. it's just comparing policies. why make it so hard? can't you be more clear? haiz. RJ la. wad to do. try to be complicated, sophisticated. to hell with that. LCC can just go and die. damn stupid la. julian was telling me abt how the prelim ans for other JCs are just 1 liner, and RJC ans scheme has lk 4-5 lines for a simple qn. heh. if a 1 liner can save your time and give you the marks, then dear RJ, why do you want to show off? wtf la. i'm sick and tired of this stupidity la. if my future son ever wants to go to RI, i'll strongly encourage him, but RJ, i'll have second thoughts. really. this sucks. i don't want to learn more than i should be learning to get me a simple A for my A levels. i don't need a very high A. just a basic A. and you know what? we learn too much to know what's expected of us. because we don't know what's expected in an answer, we don't finish the paper on time, why? because we write too much. too much unnecessary stuffs. yea. like what yingxiang said, catching too much, and dun catch anth at all.
yea. i would rephrase tt. RJ = an antelope priding itself over it's antlers and scorning it's legs, when it's its legs that really matter.
ok, so much for a hate-RJ post. now for normal stuffs.
watched the exorcist on my way back from sch. heh. yea.. at the movie shop with coffee ice blended bubble tea. hahax.. the guy was damn nice, i asked if it was a new show and he said, "wanna watch?" so we sat there to watch. LOL.. :D yay me. i have people aura. everywhere i go i seem to get free stuffs from nice people. hahax.. ok la, i've seen my share of bad people too. time to meet more nice people and change my impression of people as a whole. mhmm.. found a new friend, so i'm kinda happy. i'll whip the shit out of anyone who tries to do bad stuffs to tt shop. so there. HAHA.. reminds me of the bubble tea shop uncle years back.. memories.. (:
yea, e movie was quite gd ba.. i quite liked the last part about facts and possibilities. and how if things were cast in stone, there wouldn't be room for doubt. but father moore loved emily rose, and did everything he could in his power to save her, and for her good. but yea, sth tt really remained etched in my mind was the scene when emily asked god why she was suffering, and the holy mary replied "to show the world that demons exist." when given the choice to either leave her body and ascend to heaven or to remain on earth to show the world that demons exist, she chose the latter. we are but pawns in the face of the higher and more powerful beings above, who decide that they want balance in the world.
when demons enter your lives, how do you face them? with guilt? or with anger and hatred? the only force i know strong enough to rid demons from our lives are our willpower and determination - the soft pure forces, or anger and hatred - the dark fierce forces. the latter works for most of the time. the former does, but it's more painful.
From Wikipedia:
The Satanic Bible names Belial as one of the Four Crown Princes of Hell (specifically, the North Crown), and states that his name means "'without a master' and symbolizes true independence, self-sufficiency, and personal accomplishment."
hey vic, you're a catholic rite, pls dun fall into the path of such sin k? sometimes, it's not personal accomplishment or true independence that defines who we are, but who we truly are inside as humans. if it's the company you have then i suggest you keep away from them. it's not gd and i hate to see you change into a selfish and self-centered person. take care bro.
maybe it's the stress that's changing people around me. or maybe people change cos they see a need to, and that change keeps them alive and afloat. maybe i don't change cos i've so many personalities to choose from, to switch into when i need it, so i don't need to change my true character and my true personality. is that it? makes sense ba. oh wells. i hate change. sorry, i just like the status quo, cos i like to think that my closest friends are all kind and caring people, and will always be till the end of time. i'm being idealistic. but that's me i guess.
i've got some time left. shall add this bit to the post.
let me tell you a story about a boy. this boy, on thursday, 27 august, he was scribbling random things on his classroom desk, scratching it with his pencil. randomly, he stared at the table, and his hand just moved writing random numbers... "3..1..2..2." looked a little like 2 or 7.. so on friday 28 august, he asked his mum, hey mum, why not buy 3122, 3127, 3172, and 3177? might come out leh. just have a kind of feeling.. cos he remembered that his mum asked him for lucky numbers when he was young.. and they sometimes struck luck. so his mum was kinda excited. and wrote the numbers down. the day after, he fell sick. down with a bad fever that kept rising. he couldn't eat, he was dizzy, and he felt terrible. that was saturday, 30th. that night, he thought to himself, somehow he felt that whatever he had done was a trade. the cash for some part of his life. his mum checked the papers, and the number 3122 came out consolations, but she didn't buy the number, since she was too busy taking care of him. would have gotten $75 per $2 bought. tt night, he vomitted out a lot of undigested food into the toilet bowl. he slept well. the next day, he was cured.
a brush with the supernatural? or a mere coincidence? did the forces who gave him that number decide to take away some life from him as a trade, and then realise that the trade didn't take place, so stopped in its process? or was it just luck that the boy was cured within a day? maybe his immune system was good. but how do you explain the numbers then? and the scribblings? was it other forces at work? or was it merely a coincidence? this we shall leave it to the individual to infer. whether you believe in other worldly forces or not, there is always a possibility. i shan't disclose the name of the boy in the story as he chooses to remain annonymous.
a little shiver down your spine. but relax. what we cannot see, but may exist, does not seek to harm us, as they were once like us. they seek only to interact and fufil their wants.
this might seem a lot of gibberish to some. just take it with an open mind yea. kk, i'm tired. off to slp le.. gdnite! (:
slashed at 10:10 PM .
