"two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one." --- from my teacher, wincy tsang..
interesting ba? but is it really possible..
no harm trying.. hahax.. but it's hard to achieve ba..
slashed at 10:37 PM .
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. :)
kk, i go slp le.. gdnite.. and sweet dreams. :)
slashed at 9:20 PM .
k, feeling bttr now.. playing jade dynasty.. jiale intro de.. lol..
was just wondering..
When you see a shooting star, do you make a wish and risk the possible pain of it not being granted? Or do you not make the wish and let the opportunity slip by, shield yourself from pain, and regret not trying?
when not making a choice is a choice in itself, what would you do?
Enjoy the time the shooting star takes to fly across the sky, and admire the beauty it brings along with it, because even though it was just a short time, it was wonderful. :)
alright, is tt a good answer? well, better than choosing from two extremes yea.. hmm, give me a sign. hint or sth. hahax..
slashed at 1:57 PM .
you know what, you should just go fuck yourself and die. i'm not whoever you think i am, and i will never be who you want me to. i'm just a normal guy so stop putting your fucked up ideals on me. sis can wriggle her way out cos she can talk nicely. but i'm fucking not. YES. I'M FUCKING PISSED.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH READING COMICS? just because ppl whom u look down on read comics, then i can't read them? what's your fucking problem?
i'm just so stressed out i could just break down man. imagine if i din go out ytd. would've been feeling worse tdy.. thanks jiayu.. :) and josh too.. for keeping me sane..
now i'm looking forward to army le. life there is at least better than here. staying here too long will just make me crazy.. shortens my lifespan.. just hate seeing her around the house now.. guess the hatred will just keep building up ba.. dun understand how anyone would be able to get along well with someone who degrades you, abuses her position at home, and thinks you're a good for nothing. jiayu's mum is nice.. jiale's mum too.. and vic's mum.. so why is my mum so fucked up.
sometimes, a simple life is better.. i wanna spend more time out.. 19 apr is fast approaching.. sometimes in life, you meet friends, who later turn out to be just people who want to use you.. but sometimes in life, you meet friends, who are really true friends, that will stick with you and help you through your days.. and those are indeed your real friends.. the people whom you should never forget.
slashed at 12:25 PM .
went somerset to pool with jiayu and josh.. hahax.. yea, orchard cine.. not bad ba.. quite fun.. heh.. give quite a lot of chance but hope not obvious ba.. got challenge den more fun.. HEH.. oops.. gd thing this post wun b read till 19 apr.. can cont to write.. :D :D :D HAHA.. wanna kill me also no chance liao..
heh.. k ba.. went at 11 actually.. reached at 1045.. somehow.. LOL.. yea, i miscalculate train timings a lot.. underestimate the singapore train system.. HEH.. k ba, went somerset 313 to walk abt.. stone arnd.. went upstairs to look at e shops.. quite unique necklace shop ba.. selling girls stuffs.. lol.. so since jiale ask me to buy for aiting some earrings for her sch, shun bian decided to walk in.. see if damn ex or wad.. LOL.. but surprisingly, the prices not tt ex leh.. and it's orchard road.. lol.. ok, some were insane la.. lk earrings only, at $23.. no wonder still on e shelf.. heh..
yea, the salesgirl quite gd, recommended me a few types ba.. and asked her for e box.. so she gave me the package thingy.. quite gd ba.. total with the box only $16.. necklace not v big though, just small one ba.. and the earrings.. ended up teaching the salesgirl abt how the curves of the heart shape make e person look wider, and how tall ppl shouldn't wear stripes.. and which colors match which colours.. HAHA.. ok, spent the 20 mins at the shop talking crap ba.. LOL.. she wanted to know ma.. so i be nice and teach.. heh.. personal experience choosing stuffs for lk 6-7 yrs? hahax.. and spending stupidly long hours trying to repackage clothing by buying new accessories and shirts so the jeans dun look lk they've been used a lot.. HAHA.. yea, i wanna get a black jeans leh.. only got 4 blue ones..
should have a formal party someday man.. den i can wear my blazer and black glove again.. muhahaha.. yea, look lk a killer from a hong kong movie.. LOL! kk, met jiayu at the MRT after stoning at 313 basement for awhile, drinking coffee bought from sengkang.. HEHHHH.. :P
jiayu tdy quite pretty leh.. ur black blouse quite nice.. {no it's not just a t-shirt and shorts hor.. bluff me once liao.. :P} heh.. (*huggs* yea, in my imagination only.. k, u wun read this till 19 apr.. so save me from being paiseh..) jiayu, po ong dang sin eul.. yea, ur korean not gd hor? wun understand.. HEH.. dun tell u.. :D
kk, pool quite fun.. josh abit tired though.. his pool quite gd.. jiayu still learning, but learn quite fast.. hahax.. yea, u learn too fast till i give too many chances, tt i'm stuck with 5 balls and urs 1 left.. LOL! yea, had to chiong n clear them.. yea, i not bad leh.. managed to clear all 5 and end game with both of us at white n black ball only.. hahax.. gave jiayu free ball let her win ba.. :) i win quite a lot over e yrs liao.. heh.. i'm just a gd teacher la, hor? :D
din take pics tdy ba.. hahax.. angeline(jiayu's friend) din come along with her cam so no pics.. lol.. eh, jiayu, my chalet pics leh? i wan the jetty 全家福 leh.. still owe me.. damn.. must rmb to ask next time.. bluetooth tt pic to my hp can le, if u too lazy upload.. hahax..
hmph.. and all our noel pics stupid val also nv upload.. stupid selfish f* la. i wait 3 mths for some photos.. wth la. sth i learnt.. next time, use my own cam. yea, thinking abt it makes me damn pissed.. so shan't think ba.. i just want 3 pics, the one with jiayu, the one with jiale, and the other one with winne and the whole group of us.. the rest not impt.. 3 pics so diff meh.. haix.. i can't talk this way anw, the pics wun come out if i do tt.. might end up deleted too.. lol.. posted on her wall le..
sth gd abt my blog is tt i've never written my own name in it.. yea, purposely one.. so ppl dunno who's e author ma.. in case one day write sth wrong, there's always no tracing back to me.. so long le.. lk since sec1 started blogging.. hahax.. time flies..
oh yea, went to meritus mandarin hotel to stone abt.. LOL.. yea, ended up stoning at some lonely benches.. hahax.. talking abt josh's poly camp.. den ended up exchaning stories abt ghostly camps.. and then ended up exchanging ghost stories.. HAHA.. jiayu damn scared la.. 2nite dun need slp liao.. :P :P :P heh.. but i think scare u quite fun leh.. u scared quite funny de.. :D
oh, got a new jacket some time ago.. lent jiayu cos she feeling cold.. eat too little lor.. ano too much.. den cold lor.. ehh, cannot hor.. v bad for health de.. here's a quote quite touching.. "if you're 41 kg, i'll have 41kg of you to love. if you're 41.8kg, i'll have 41.8kg of you to love." sweet ba? but dun overdo it hor.. heh.. yea, i v scared u walk in e rain den catch a cold lor.. must take care k?
k, i shall not hug the jacket to sleep 2nite. HAHA.. and i shall not dream of 杨承林 too.. cos i'm sleepy n i wanna slp.. :D
dang sin eul, sa rang ha mi da.
slashed at 10:06 PM .
short story. actually quite long ba.. but well.. short bttr. sometimes you don't wanna hurt someone else, so you keep your thoughts to yourself. then you forever keep that mask on.. and pretend that everything's as usual.. you enjoy this kinda feeling when you're with that special someone.. you just have to be tgt to be happy, but you don't know what'll happen if you try to take it a little further.. in the end, you don't try.. because you don't have faith that it's a two way thing..
here's my advice, yea, i made it up.
"It takes two hands to clap. If there's only one hand that tries to clap, there can only be two results. One, the movement is so strong, that it hits the other party in the face. Two, the movement is stopped, and the other party is stunned at the sudden revelation." --- The Rising Power
yea, quote abt life ba.. but it's true rite? makes a lot of sense too ba.. dun believe, go try in real life.. try hi-5 ur friend when he/she isn't about to return that hi-5.. lol.. there you go.
k ba.. maybe i just don't have faith ba.. and i wanna keep this friendship yea.. dun wan it to just break down cos of some stupid thing i do..
kk, not thinking le.. hahax.. stomach having quite some wind ba.. yea, blow wind blow, blow all the wind in my stomach away.. HEH.. i wish la. LOL.. if only the game was so true.. then you can just say, blow wind blow, blow all the tests and exams away.. hahax.. do the rest of the world a favour.. :)
damn.. needa clear out wdv tt's in my system.. monday going out to shop for aiting's prezzie with jiayu and josh i guess.. this wk din go out with jiale cos he tired.. hahax.. shopping quite fun ba.. guess it's the company ba.. :D tell me shop on my own i can die of boredom de..
thinking of going onto msn.. but it's 10pm le.. how.. l8er go online awhile den must slp le.. cos 2nite i slppin at 1030.. hahax.. yea, guess i sleep a lot ba.. can dream.. still long time b4 19th april.. i'm hoping time passes slower.. :(
slashed at 9:20 PM .
LOL.. hahax.. interesting quiz.. simjoo, suits ur true blood taste ba? :D
yea, long time nv watch true blood le.. waiting 4 season 3..
Chocolate kisses
This game alows you to satisfy your sweet tooth while satisfying your passionate love for your partner at the same time. First get a bottle of hot fudge or chocolate (and if you don't like chocolate which would be weird, get caramel instead) and then have your partner lie down. Take their shirt off (or pull it up) and draw an object on a part of their body with chocolate. Now lick and kiss it off while having fun do it.
slashed at 8:56 PM .
When the door of happiness closes, another opens but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.
slashed at 4:32 PM .
An old man and his dog were walking along a country road, enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to the man that he had died. He remembered dying, and realized, too, that the dog had been dead for many years. He wondered where the road would lead them, and continued onward.
After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall, white arch that gleamed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it, he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother of pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He was pleased that he had finally arrived at heaven, and the man and his dog walked toward the gate. As he got closer, he saw someone sitting at a beautifully carved desk off to one side.
When he was close enough, he called out, "Excuse me, but is this heaven?"
"Yes, it is, sir," the man answered.
"Wow! Would you happen to have some water?" the man asked.
"Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brought right up." The gatekeeper gestured to his rear, and the huge gate began to open.
"I assume my friend can come in..." the man said, gesturing toward his dog.
But the reply was, "I'm sorry, sir, but we don't accept pets."
The man thought about it, then thanked the gatekeeper, turned back toward the road, and continued in the direction he had been going. After another long walk, he reached the top of another long hill, and he came to a dirt road which led through a farm gate. There was no fence, and it looked as if the gate had never been closed, as grass had grown up around it. As he approached the gate, he saw a man just inside, sitting in the shade of a tree in a rickety old chair, reading a book. "Excuse me!" he called to the reader. "Do you have any water?"
"Yeah, sure, there's a pump over there," the man said, pointing to a place that couldn't be seen from outside the gate. "Come on in and make yourself at home."
"How about my friend here?" the traveler gestured to the dog.
"He's welcome too, and there's a bowl by the pump," he said. They walked through the gate and, sure enough, there was an old-fashioned hand pump with a dipper hanging on it and a bowl next to it on the ground. The man filled the bowl for his dog, and then took a long drink himself.
When both were satisfied, he and the dog walked back toward the man, who was sitting under the tree waiting for them, and asked, "What do you call this place?" the traveler asked.
"This is heaven," was the answer.
"Well, that's confusing," the traveler said. "It certainly doesn't look like heaven, and there's another man down the road who said that place was heaven."
"Oh, you mean the place with the gold street and pearly gates?"
"Yes, it was beautiful."
"Nope. That's hell."
"Doesn't it offend you for them to use the name of heaven like that?"
"No. I can see how you might think so, but it actually saves us a lot of time. They screen out the people who are willing to leave their best friends behind."
slashed at 3:47 PM .
wa.. last few days had stomach flu.. so msn had to put as busy. heh.. and din really chat much cos scared i no mood to talk.. LOL.. yea, i'm v random hor..
kk, clash of the titans coming out.. thinking of catching it soon ba.. or maybe how to train your dragon in 3d.. hahax.. yea, it's a kids' show... but 3d shld be quite nice leh.. i now quite addicted to 3d shows.. LOL..
oh, must thanks ms goh who helped me write my appraisal letter for admission to NTU.. hahax.. thanks ms goh! yea, she's a damn nice teacher.. stayed back in sch to coach me 1-1 just to help me with my chem.. bttr than the rest of my teachers who dun really care, and aren't tt interested in helping.. the "dunno ah, ask your friend la." stupid kind of teachers. dumb fucked up shit. but ms goh damn nice.. helped me out a lot.. hmm.. guess teachers' day must give her sth ba.. even if in army, still must send a gift to her.. maybe buy some chocs.. hahax.. flowers will die, so dunwan flowers.. heh.. arigato gosaimasu ms goh! :)
yea, in my lifetime, i've met only few really gd teachers.. ms tsang n ms goh.. hahax.. both also chem teachers ba.. 20+yr old de.. hopefully when they grow older they dun become lk the rest of the other teachers yea..
thinking of going to watch a movie.. either clash of the titans, how to train your dragon, or alice in wonderland.. LOL.. heh.. yea, my godbros all bz in army/librarian, godsis working/church.. leaves me with amira n priscilla, cos jiayu will prolly ask "who else going?" when i ask her.. and i don't really wanna say "only me".. lol.. cos saying tt feels lk her ans is gonna be a no.. just somehow ba..
tht of asking mayer over to my hse sometime to swim, but the changing room now under renovation.. lol.. and my mum dun lk ppl coming to my hse to use the toilet.. ask her sure kena scold de.. heh.. so can't le ba..
thinking of asking amira.. hahax.. but din talk to her on msn 4 v long le.. dunno if she wanna come along to watch some random movie.. LOL.. c 1st ba.. if she got start convo on msn den i'll ask.. otherwise, i'll just not ask ba.. dunno y i always click her window den dunno wad to start convo with.. hahax.. oops..
stupid worm/cat la.. dunno how to start convo 1st.. den i also dunno if u wanna chat or not leh.. *the random 12-yr old kid pats the random cat* :) hahax..
dunno y i msn to jiayu also liddat leh.. i open her window den dunno how to start too.. hahax.. yea, cos she reply v short i quite scared dunno if she bz or not.. or she just usually reply quite short de.. hahax.. cute ba.. stay cute hor.. and hope u like e bear.. nv c u wear e necklace though.. dunno if u like it leh.. hahax.. :)
slashed at 12:26 PM .
pool outing + kaiji movie.. hahax.. quite an eventful day ba.. 20/03/10..
celebrating my godbro jiale's 1st bookout.. hahax..
From left: Angeline, Jiayu, Douglas, Jiale, Joshua, Tingyang.
yea, we are the randoms. lol..
slashed at 9:24 PM .
boring day.. hahax.. yea, jiayu in genting le, so guess 2nite no jiayu to msn liao.. :( me will be bored.. cos no jiale to msn too.. :( and vic doesn't talk much. sianx.. simjoo haven't come online in ages.. wonder how she's doing.. just scared to msg her, l8er she dun reply and i get pissed waiting for the reply.
i hate to be waiting for ppl's replies.. haix.. like now waiting for ms goh and mrs tan's sms replies to whether they'll wanna help me with my appraisal.. NTU needs it for the non-academic achievements part.. oh wells..
yea, i just hate to be at the begging end of things. i hate having to ask people for a favor, especially when their answer is crucial to me. yea, the feeling just sucks man.
alright, i'm darned tired again. sleep quite a lot nowadays ba.. going to fb for a while.. simjoo hasn't updated her blog in ages. life like this is boring. really.
slashed at 7:39 PM .
just came back from teoheng ktv with jiayu and joshua.. hahax.. yea, damn fun can! but my voice now lk abit weird le.. *bo sia* hahax.. hokkien slang for "no voice".. LOL.. sing too much le, but v fun! hahax.. joshua keep singing zou ying, but lesser liaox, and 乱唱.. HEH.. yea, so ended up laughing at him quite a lot.. :P sry!
hahax.. damn fun la.. but i damn tired liaox.. took bus with jiayu back, to clark quay, while joshua alighted at bugis.. LOL.. he tht we bluffing him tt the bus was at his stop.. omg la.. damn funny.. HEH.. left for home afterwards, jiayu left at farrer park.. hahax..
quite fun leh tdy.. jiayu's version of shirt n shorts not v accurate leh.. heh.. 害我没穿得比较美.. :P hahax.. but yea, tdy damn fun.. thank yea..
saturday going with jiale to watch kaji, the ultimate gambler.. hahax.. jiayu n joshua coming too i guess.. :)
guess i'll be missing them a lot once i go army ba..
me tired le.. shall go sleep early! :)
slashed at 7:46 PM .
lol.. just being random.. slept in a afternoon.. just a nap.. hahax.. ended up thinking, i hardly really laugh at home.. maybe a little, but it's just to lighten up the environment.
and i fucking hate my mum for continuously rattling on the fact i din get a for my As. wtf. fuck you. yea, writing it out makes me feel better. rather than keeping it all inside. sucks to be me la. no, i'm not a fucking smart kid, i'm just any goddamn normal kid, who has to work fucking hard to get his grades.
in pri sch, my parents teach me so i just get spoonfed. in sec sch, i've got great teachers in sec 1/2, who willingly answer my questions, and my dear ms tsang, who spoonfeeds us handmade chem notes.. yea, i'm lucky, all my teachers in sec sch care to answer my questions.. in JC, the teachers all assume i'm so fucking smart, they just don't wanna teach. yea, i admit, my class is fucking smart, so why the fuck am i in tt class? goddamn it. if i were in any normal class, i'd have done much better man. through my JC life, i had to put on the impression tt i was smart, and yet, crash so many remedials just cos my teachers don't teach in class.
great. so u want me to go attend another 4 yrs of my life in lectures again? are you fucking nuts?
you know, i hate it when you tell me to study and study and keep fucking studying even when my As are over. FUCK YOU. half my mind is telling me to blow up, while the other part of my conscience is holding me back.
all i get at home is just stress. and from you. not anyone else. i kinda enjoyed the freedom i had at the chalet, with jiayu's family.. yea, i really enjoyed it.
wish i had some sorta home with a more gentle environment, more peaceful.. less on market and share price table talk, more on exotic food at different places of singapore.. small things tt'll make u smile.
ok, i'm tired of this life here. you don't look at me like you're disappointed in me. cos i don't like rejection, and yea, i've a high pride. i can't take people talking bad of me. that's the reason i work hard. to prove that i'm not shit. and fuck you. FUCK you for not appreciating it. if i had i wish, i'd wish you were out of my life.
sek si. heh.. yea, i remember the stupid dream now. this afternoon.. dreaming abt crystal, jiayu's cousin, keep repeating the stupid words, "sek si".. HEH.. yea, cantonese for "eat shit". LOL.. hahax.. yea, guess i miss the good times i had with them..
i wanna go into army asap.. and quick. hope i can get away from this life fast. and move on to another one.
slashed at 9:27 PM .
damn weird dream.. just woke up from a dream, yea, and i usually don't have dreams.. LOL.. well, any dream is still bttr than the red indians in RI junior block shooting random arrows at me from the admin block.. lol..
yea, dreamt abt sujin.. haix.. guess i should just meet up with her one day ba.. least b4 i go army. "just wanted to tell you, i loved you once." well, kinda nice dream. h**ged and k**sed at the corridor of my old 4B classroom.. great. weird dream la.
anw, it's just a dream la. think my subconscious mind is starting to miss her.. shall stop flowerpotting man. not healthy.
yea, i put the astierix just to keep the stupid status quo. sry, i'm actually support the democrats and not the conservatives..
slashed at 9:59 AM .
Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same.
So long, and thanks for all the memories.
reality is kinda sad.. no, i don't want it to end this way.. we'll still keep in contact no matter what k?
yea, and i hope i can go visit your chalet if you organise another one next year.. or end year.. :)
slashed at 7:30 PM .
aiting misses her bro, and yea, i miss him too.. now no one to chat with me on msn le.. :( sian ba.. no one to play jade dynasty with me.. heys, all e best bro.. hope you're doing fine in army.. nowadays just msg a few times at night only, but not tt often le.. gd to know you're fine ba..
guess i'll be going into army quite soon yea.. prolly next month.. PES E.. i spoil market ba.. heh.. end up being the fittest of the unfit ppl.. LOL.. now applying for SMU business.. hope i can get in.
just went swimming with joshua this morning.. lol..
oh, ktv was kinda interesting ba.. hope can go one more time b4 i go NS.. yea, jiale, i'm an idiot man.. i think your cousin's cute anw. jiayu's voice quite nice too.. hahax..
slashed at 4:09 PM .
just came back from jiayu's chalet.. hahax.. yea, k not tdy, ytd..
just wanted to say, the last 3 days of my life was really a cut away from reality.. i see love within such a huge extended family.. really touching ba.. lk how their parents don't compare their kids to see who's better, and even when their child having a test on monday, they still come down to celebrate together, barbecue food for people they don't know.. just come over to relax.. grades aren't important there, cousin can be from poly, they can be from jc, they won't look down on others.. kids can study what they want, depending on their interests, not because it's a money making job.. truly, it's the world i always wanted to create. and it's here.
it's really touching. sat down on e bed oon e 1st night, and i really felt tears in my eyes.. why can't people just be like this family? be happy, and be satisfied with one's lot in life. two families not knowing each other, come over to gather, taking time off from work, closing their shop just for a simple gathering, just to chat and relax.. jiayu's uncle still had clients calling him while he was riding his bike around pasir ris park.. but he din go back to work.. cos the family and friends were just so great a part of his life, more important than his work and his job..
seeing the 3 of them, her uncle, his wife, and the 10 yr old crystal ng jing wen riding on an electrical bicycle.. (heh.. yea, they rode it from bedok to pasir ris chalet.. amazing.) hahax.. yea, it's lk those scenes in the stupid lousy channel 5 growing up films.. but it's really heartwarming yea.. seeing people happy with the simple life, not needing to derive happiness from riches or social standing..
went ktv on the last day. monday.. hahax.. yea, supposed to go home at 12 ba.. cos i had to say e chalet was 1 day 2 nights, to be allowed to go for it.. well, reached home at 6 ba.. got scolded. but it was worth it. i don't feel happiness like this at home. sang our hearts out.. hahax.. my jay chou imitation quite cool ba.. and cao ge's bei pan was damn nice too! joshua's singing kinda improving le.. bu cuo yea! jiayoux.. improve a bit more n u can go impress tt girl le.. heh.. sang 恋爱达人 with jiayu.. heh.. was so nice tt joshua decided to take a vid of both of us singing.. LOL.. yea, to prove tt e music was indeed ours, sounding so like the original.. must send me hor! i wanna hear how it sounds like.. :)
i've never felt so carefree before, like as though i'm living a dream.. yea, it's never going to be possible where i am here.. but i'm glad i've experienced true happiness even if it was only 3 days.
thanks jiayu.. hope u like the necklace yea.. take care.. you've a nice family, cherish it wor..
sometimes when i think i'm falling in love, i close off my heart so i won't hurt myself. and i won't hurt you. because you deserve better. i'm not good enough.
slashed at 6:40 PM .
someone should just kill me now.
yea. go ahead.
maybe when i wake up tmr it won't be there.
CO poisoning seems a gd idea.
slashed at 10:45 PM .
got results le.. well, gd effort ba. for a dumb guy who barely scraped his way into RI, prolly now can barely scrape his way into uni too ba.. pleased and not too pleased too. mixed feelings. econs turned out surprisingly well, but kinda an average score ba.. means no entry into aaa/b courses le.. *needs hug*
k, applying all 3 unis.. business.
slashed at 8:40 PM .
A lvl results tmr. damn scared but also damn nervous. gahh.. help me...
and damn tired too.
went out with jiale tdy.. stone around, watched 72 tenants.. my treat. hahax.. yea, stoned abt, went 4 lunch.. went library to read comics.. :) just really chilled out the whole day ba..
ran into amira at amk hub. lol..
sth abt kyudo archers. they dun miss. they either just pretend to miss or they just don't feel like concentrating. otherwise, they usually spot their targets relatively well.
sth abt good actors. they play their role well. so well that you won't even know they're acting. cos they act so well, even they have a hard time telling their own act apart from reality. and they won't tell you how they feel. go figure it yourself.
anw, i don't think i'll want you in my life yea. it's as complicated as it is. don't exactly need another sujin. so lets say the watering can should just stay away from me, least it slowly transforms into a flowerpot.
yes, this flowerpot here can transform watering cans. highly dangerous.
slashed at 8:52 PM .
yo.. haven't been here in a long time man.. hahax.. been really bz these days.. doing a lot of unproductive stuffs.. hahax.. ie. going out with friends, playing comp, lanning with my godbro jiale.. hmm.. wad else.. went swimming with my godbro vic.. hahax.. yea, haven't been doing much to improve myself.. HEH.. slack.
oh man.. yea, jiale introed me to L4D2 and COD.. hahax.. yea, me introed isaac to L4D2 too.. isaac's my new godbro.. know each other for 11 yrs, really knew each other a lot, but just never thought of meeting up till we're all going to go our seperate ways in army and in life. such is the irony. oh wells.
damn scared abt friday sia.. especially my econs.. gah.. hope all is well yea..
was talking to amira on msn just ytd night.. hahax.. yea, finally find someone just as lame and as random as me yea.. HAHA.. yea, the kid hugs the cat k? hughug.. hopefully the cat doesn't spit out a furball.. :) kid says cat is v cute.. patpat.. :D
yea, cute girl. hahax.. shan't say more, and don't think too much!
hahax.. dean was telling me just now tt l8er we go army, e moment we pick up a gun, we'll have reflex to shoot anyone running towards us.. LOL.. yea, play too much comp games le.. HEHH.. natural shoot to kill skill.. :D
received my testimonial from Noel le.. e GM quite nice.. bothered to write testimonial 4 me.. hahax.. saw this archery email from my junior, and just reminded me of the compound stab tt yanwei lent me.. don't know if it's still with me leh.. damn, gotta check sia.. hahax.. and if it is, gotta find a day to return to him.. lol..
k, shall remember to collect batch sweater from mijun yea! on friday..
tired le.. me wants to slp.. shall update more frequently after this friday yea.. sat and sun going to my godcousin's b'dae chalet.. hahax.. yea, my godbro's jiale, so shall treat his cousin lk mine ba.. thanks 4 inviting me yea! i damn bored at home, finally got a chalet.. HAHA.. yea, my godcousin = jiayu.. hmm.. is ur godbro's bro ur godbro too then? hahax.. yea, lanned with jiale and his bro tt day.. quite fun ba.. jiaqing studing med now.. 5 times tougher than As.. crazy sia.. i'm so not touching it.. heh..
prolly going for business in uni yea! specialise in marketing.. :) shall be the best salesperson around, best marketing director.. :D if you can't dominate the world, let your products do the talking.. muhahaha.. product world domination, a more peaceful form of world domination.. :D
k, enuf of crap talk.. hahax.. going to slp soon.. gdnite! i slp more nowadays.. heh.. recharge yea.. :)
slashed at 9:45 PM .
