人有思想,却怕胡思乱想。
人有朋友,却怕猪朋狗友。
人有缘份,却怕有缘无份。
人有理想,却选择不理也不想。
people are just weird. we work hard, to get what we want. then we feel happy at what we've gotten, and then we ask ourselves, what if one day, we don't have it any longer? we start to want more things, to achieve some things to use as a backup, a support if ever we lose the former, we still have this. so we work harder, to get more. and when we get more, the standard for us changes, and we're effectively stuck in the cycle of fear, adrenaline, and weariness, through a great part of our lives till the day we see the light. most of the time, this day comes only at our death. we never get to live a full day like that. sad reality.
a quote i read from somewhere a long time ago.
"i wanted to hold hands, but that wasn't enough.
so i wanted hugs. and then i wanted kisses. and then i wanted you.
i now have you. i now have everything.
but i'm scared to lose you."
mugging maths tdy. heh. no, i don't have confidence in myself for math. yea, prelims all so hard la. haiz. dunno how it'll turn out yea.
slashed at 11:19 PM .