Lift Operation for Idiots.
Lift Operation: How to Stop the Lift at the 4th Floor of Block A.
Disclaimer: This is only a guide, and the author bears no responsibility on the repercussions of your own actions as a result of following the guide in the presence of a member of staff.
Steps:
1. Enter the Lift.
2.You want to exit at the 4th floot, but the system has made it such that it can only open at the 5th, 6th and 7th floors. so how?
3.Don't Panic.
4.Press the button for 5.
5.The Lift will start moving.
6.As the Lift rises, the displayed number changes.
7.Press 5 quickly again as the Lift reaches the 3rd floor.
8.This will deselect the previously selected button of "5".
9.At this point, there should be no other buttons lighted up, and the Lift stalls.
10. You have reached the fourth floor when the Lift displays "4".
11.Press the "open" button.
12.Walk out of the Lift, happily.
13. (Optional) You may wish to try this with "6" and "7" after you're done practising with "5". Enjoy!
The author wishes to remain annoymous.
HEH.. i'm not telling who came up with the guide.
SECRET. go figure. :D
no prizes for correct guesses. :)
hmm.. amos was sharing with me how he stopped a bus in the middle of the road by standing in front of it, so the bus had no choice but to stop, and how he borrowed the first-aid kit from the bus to stop the guy's bleeding cos he was involved in an accident along jalan perminpim. heh.. not bad ba.. got some of my character, should have gotten to know him earlier ba.. welcome to the Chaotic Good side.. enemies include Lawful Evil, Lawful Good, and Chaotic Evil. heh..
saw my godsis zhiwei at raja block this morning. hahax.. thanks for the encouragement yea.. heh.. 我会加油的.. thank you.. :) and ms goh was damn nice. spent lk 1hr for consultation on my chem.. yea, sieved out all the problem areas ba.. thanks ms goh! will treat you lunch after i get my A for chem.. :D
kk, will be mugging le. enjoy the guide! :)
slashed at 9:42 PM .
From an email sent to me.. heh. meaningful ba.
"Control yourself, let others do what they will.
This does not mean you are weak.
Control your heart, obey the principles of life.
This does not mean others are stronger."
- Focus to train and condition the body.
- Be righteous and uphold your honor.
- Respect your parents, honor your teacher.
- Treat others with honesty, treat your friends with loyalty.
slashed at 11:52 PM .
interesting story. some councillor joycelyn messed up an order for 2 bowls of ramen and gave only one. so she offered a packet of saba fish as a make up for the blunder. ramen = 3.80, saba = 4.80. since jiale insisted on his ramen, some guy ate the saba fish instead. and that guy felt quite bad, cos the food might have been hers, as the councillors dun order extra food for fun. so tdy he decided to pass her some cash, least share the burden from the cash she lost. so he passed her $2, "heys, ytd's saba fish, was it your dinner?" ok, i can so hear jiaying chiding me.. oops.. heh. but oh wells. =P
mugging was kinda fun ba.. feels lk RI days now.. me, jiale, amos, mingxuan, kuanhua, mugging at b58, it's all blocked out by the blinds on both sides at both windows, so it's lk a classroom where there's no link to the outside world at all. doors are lockable on both sides from the inside. yea, happy mugging man.. damn productive ba.. esp with the 3 hrs of blasting the aircon at full blast. had to go get my thick archery jacket cos it was bloody freezing.. HAHA.. but fun la. welcome back to RI days, where ppl say what they want, do what they want, and heck care the rules. and jiale, must cut down on your swearing k! HAHA.. the same RI blood flows through us.. the strong, brave, and free.. as we all hop over the parapet to admire the night scenery.. yea, against the school rules of course. it's kinda dangerous if you drop down.. LOL.. well, we look out for each other.. no hypocrisy, no competition, no jealousy..
4 years pass really fast yea.. wished i'd enjoyed more of RI life. all the nonsense and shit that we do, RG girls don't run from prefects. they stand there and wait to get booked when the prefect calls out to them.. RI guys run from prefects, trip prefects, alright, i wasn't the extreme ba.. though the worst i've done is maybe fight with a guy in the middle of the school field in sec 2.. and whack up a really defiant prefect who insisted on booking me for sleeping off morning assembly when i wasn't even supposed to be in sch in the first place.
some hardcore ppl even dare to shout back at teachers.. oh, if it were RJ or RG, the class would be damn quiet after tt, if it were RI, the class would be cheering him on.. :D there's the bond to stand up for your fellow friends when they need support.. and that's an unspoken rule.. in RJ, you still need to ask for help when you already look like you need it..
in RI, morning assemblies exist only because people stand at the parade square and then a crowd forms. if no one goes for assembly, there would be no assembly even if there was.. HEH. :D we're damn win sia. there would just be an empty parade square because everyone doesn't see anyone going for assembly and chooses to assume that there isn't any.. and since everyone pons, giving everyone a demerit point would not do any good. yes, it's the whole batch.. a batch detention would not work out as well, as it is not even possible to contain so many ppl to keep quiet for even just 3 mins. in RJ, there are girls who go, "but there is morning assembly what.." and go for morning assembly just because they are told to even if they find it a bother.
yea, i hate people who don't have the guts to stand up for what they want.. meek, slimy hypocrites.
maybe it's cos i've had to struggle to continue to act out life like that just to fit in to the crowd. but some people are just naturally followers and blind believers. can't stand it la. why can't every one of us just be ourselves, and let ourselves free?
ok, back to mugging. shall go cope aircon classrooms tmr again. :) and i kinda broke the covered up comp thingy cos i totally din know it was locked. heh.. who ask RJ to lock everything.. even the lifts are locked from 1M to 4.. can't bloody press. but well, people can still take the lifts, go up to the fifth floor, and then walk down to the fourth. HEH. beat the system, suckers. only those bloody guai kids would walk up four floors cos the school says so. i like the RI spirit. i'm proud to say i'm from Raffles. just RI, not RJ. unity as one. and together we can accomplish so many things. if anyone asks me what my alma mater is, i'd say RI. it's what groomed me to be a leader, thinker and pioneer. to lead RIGE and my dear sec1Is, to think the best ways to get around the school rules all the time without breaking them, and to pioneer the 3 yr long Project Dreams to help the disadvantaged. a leader doesn't sit and do nothing about things he doesn't like. he stands up to the issue and confronts it. and he is able to garner the support from the people to overthrow useless bureaucracy, and idiotic regulations.
This is RI. welcome to the new age. here are our leaders. ready, strong, and united. don't mess.
Akroma
You are extremely, outstandingly, shockingly beautiful and shocking to most guys. When evil stands in your way, You destroy it completely without question. You can manipulate people to do pretty much whatever you want because of your beauty, and you would be a @#$% hot angel.
David
Humble and kind. If you see someone in need you're the first to help, regardless of their position. You may have had a difficult past but you're sorry for mistakes you made before. Not bad on the harp either!
slashed at 10:10 PM .
hmm.. kinda patched up a little. tdy was a wasted day. shit la. and my sis is being irritating. nvm. gdnite.
slashed at 11:56 PM .
the truth is always cutting. it's not only you who feels the pain. but in the end, the choice is still yours. miracles don't just happen. put it simply, 2 choices. one, study hard for the next one year, and use ur SAT scores to enter a good uni, and we can con't with this r/s in uni, cos then we'd have given ourselves a chance to know each other. two, just roughly do ur SATs, go into either a poly or a uni next yr, and i'm not going to bother about you anymore.
basically, the bottomline is this. i'm not going into a r/s without knowing the person first. the second option deprives me of a chance to get to know you. in the end, it's your choice.
slashed at 10:58 PM .
I’ve just broken a flowerpot. Haiz.
Rule number three. Never fall in love with the people you help. A stupid guy broke that rule. Yea, his own rule. And he’s now paying the price. Haiz.. it’s painful to tell someone you care about, and started to really love, that it’s best you both just be close friends, till the day you two can finally have the freedom to enjoy your days together and get to know each other better.
I guess it’s just the timing that’s the whole issue. it’s not the right time now since I’ve got my As, and I can’t spend much time with you. I feel it’s kinda unfair to you. and you say it’s unfair to me cos you’re the one who’s facing problems with your mum and all her restrictions, such that we can’t talk on msn, and can’t go out often.
And yea, I first started to like you cos I thought you’d wanna wait for me to finish my NS and we’d go to the same uni tgt. you’re breaking that promise we made. Really, I don’t see much in a r/s that both parties don’t get to see each other often. It just doesn’t work out yea. where would you be when I needed someone to comfort me? where would I be when you needed someone to comfort you? and could we even spend time together, and have memories together if we’re not even there for each other in the first place?
I told myself not to touch this blog till after As, but I just wanted you to know this, and since you wun reply my smses, I know you’ll drop by here. so just to let you know how I feel. We’ll stay as close friends yea? though I don’t want to continue this meaningless r/s, and I believe I’ve made you strong enough to move on and get a good life away from your mum’s restrictions as much as possible, then to that I shall believe that you have the courage to understand that this is really going nowhere. But I’ll never forget that I’ve once really fell in love with a girl just like that.
Yea, I won’t stop you from going to uni next yr, nor will I force you to go study harder to get into the same uni as I do. I’ve pushed myself beyond my own limitations, and I’m paying the price for it. you do know that I won’t be able to change my hair colour back once I push too far yea? and it’s not exactly something I’d want you to emulate. cos you’re different. you don’t have the expectations that have been weaved into your blood the day you were born.
you know, I’ve made a pact with something as arbitrary as the world. grant me the power to be able to become a good doctor, and I will save 999 lives in this lifetime. imbue me with the wisdom to become a good lawyer and I’ll fight 999 cases for the truth and just. and if I don’t get both, I guess I can only settle for business then.. though I dun really have much interest in it, but it’s something my parents want, so I can’t really say anth about it. but yea, you see, i walk a different path. I want something meaningful in this life, after all these years of chasing after grades, I want something to make me feel alive. Which is why I decided to help people. And was how I got to meet you. It wasn’t by chance, or through a friend. It was cos I just wanted to help you. Doing things my way wasn’t something you approved of, but it lets me know that I’m alive, and I can help the people who need it. I feel less of a grade achieving tool than I really am.
but you’re different. you’ve never had the need to feel alive, did you? but doesn’t it make life more meaningful? We all make our own decisions in life. and I think it’s really not possible to be in a relationship with someone who isn’t there fighting alongside you, and being with you thick and thin. It’s difficult.
But all this time, I’ve never regretted the times I spent with you, even if it were just for a few stolen moments. If fate permits, we’ll see each other again, and we could have a proper r/s once your mum grants you that freedom. but I want a relationship that’s isn’t built on water. We need to know each other well enough to really be tgt with each other. You’ll always have a place in my heart. we’ll continue to keep in touch, so do msg me when you read this, because I wasn’t saying goodbye that day. I was just a little frustrated, and told you the truth. But I guess you’d have to know it someday, wouldn’t you.
I’ve just wasted an hr of my time typing this when I should be studying. But I don’t regret this either. Yea, it’s cos you’re important to me. you’re different from the rest I’ve saved cos you were once part of me. I don’t like people who break promises, but I’ll forgive you. 456838.
slashed at 9:49 PM .
will be engaging in self barring till after As. goodbye world. and i hope i still remember this place, and my username and pass. :)
i've got nice friends. yea, if they were in my class it would have been a nice 2 yrs yea.. gotta chiong now. oh, and simjoo, the deal is still on.
and i won't lose it. hmph.. :))
slashed at 10:45 PM .
ok, enough facebook quizzes. i've just wasted an hour of my time.. gah.. hahax..
back to mugging! :)
slashed at 4:38 PM .
Simple
 | Your perspective of the world remains simple. You have a good life, you lead a good life. All is good. You don't like to delve into complicated matters for it might complicate with your daily ritual routines. All I can say is that you like being happy.
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slashed at 4:33 PM .
Douglas
just took the "What Do You Want Most in Life?" quiz and the result is Love. Love
 | All you need is someone who understands you, and is at your side no matter what. You need someone who respects you and will always love you.
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slashed at 4:29 PM .
Longsword
 | You love the feeling of a finely sharpened blade that cuts through the air like butter. Shield or no shield you just love how light the weapon is but how affective.
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slashed at 4:23 PM .
Archangel Azrael
 | You assist in the crossover of departed souls, You are often described as loving, peaceful and comforting to those experiencing his presence during loss and bereavement. You comfort people prior to their physical death, ensures they do not suffer during death, and helps them to assimilate on the other side. You are much more the angel of Death and have really gotten a bad rap because of mans fear. People call upon you for support and comfort in the loss of a loved one. Grief Counseling. You have compassion, peace, transition, and comfort. You are the Patron Angel of the Clergy.
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slashed at 4:20 PM .
Douglas
just took the "What kind of mind do you have?" quiz and the result is 'Alternative' Mind.
You could be funny, creative, adventurous or really weird. Often this could land you in strange circum...stances, like being locked in a mental home. If you use your mind in the 'right' way though, you could have potential to be a film director or a philosopher or something like that. You have an open mind.
slashed at 4:15 PM .
 | You are a wolf - one of the strongest and respected animals there are throughout history. The wolf is a determined, tough, and versatile creature found in almost any environment: from mountains to deserts to prairies. Although the wolf personality can represent the strength and ability that comes from a lone wolf, this is actually quite rare. Most of the time wolves, like in nature, thrive and survive in packs, coordinating in an organized manner within their society. Wolves also tend to often have many close and loyal friends around them to back them up in times of need just as they stand behind those they care about. In relationships, most wolves also remain faithful to their partner and maintain a strong friendship no matter what happens - they generally keep in contact with their past lovers and never forget the bond they have as companions. The wolf inspires strength, loyalty, and faith in others even in the darkest times. They are strong, deep-thinking, loyal personalities and can always be counted on in the end. If you look into a person with a wolf-like spirit, you realize that they have deep and powerful eyes that are hard to discern what they are thinking about or feeling. Wolves often may not show emotion as much as others, but inside lingers much thought and feeling. Howling at the full moon as the gentle breeze flows across the mountain side, the wolf reminds everyone to stand strong even in the darkest of nights.
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slashed at 4:15 PM .
Douglas
just took the "Which Heroes power do you have?" quiz and the result is Telekinesis.
The ability to move objects with the mind alone. It is used mainly to fight, subdue people, and in Sylars case, kill.
slashed at 3:57 PM .
Douglas
just took the "Are you a Demon, or an Angel?" quiz and the result is Demonic Angel.
You are sweet and sour, bitter sweet. You are caring and sweet, but you have quite a temper. You are quick to ange...r, but also quick to forgive, you are clever, and crafty, but use these advantages to do good, not bad.
slashed at 3:53 PM .
Douglas
just took the "What type of assassin are you" quiz and the result is Sniper.
you like to kill people from a distance, you have a dying heart and you are not to be pissed off... from far away.
slashed at 3:50 PM .
a kind, powerful, and merciful, Leader. You always do the right thing even when the person has done wrong,... but you do not bend or break the rule for anyone, only those that believe and repent may enter your sanctuary.
slashed at 3:49 PM .
You destroyed satan!! and are now the new leader of the underworld
slashed at 3:41 PM .
Your weakness is your Temper.
| Calm down! You're quick to act, and quick to get upset. You need to take a step back and relax because getting mad easily wont get you very far. I have no doubt that by now you're great at fighting (verbally & physically) but maybe you should try and make some healthier decisions... Get beyond it. Self control is in your reach if you try.
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yea.. quite true.. heh..
slashed at 3:31 PM .
Pein
You are or would be a good leader. Everything is under your control, you are calm, self-confident ans almost nothing can fluster you. When you were young, you might have experienced suffering and pain, which helped you to grow up or gain life experience. You believe that 'Pain' is the only thing that makes people grow up faster so you use your strength and power to change the world. Maybe you have so much power that you use it to become something more than other people, something known as 'God', and everything you say is 'Law of God'. Your ambitions are very high, but you should think about that other people will suffer a lot until you achieve them.
slashed at 3:21 PM .
"Because we don't know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. And yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, an afternoon that is so deeply a part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four, or five times more? Perhaps not even that. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty. And yet it all seems limitless..." ----- The Sheltering Sky by Paul Bowles
heroes season 4 is out! hahax.. i wanna watch.. oh man.. will catch it after As ba.. heh.. then it'll prolly have finished streaming in US, and i'll prolly dl the whole series.. seriously hate singapore intellectual property laws.. sucks. to hell with stupid laws that prevent singaporeans from watching free uploaded episodes on facebook, when ppl in malaysia can.. so just travel a few meters away, and you can watch a streamed and downloadable verision convieniently on your favourite social networking site, but you can't do the same in your own country eh? what nonsense. some people up there getting too old. need a new infusion of blood. yea, should feed them true blood. :) shall go catch it too if i've got the time ba.. after As.. hehh..
slashed at 12:50 PM .
i swear, i've a totally different opinion of you ba.. hahax.. though you'd not pop by here or even know it's existance. heh. but yea, you're cool. no girl grabs a guy's hand like that.. hahax.. well, i guess you appear damn mugger cos you're like mugging all the time? and most of the time law soc is usually a congregation of muggers more than anth else.. hahax.. so yea.. and yes, you mug alot too. stupid pot. pot calling kettle black. yea, dun call me in french.. sounds damn weird can.. heh.. nvm.. oh wells..
just went on facebook and read my godsis simjoo's vid link.. HAHA.. kk.. ris low is hilarious. i got lk wad "ris low" *become a fan* 5 friends are fans.. HEH.. she's damn win sia.. hahax.. overnight celebrity. guess she got even more popularity than if she were to just be the miss singapore world and stick to tt.. heh.. one word. EPIC phail. HAHA.. ok ok.. back to mugging.. :)
slashed at 10:03 PM .
went to sch at 7 as usual.. mugging at HML, then breakfast with my godbro jiale.. hahax.. was rather an eventful day.. but wasted day la.. besides the chem which was quite fine, the econs case study was bad.. in the sense tt i din know how to do lk the 3/4 marks of the 2nd qn? was really weird.. but nevertheless.. yea.. eventful day.. lol.. and i just realised i use the same pen as my godsis simjoo.. heh.. cool ba? i liked it cos of the sliver tip! caught my eye and it really wrote quite nicely at the bookshop.. but yea.. it does give quite some friction ba.. good for chem, but wun really recommend for econs.. lucky i learnt tt tdy and not during As.. heh.. it numbs ur hand and it goes all still ba.. the force required to move it is really challenging during the last few minutes..
oh, had dinner with WG peeps.. hahax.. took photo too.. LOL.. most unproductive day la.. HAHA.. dinner tdy was not bad.. western style, with wholemeal sandwich with tuna/egg/chicken, brownie, salad, baked bun, mushroom soup, chips, lemon juice. heh. relatively good for a meal tt costs $1 eh? (: went to the 8th storey and the smokers' hideout.. and discovered tt the LT's drawing was done by someone, not legal, but nice! hahax.. can't reveal who though, l8er she gets into trouble.. heh. but yea, i like tt.. hahax.. reminds me of when we wanna just design stuffs in RI, we heck care if the teachers allow or not.. and just go ahead with it.. and the april fool pranks tt the junior block is unsafe.. LOL! but i just realised, you're a cool girl. i've a different opinion of you now ba.. heh.. stay cool yea. but no, i ain't exactly going to reveal anth abt myself till i get my testimonial and leave the sch safely ba.. HAHA.. like how i can talk to wincy ytd like old friends.. :) ok.. yea.. the 8th floor was my idea.. coupled with the scares.. HEH.. oh wait.. i meant complete with the scares.. :) hahax.. and jes was screaming for every slightest thing. --__-- LOL.. yea.. too bad they locked the balcony wor.. else we would have gone there to take a pic.. :D should go check out 5th floor too! some other time ba.. ;)
i've got really cool WG cca mates.. :)
slashed at 11:38 PM .
went to sch to mug tdy.. and crash the revision lectures. hahax.. went to RI canteen at 7.. bought a cup of iced coffee.. hahax.. the stall aunty was quite nice.. cos i ordered iced coffee ytd, but told her to make it a little more bitter.. "咖啡放苦一点,这位孩子比较喜欢苦的。比较提神。" hahax.. ok, i was really surprised tt she remembered.. heh.. usually ppl dun remember these sorta things, and if you forget to tell them, they just do the usual, but yea.. some ppl are really nice, and really bother to make your day.. was quite happy.. hahax.. 谢谢 aunty..
hahax.. met jiale for breakfast later.. and met my ex-chem teacher wincy tsang! hahax.. she's currrently teaching in RGS.. came to sell RGS nite tickets.. lol.. i think sure fail de la.. in RI, u dun get tix sold unless you have connections.. and ppl will buy cos they wanna support you.. ppl wun buy from booths de.. yea, tt's the truth.. i'm from RI, i know.. LOL.. hahax.. yea, and the J1s have OP on tt day, and J2s have As on tt day.. ie. even if you sell in RJ, it's not going to work either.. heh.. RIGE market research 101, "he who fails to research his market, will have to re-search for it all over again." HAHA.. yea, these kinda lame things, usually only one person would say de.. so leave it to you to decide who came up with it.. :D
heh.. was joking with wincy tt she could use her excess angpow money tt people give her to offset the tickets, then give them the tix as a door gift.. not bad eh? =P HEHH.. yea, all the best ms tsang! may your marriage be a happy and everlasting one! :) would love to go if doesn't clash with As and stuffs la.. yea, she's a damn nice teacher.. i owe my As for chem and 2nd in level in sec2 to her.. :) chem=4.0 in RI days ba.. especially in sec1 and 2.. yea, your very first form class in your teaching career.. 1C '2003. 2C '2004. hahax.. those were the days when you would scream at us cos we were being oblivious to you.. HEH.. and the times when puahz and tat wai would comment some really amusing shitz abt the graphs having a circle with a dot in the middle. fluorine and flourine.. bake too much.. HAHA.. and when we'd put the aircon to 32 degrees just so tt you'd that was when you taught us both physics and chem wor.. i'm a good foundation and interest in chem thanks to you ms tsang.. so really, thanks a lot.. if i ever POP by RG, i'll drop in to say hi.. hahax.. you've made a difference in my life.. and it's not just any teacher that can do that.. you treat your students as if you're their guardian.. and that's really commendable.. (: thanks for all you've done..
lectures the whole day.. sat with jiale and wangxiang.. was v busy ba.. and damn tired now.. having econs mock and chem mock tmr.. going to slp in 5 mins. oh, dinner from RPA was quite nice.. for $1, you get chicken maccroni, chocolate muffin (really nice, cos it tasted like dark chocolate..), salad, lagsane, a banana and a lychee drink.. so cool rite.. :D ate with WG peeps and went to study afterwards for awhlie before going home.. reached home at 9.. heh.. RJ lib has a nice study atmosphere only at night. really. hahax.. cos maybe there aren't any people i just inherently hate cos they've the selfish and proud look on their face.. LOL.. cos maybe like those who stay to mug usually aren't tt smart and have to study harder.. like us.. heh.. so the smart kid concentration is low.. hardworking kid concentration is high..
ok.. i shall go slp le.. gdnite!
slashed at 9:58 PM .
just wasted time reading someone's blog. gah. not even my close friend too. just someone who lives close by. heh. i should really start mugging more now. 12:19am. excellent waste of time. ):
slashed at 12:18 AM .
patched up a little with my mum le.. thanks simjoo for praying for me.. these kinda stuffs require god to make a miracle.. cos humans are powerless even if they have fully the will and the desire to improve their screwed up interpersonal relationships.. it's not something that can be physically done or mentally committed, cos it's not just you alone making the decision to patch up..
thanks sis.. you're the best. (:
slashed at 9:16 PM .
i'm reminded of friday's events. yea.. was at the lib mugging chem when justin ho borrowed my idle comp to go read naruto comics.. hahax.. then his friend came by.. "heys, you're the guy who got 5 As rite?" great. i obviously didn't.. :( can go be a post on FML sia..
but oh wells.. guess i should work harder ba.. "oh, someone told me you're the guy who got 5 As.." haiz.. ok.. so many people have so much expectations.. and i think i just failed them.
met tonghui at canteen.. was queuing behind me.. "eh, how are you ah.. the last time i know you're quite pro rite? the crystal growing.. so how's your grades now?" "err.. still ok la.. worse than sec4 la.." "really? nvm la.. will get A de.. tell yourself whatever it is, you'll get A in the end.." "heh.. ok.." "yea.. tt's the spirit.."
heh.. oh wells.. i'm feeling alot pressured leh.. but yea, thanks for the encouragement.. i'm going to tell myself tt i can get tt A.. no matter what.. jiayoux.
slashed at 8:42 PM .
i din know i'm being flowerpotted.. hahax.. and reminder to self: don't walk when alarm rings. gets you into unnecessary misunderstandings.
slashed at 12:17 AM .
just chatted with simjoo on msn.. hahax.. feel a lot bttr wor.. thanks sis.. :)
mm.. be sure i'll win the game hor! heh.. then i get to choose. me will winz de. HEH.
jiayoux k? me not emo le thanks to you.. so u musn't emo too.. take care! :)
slashed at 11:31 PM .
prelim results were really bad, i should just kill myself over and over. haiz. can go cry la. dying 10 times over won't help atone for it.
slashed at 8:29 PM .
patched up with my mum le. haiz.. hope i curb my stress well. chem n phy sucked. i really can go suicide la. emo. gp was fine, got a B. shall treat ms goh to lunch if i get A for chem. yay. thanks for being such a nice teacher. and thanks for everything.
slashed at 11:10 PM .
haiz.. did sth i really regret tdy. i'm really sorry. i always don't manage to control my temper.. and it gets the better of me sometimes. haiz.. sad la.. but what's done is done. i'll just have to live with it.. and i guess my mum won't forgive me either. you don't really understand or at least make an effort to understand your children's character.. it's hard on me trying to cope with all these stress from exams.. and trying to understand your point at the same time, and trying my best not to flare up.. i did. again. i need a permanent cooling system la. haiz.. regrets. but really, i should have held myself back.. something just made me.. and it happened to fast i don't even know how it did..
but i'm sorry. sorry mum.
i won't ask you to forgive me.
slashed at 10:50 PM .
ranting post. don't read.
i could kill just about anyone right now. that insensible idiot first. i think we just don't get along. we're both hot-headed, and she talks shit. you know what, you just fuck off and die. i don't know why i have a mum like you. while i can live for others, you only care about your fucking selfish needs. i'm imagining myself slashing you over and over. why can't you just be more understanding like dad?
was supposed to go for WG outing tdy.. but mum killed it. great. i think i get stronger when i'm angry. might just smash a few walls and walk away. one day i guess i'll finally learn how to break a hole through walls. fucking pissed. and i'm just irritated with the talk of cash, cash and cash. i'm not a person who hankers after more and more cash, so what's the big deal with having as much fucking cash as possible? i hate your fucking selfish ideals as much as you hate my guts. but i've got my own life to lead so just shut the fuck up and leave me alone.
so much for having a more cultured blood. in the end, we're all just the same if we choose to be selfish and forget who we really are and our ideals that we protect. we become selfish and self centered the moment we relinquish our duties. so that's how it is? that's how we have come so far as a country because people are competing with one another to see who earns the most money and who is richer?
some part of me knows that that's the truth. and i can't blame anyone for that. but the other part of me hates this fact, and wants to deny it. i don't think it was a bad decision to have left, but we still should live in the way we know is right, isn't it?
ok, whatever la. i'm just damn frustrated at not being able to go, yet i know i don't have much time for my studies left, and part of me also needs an outlet, and a breather. yea.. oh wells. i should get someone to help me make decisions la. :(
slashed at 11:00 AM .
"Today, we had a test in my logics class. The teacher allowed us to use 'whatever we could fit' on one side of a piece of computer paper to help us on the test. I brought my friend Sam, a logics graduate student, laid my piece of paper... on the floor and had him stand on it. Logical, no? MLIA" LOL win.
coped from jolene's FB status.. i am really amused.. HAHA.. :D
slashed at 1:36 PM .
just came back home.. was deciding on whether to stay and mug in sch, or go home, and chose the latter after seeing tt the library was crowded, like freaking crowded from 1st to 3rd floor..
gah.. heh.. so went home by circle line ba.. hahax.. hmm.. met my godbro jiale's pw mate.. though i dunno her name, but she did follow me from rj to e lrt.. yea, so well, did exchange smiles, and goodbyes too.. yay.. i've a new friend.. hahax.. shall ask jiale 2nite for her name.. think she probably lives at bakau since she did walk over from the opposite platform to where i was cos the train was crowded.. :)
kk.. will be mugging soon..
slashed at 4:28 PM .
going back to sch tmr.. time flies yea.. will have to go get some sleep soon.. tired la.. my hair will end up like Archer's if i'm not careful.. hahax..
yea, time flies.. all the best for ur econs promos paper tmr yea.. prelims are over, and it feels like i've only knew these friends from archery like last month or sth.. that is, if i don't look at the comp photos and just draw a thought from the back of my mind.. few more months and we won't be seeing each other again.. it's a kinda sad reality, don't you think?
like the arrow leaving the bowstring, there's no turning back.. i'm tired.. going to slp le.. gdnite..
slashed at 10:10 PM .
