an old song that came into my head.. think it was from some chinese serial i watched when i was in p4.. (: heh.
一辈子一场梦张卫健别问人生有那几种?
别问爱人会有几个?
环肥燕瘦,秀外慧中,谁适谁合?
功成名就,风清云游,又如何?
大雨淅沥沥淋得我心轻松,喝杯酒,唱首歌.
狂风呼噜噜吹走烦恼忧愁,一辈子,一场梦!
别问人生有那几种?
别问爱人会有几个?
环肥燕瘦,秀外慧中,谁适谁合?
功成名就,风清云游,又如何?
大雨淅沥沥淋得我心轻松,喝杯酒,唱首歌.
狂风呼噜噜吹走烦恼忧愁,一辈子,一场梦!
大雨淅沥沥淋得我心轻松,喝杯酒,唱首歌.
狂风呼噜噜吹走烦恼忧愁,一辈子,一场梦!
quite meaningful ba.. life is all but a dream.. yea, but there's nothing wrong with living a good dream yea? maybe we're all angels given the chance to experience life.. so we're gonna make the best out of it yea.. and try everything.. (: hahax.. yea.. don't be afraid, cos at the end of this dream, we'll just return to heaven.. but we'd be satisfied that we've dreamt a really good dream that we can share with the rest up there.. a really fufilling one.. (:
ok, i'm happy today. not just cos chem was a little better than paper3, but also cos J's mum finally managed to realise her mistakes with her overzealous beliefs in the church.. yay.. seems like my efforts have paid off.. yea, i know i've done a lot for people, some even i don't know really well.. but i'm just happy seeing people happy yea.. it feels warm..
yea, i'm kinda happy. really. this was a tough case i can't solve using my usual hard handed style of solving.. and i had no time cos of my workload.. and exams.. but yea, i'm pleased to have solved a 2.5year old problem.. even longer for J, but yea.. a problem solved is a problem solved.. a girl in this world won't have to have her actions hindered by hypocrites who believe they are messengers of god.. and she won't be denied her further studies cos "god does not permit". this world is a much better place without the shackles of god. if god creates the balance, embodies both good and evil, it doesn't change the fact that he embodies evil.. and all evil has no place in the utopia that we all seek. a utopia governed by honor, spirit, and pure goodwill. where one cares for others and lives for others.. hmm.. i know it'll never exist. not in my lifetime.. but i have faith that it'll be achieved one day.. (:
i know i'm an idiot dreaming about a dream that will never come true. but i'm willing to try. if i can't save everyone, then i can at least save the people around me.
ok, i shall learn mind manipulation.. and increase it's effectiveness. hahax.. then i'd be able to solve problems by just talking to people and saying specific words to get the intended effect.. quite cool wor.. after As ba.. can try out.. or maybe can just try out after prelims.. :) hahax.. anw, i'm happy for you ba.. your life is yours to lead now, and no church is going to tell you what to do.. be yourself, be true, and live strong. (: whatever happens in the future, whether we see each other again, it doesn't really matter, cos i don't ask for anything in return.. just live your life well k? then i'd be more than glad.. hugs you.. :)
random interesting quotes:
"If destruction be our lot we must ourselves be its author and finisher. As a nation of free men we must live through all time, or die by suicide." --- Abraham Lincoln
"Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first and is waiting for it." ---Terry Pratchett.
"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years." --- Abraham Lincoln
Douglas has a Life Path Number of 9
Having a 9 Life Path makes you very compassionate and tolerant towards the world around you. You strive to serve the better good, sometimes at the expense of your own desires. You have the ability to attract people from all walks of life.
saw my ex-flowerpot J tdy.. i don't know, but it doesn't take a reader to know that she's really sinking into some really deep depths.. i made a promise to myself that i'm going to stay out of other people's affairs. but seeing that my efforts do pay off, yea, it does serve as encouragement.. shall have to ma fan my godsis simjoo abt tt ba.. don't know if she would help, but cos i don't really wanna have my hands too full. most importantly, i know my limits, and i'm probably already at my limits now..
alright, chem tmr.. will be going to slp le.. and shall remember to pass my godsis jiaying her present tmr.. :)
gdnite world.. (:
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