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lol.. just being random.. slept in a afternoon.. just a nap.. hahax.. ended up thinking, i hardly really laugh at home.. maybe a little, but it's just to lighten up the environment.

and i fucking hate my mum for continuously rattling on the fact i din get a for my As. wtf. fuck you. yea, writing it out makes me feel better. rather than keeping it all inside. sucks to be me la. no, i'm not a fucking smart kid, i'm just any goddamn normal kid, who has to work fucking hard to get his grades.

in pri sch, my parents teach me so i just get spoonfed. in sec sch, i've got great teachers in sec 1/2, who willingly answer my questions, and my dear ms tsang, who spoonfeeds us handmade chem notes.. yea, i'm lucky, all my teachers in sec sch care to answer my questions.. in JC, the teachers all assume i'm so fucking smart, they just don't wanna teach. yea, i admit, my class is fucking smart, so why the fuck am i in tt class? goddamn it. if i were in any normal class, i'd have done much better man. through my JC life, i had to put on the impression tt i was smart, and yet, crash so many remedials just cos my teachers don't teach in class.

great. so u want me to go attend another 4 yrs of my life in lectures again? are you fucking nuts?

you know, i hate it when you tell me to study and study and keep fucking studying even when my As are over. FUCK YOU. half my mind is telling me to blow up, while the other part of my conscience is holding me back.

all i get at home is just stress. and from you. not anyone else. i kinda enjoyed the freedom i had at the chalet, with jiayu's family.. yea, i really enjoyed it.

wish i had some sorta home with a more gentle environment, more peaceful.. less on market and share price table talk, more on exotic food at different places of singapore.. small things tt'll make u smile.

ok, i'm tired of this life here. you don't look at me like you're disappointed in me. cos i don't like rejection, and yea, i've a high pride. i can't take people talking bad of me. that's the reason i work hard. to prove that i'm not shit. and fuck you. FUCK you for not appreciating it. if i had i wish, i'd wish you were out of my life.

sek si. heh.. yea, i remember the stupid dream now. this afternoon.. dreaming abt crystal, jiayu's cousin, keep repeating the stupid words, "sek si".. HEH.. yea, cantonese for "eat shit". LOL.. hahax.. yea, guess i miss the good times i had with them..

i wanna go into army asap.. and quick. hope i can get away from this life fast. and move on to another one.
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