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Tuesday, March 09, 2010 .

just came back from jiayu's chalet.. hahax.. yea, k not tdy, ytd..

just wanted to say, the last 3 days of my life was really a cut away from reality.. i see love within such a huge extended family.. really touching ba.. lk how their parents don't compare their kids to see who's better, and even when their child having a test on monday, they still come down to celebrate together, barbecue food for people they don't know.. just come over to relax.. grades aren't important there, cousin can be from poly, they can be from jc, they won't look down on others.. kids can study what they want, depending on their interests, not because it's a money making job.. truly, it's the world i always wanted to create. and it's here.

it's really touching. sat down on e bed oon e 1st night, and i really felt tears in my eyes.. why can't people just be like this family? be happy, and be satisfied with one's lot in life. two families not knowing each other, come over to gather, taking time off from work, closing their shop just for a simple gathering, just to chat and relax.. jiayu's uncle still had clients calling him while he was riding his bike around pasir ris park.. but he din go back to work.. cos the family and friends were just so great a part of his life, more important than his work and his job..

seeing the 3 of them, her uncle, his wife, and the 10 yr old crystal ng jing wen riding on an electrical bicycle.. (heh.. yea, they rode it from bedok to pasir ris chalet.. amazing.) hahax.. yea, it's lk those scenes in the stupid lousy channel 5 growing up films.. but it's really heartwarming yea.. seeing people happy with the simple life, not needing to derive happiness from riches or social standing..

went ktv on the last day. monday.. hahax.. yea, supposed to go home at 12 ba.. cos i had to say e chalet was 1 day 2 nights, to be allowed to go for it.. well, reached home at 6 ba.. got scolded. but it was worth it. i don't feel happiness like this at home. sang our hearts out.. hahax.. my jay chou imitation quite cool ba.. and cao ge's bei pan was damn nice too! joshua's singing kinda improving le.. bu cuo yea! jiayoux.. improve a bit more n u can go impress tt girl le.. heh.. sang 恋爱达人 with jiayu.. heh.. was so nice tt joshua decided to take a vid of both of us singing.. LOL.. yea, to prove tt e music was indeed ours, sounding so like the original.. must send me hor! i wanna hear how it sounds like.. :)

i've never felt so carefree before, like as though i'm living a dream.. yea, it's never going to be possible where i am here.. but i'm glad i've experienced true happiness even if it was only 3 days.

thanks jiayu.. hope u like the necklace yea.. take care.. you've a nice family, cherish it wor..

sometimes when i think i'm falling in love, i close off my heart so i won't hurt myself. and i won't hurt you. because you deserve better. i'm not good enough.

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