The Rising Power...

Friday, April 30, 2010 .

from mark's blog.. yea, my camp buddy.. thanks pal.. :)

"Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed

Some say love it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed"

yea, it's a really nice song. hey you, you still come by here any more?

if 2 yrs l8er and you're still not attached, maybe things would be a little different yea.. sometimes, i guess i'd leave things to fate ba.

queer thing happened ytd. this indian corporal was eating with us, one of my senior's friends ba. and he asked, which school are you from? i said RJ.

"oh, do you know joanne?"

"err.. no?"

"hmm.. do you know any girls from track?"

"hmm.. no leh.. only 1 or 2 i suppose. amanda?"

"oh, i know a lot of girls from RJ.."

"oh, haha.."

"hey, are you related to the royal family of singapore?"

WTH??? royal family of singapore? k, i stunned for a sec. then replied, "huh? no leh.. y so random? singapore where got royal family.. i look lk the royal family ah?" "no it's not random.." lol.. then his friend was lk, "yea, tt's so random man.. the next thing you're going to ask is whether we're related to the malaysian royal family."

gd thing it was passed off. this guy is pes e. and entered army b4 i did. corporal rank. means tt he's been in there much longer than i did. more than 6 months. but how the heck? nvm. can't be vic or jiale anw. cos vic just entered, and jiale's in ptp at tekong in pes b. simjoo or jiaying then, maybe from church? or my ex-good friend kelvin from lk long time ago? but royal family of singapore is really interesting. HAHA.. since when did singapore have a royal family? LOL.. whoever was telling him sure didn't tell him everything i guess.. heh.

k, going to rest now. enjoy the song yea. i dled it, on loop now. really touching ba. k, shall not be lovesick. as it is, i'm already sick le. need to recover first. damn scared abt SMU application for business.. i hope i can get in.. really really hope.. please give me a place SMU..

slashed at 9:30 AM .

2nd day at AFIMC and i'm sick le. great. sore throat and damn dizzy ytd.. lucky tdy much better le. bacterial infection ba. cos i just taken the stupid tamiflu and h1n1 jab.. and polio also. can't possibly be a virus sia. else we can see how effective the jabs are yea. heh.

yea, took MC tdy. tmr should be fine enough to go out with my godbro jiale. he said tmr's e last wknd he can enjoy ba. guess he'll be going BMT soon ba. after his PTP is over.. training quite xiong for him ba. much more xiong than mine of course. going to swim lk 3 times a wk ba. at night or evenings maybe. den won't end up lk a balloon at the end of the 2 yrs of desk job.

AFIMC: Air Force Information Management Centre. deals with loads of confidential stuffs, so spend the last 2 days doing some security course n check. guess it's an interesting job ba. but everything that goes on in there, i can't post it here. cos all confidential. can't leak out to public yea.

kk, shall rest for tdy yea. called up the chief clerk this morning to report absence le. warning to ppl who don't know yet ah, or haven't bothered to read the instructions on the booklet.. reporting sick after 730am is considered AWOL. LOL. yea, not funny sia. k 9am. phlegm from throat is dark green, from upper nose is blood red. yea, mixed with blood. damned screwed sia. ytd slept in office for 3 hrs. shall go back slp ba. hope can recover faster.

slashed at 8:52 AM .

Friday, April 23, 2010 .

just came back from camp. heh.. yea, a new phase of life ba..

kept a journal. so shall blog it here. without any confidential info, so wun kena screwed.

ppl already know tt army has bunks, sections, and companies, and marching. ppl know tt army has seargents, ranks, and training. ppl don't know the other ppl's names, so don't reveal it. don't tell ppl wad they dun already know abt army. HEH. tt's e way to stay safe.

kk, here's a journal i kept. word for word, no changes of any sort yea.

Day 1

gd thing there's a notebook. can record stuffs.

i not know what i'm fighting for. it's not just about becoming strong, to defeat your enemy and fight to defend your homeland.

but it's about fighting for that little girl, at the parade square, shouting "jia-you! jia--you!" to her brother.

yea, it sounds stupid now, the girl even looks stupid, but in a war, it's people like her, that you want to protect, your fellow countrymen, the innocents who are unable to fend for themselves.

and that gives you the power to fight.

something burns in you, telling you that's the good in people you want to protect. and that gives you the power to fight, the desire to eliminate the threat for the sake of these people who need you.

yea, i know why i'm a soldier now. i'll fight for the people i wanna protect.

there's some cheer that goes, "children having fun while we are holding guns.." it's an honor yea.

Day 2

dun have to carry weapons. lol. guess tt puts me out of danger ba. air force. hope will be quite gd. no guns = no stupid guy misfiring and no grenade landing right beside you. guess it's kinda safe yea?

thinking of transferring all the day's transcripts inot my blog when i get home. hahax.

11.25am. slacking and waiting for lunch. e smell of e bed reminds me of jiayu's chalet. heh. sleeping on top bunk now, staring at celing. life here's quite different from home. guess like e seargent said, it's a gd time to get to know more ppl and their cultures yea.

someone just said "fuck" is an expression, not a vulgarity, so it's not considered bad discipline. LOL! but he's a nice guy, really.

k, going for lunch soon. short hair feels diff. guess it's an experience ba.

4.30pm. lecture quite boring. but need to know la. basic stuffs la. easy way out, just don't break any laws, then u wun need to know wad happens if you break them la. rite? heh.

Day 3

wore RSAF uniform tdy! hahax. looks damn nice sia. looks smart ba. saw qiwen, seetoh, at lunch. oh, and quanwei same company as me. lol.

learnt marching in e morning. quite an eye-opener yea. bttr than 1st day, a lot of admin work. this is at least a more authentic army experience yea.

4.30 next lecture. now stoning in bunk. 3.50pm. watch broke just now, glass came off, still working fine though. stitched it up with scotchtape. black tape.

jc peeps came to visit. lol. and some ppl lk nv see girls b4. -.-

tmr got injection. damn scared sia. yea, i can never be nurse, unlike some ppl. hor? heh..

my bunk buddy, mark, asked me whether i had a gf. hahax.. yea, he's right ba, can't commit, means meet only once or twice. yea la, not fair to tie down someone for 2 yrs. loving someone means letting them be happy, even if it means letting them go. sad, but true.

tmr got some discussion, abt wad u feel abt ns. yea, the little girl at the waiting line motivates me. if i were a soldier at the frontline, what i'll have in my head is this image, and it gives me the strength to persevere on.

jaguar got 3 ghost. wanna follow for lunch. haha. den dinner got 4 ghost. march from cookhouse got 49, come back got only 46. lol. seriously man, some ppl dunno how to march. -_-" and dunno which platoon to go to. day 3 le leh! walao. lol. mark said heng not pes a or b, if not surely kena screwed big time sia.

some stupid stuffs: well known ppl in platoon ---> alien guy, and indian driver. former walks out of line all e time, and latter has attitude prob and marches lk driving liddat. kns sia. else without them it'll b a v nice march le. all v in time and tight. well, every place has its black sheep ba. army teaches us tolerance for others yea.

seargents sometimes quite strict, but it's for our own good and discipline ba. else the whole batch sure kena ggxx. learning to march in air force batch quite cool yea. a great sense of accomplishment when everyone is tight and marching in step.

lost a bet tdy, end up half e section drink 1l bottle each of water. LOL. yea, all in good fun ba. luck thalasaemia can dilute eh? hahax. kk, going slp le.

tmr injection. sucks sia.

Day 4

platoon 1 section 4! hahax. yea, my section quite nice ba, not screwed up lk e other 2 or 3 in my platoon. jokers got quite a few but here, only 1 la, our dear section IC. LOLLLL. eat, sleep, and shit. HEH. yea, actually i'm really proud of us man. ppl get all sorts of excuses, trying to keng in PES e. but though we all pes e, we still heck the wdv medical conditions, and just march on.

c'mon la, army u dun wanna learn how to march well, then where's the pride in wearing e uniform? we will work and fight tgt yea! "cos we love our land, and we fight and we fight to be free.."

10.00am got injection. not looking forward to it. scared shitless actually.

11.30am. just got injection. freaking scary sia. tdy's breakfast chicken pie damn nice. hahax.. aft lunch go march. army = eat, march, eat, march again. marching v impt, and it burns up all e calories from the food. LOL. but now our marching much tighter le, not bad, march liddat, other ppl dunno you're from pes e le. heh. just 1 or 2 black sheep ba.

Day 5

POC in aftn! yesterday was the last supper. HAHA. yea, ytd nite talking a lot of crap. lol.. abt the french guy in our section. yea, our dear section ic. lol.. cannot mention names. i scared confidential. lol.

yea, must be careful while blogging, cos some info kinda classified, so play safe, dun tell ppl wad they dun already know. lets say some parents know abt the platoon and company, so safe to say la. hahax. yea, tricks of safe blogging, dun release new info, then you're safe le.

k, going to POC soon. and then back to mainland. frigging tired sia. 6 hrs of slp quite little for sb who has been slppin for 10 hrs for e last 5 mths. HEH. but in times of war, this is it yea. we don't have the luxury of sleep, and we gotta stay alert with e bare minimum.

NS is an experience yea. those thinking of ponning, or finding ways to pon, don't pon la, seriously. it's not as bad as ppl make it out to be. seargents are human just like us. but they just have to be strict so that the rebellious type can observe discipline. they're still people, just like us, not monsters like those stories.

k, getting posted to my new unit on monday. looking fwd to it. safety precautions when handling docs: create a new personality. one which retains info, but keeps it to himself, so extra 1 more personality ba, swap out of it each time i exit the office ba. 14 in total now. heh. bttr than risking kena db yea. it's e safest method i can think of. lol.

kk, journal ends here. lol. a milestone in life yea. every boy that enters army, sees the world for himself, and gains experience enough to make him a man. loyalty, responsibility, leadership, integrity, care for others, professionalism. heh.

reformatted my comp. so it's really empty now. lol. yea, gotta re install JD.

and i'm thinking, sheron should just go into mediacorp yea. be one of the new actresses. hahax.. can earn more than staying at hotel management ma. yea, my ex boss. few yrs older ba. recently added her on fb, after seeing her emo nick on msn and cheering her up.

time flies. monday going cmpb. lol. gd thing night can still come out. change into cv first though. maybe next week go catch ironman with priscilla or aiting. yea, i wanted to ask sb else, but i think tt sb will give me an excuse, and we won't get to watch it tgt, so might as well dun ask. but if u want, i dun mind going yea, sms me, i dun ask u cos i just scared of getting rejected, tt's all.

new life ahead of me now. goal for army life, i wanna climb to lance corporal. slowly, but surely. better than staying as private all my life ba. yay. upgraded from recruit to private le ba. :)

going facebook play games now. cya!

slashed at 10:36 PM .

Sunday, April 18, 2010 .

my last post here.

going to be a long while b4 i return.

thought i was the only one who concealed stuffs. heh.

11.11pm.. you timed it nicely yea.

yea, i'm thinking of you too.

take care,

gdnite..

and remember to stay happy..

slashed at 11:19 PM .

tenshi no koi. :)

less than 12 hrs away from army..

hope i won't forget you.

slashed at 4:57 PM .

Saturday, April 17, 2010 .

还记得吗？那一天，下雨了。躲雨的你，就这样突然闯进了我的世界。

谢谢你。

last time meeting u le.. yea, guess e first time i saw u was in e bus, with isaac.. rainy day and someone cross e road without using umbrella.. heh.. sheltered u across.. tt time din know ur who ur cousin was yet.. hahax.. yea, until later tt night den i knew ba.. yups.. well, guess it's been quite some time yea..

time flies, soon we'll be on our own roads in life. u going off to poly, jiale going off to army, v few chances to meet le. chatting with my godbro jiale just now, yea, these r one of e last times we really get to meet up. you're always my good bro yea. no matter wad. we'll make it lk this k? the 2nd saturday of every month, we'll meet up. maybe for a movie or sth. lk tt we won't lose contact with each other yea.. if cmi, then at least meet up once every 2 months or sth. cny if got chalet, still must invite me yea.. hahax.. live strong yea.

went movie with jiayu n josh, then lan with jiale tdy. yea, random recap.. LOLLL..

yea, jiayu, u take care too ba.. aft tdy no one to buy herbal jelly for u le. but the times spent with u were fun ba.. esp ktv.. koi des ne. hope u find a good life in poly yea.. maybe we'll meet up if there's a chance..

well, guess nothing started, so there's nothing to end right? ~爱转角遇见了谁，是否有爱情的美~。guess i was right, shooting stars don't grant wishes.

din even have the chance to say goodbye, but i shall say it here yea. dangsineul saranghamida. thanks for the footprints. and the photos. upload the chalet ones too k?

k ba, lets see, the number of ppl who know abt this stupid guy's "kickass" days is simjoo, jiaying, jolene, and after tdy, jiale. hehhh.. yea, of course tt guy's not as noob as the guy in e movie can. HAHA.. he pro de.. though still normal guy, can fight good, BUT still noob against guns.. just anth melee is kinda his stuff.. :) well, gotta thank jolene for talking him out of doing those stupid stuffs ba.. one day will end up lk tt guy, almost burnt to death n then, he wun be as lucky to have a kid girl come save him.. not exactly a nice way to die.. granted tt u dun wear a costume and walk abt lk an idiot so tt everyone knows who u are.. and you look just normal.. haha.. but come to think of it, it's actually what made him scary.. cos he looked normal, so just about anyone on the street could be him.. and those loan sharks n knife gang peeps do watch out for some ass whipping. not kicking though. k fine, no ass too. ass is not a vital part tt's gonna knock them out. head more likely. hahax.. the scary thing? is tt when he was at his teacher mentor's house after training, one of those guys recognised him.. yups.. gd job sia..

k, those days r over. but e movie really reminded me of this stupid kid. way to go kid. but life's complicated as it is now. and life's much too precious to risk ba.. u stand no chance against sb with a gun in ur head, so it's really not funny anymore. treasure the peace yea.

thinking of scanning few skills from my book to jiale since he quite interested.. hahax.. take it as a parting gift ba.. dun anyhow teach ppl or use on ppl hor..

k, gdnite world. aft tmr, i wake up not as a citizen anymore, but as a solider.. cool rite? phase of life.

and you, i'll try to get over you yea. think you might be able to guess who you are, if you're so smart as you've always been. somehow. hahax.. but last 5 months, it's nice knowing you. if we've a destiny, we'll meet again someday yea. take care hor. can still call me out for a movie or sth yea. i'm fine with it.. :)

还记得吗？那一天，下雨了。躲雨的你，就这样突然闯进了我的世界。

谢谢你。

for the last time,

gdnite.

nites.

slashed at 10:13 PM .

Friday, April 16, 2010 .

k eventful day ba.. jiayu sick again, so no activities as planned..

went ymca to give speech to the new kids ba.. yea, guest speaker, who postponed speech from mon to thurs to fri.. pro hor? 1st time.. HAHA.. k, decided to just get it done and not postpone any more.. autographed a few booklets.. quite fun! hahax.. feels important all of a sudden leh..

yea, but really, "it doesn't matter how much money you get in the end from the fund raising.. it's the effort that counts.."

kk, felt gd being a mentor to those kids.. hope they grow up to be good people and help the community, not just because of the reputation or cip hours lk some ex-classmates of mine, but because they really want to make a difference in people's lifes yea..

yups, so as of tdy, i've got 3 days more b4 i go army.. wad to do? sb not here, but movie still gotta watch yea.. yea, weird watching movie alone ba, so asked my friend pei me.. went hougang to buy mango pudding n gui ling gao 4 jiayu.. since she sick.. den went over to farrer park.. heh.. yea, i dunno y i did tt.. guess i just stupid at tt point in time ba.. LOL..

asked e aunty give more honey, cos scared u can't take too bitter.. mango pudding eat only after e herbal jelly k? tt one eat 4 fun..

k la.. i going slp le..

last 2 days.. cherish it yea.

slashed at 10:23 PM .

Thursday, April 15, 2010 .

sry, i guess i just read too much into it. if u know who you are, by the time u read this, don't go on and read the previous posts. k?

nice knowing you anw.

actually wanted to tell you, thanks for everything, and i really wanted to make a wish, but well, guess the star's gone yea. dunno y u still told me to make e wish.. u din get e hint ba?

i'm so confused man. nvm la.

drop me a msg tmr if u change ur mind. thanks.

slashed at 8:03 PM .

Wednesday, April 14, 2010 .

i wonder if i had got it wrong all along.

guess i'm quite a sentimental person yea.

actually went to prep tmr's stuffs for the whole of tdy. k, just quite confused now. maybe it's true and it's not just an excuse ba..

i wish upon a shooting star. hey, you told me to.

i surprise myself to think how fast i let my emotions get the better of me.

haix.. hmm.. wait 4 ur reply tmr.

slashed at 7:45 PM .

Tuesday, April 13, 2010 .

comp crashed. crashed lk really really crashed big time. great. means can't play jd.. can't go facebook le.. gahhhh..

using laptop now.. but v irritating process.. cos it takes damn long to load e screens.. got so sian of msn being connected and disconnected every 5 mins tt i dun dare open convo.. l8er ppl kena irritated.. talk halfway den offline.. den suddenly online again.. and gotta say "sry, internet having prob, just got disconnected.." "sry internet prob again.." HAHA.. guess whoever talk surely v bu shuang with me if i do tt.. HEHH.. kk, going off to slp le..

lucky blogger saves the drafts.. disconnected also nvm de..

heh..

gdnite. and sweet dreams.

drink honey water hor!
since u lk drinking honey, shouldn't be a problem yea? :D

k, u'll prolly c this in lk 6 days, so by then dun need drink liao.. hahax! hope u recover b4 thurs hor.. wanted to chat on msn 2nite, but comp v weird.. laptop also got internet prob.. keep dcing.. hmm.. guess we'll talk tmr ba..

and take care. :)

slashed at 11:12 PM .

Saturday, April 10, 2010 .

緊緊相依的心如何Say Goodbye..

9 days left. going to be e last time seeing u le.

wish you all the best in your next few years of your life.

take care, and hope sometime in the future, we can meet up again yea.

我现在是满心痛的，上MSN也不知道该如何开convo. 只想跟你聊天，可以吗？

但你现在忙，我怕打扰你。

谢谢你让我认识情侣的爱是多么美，家庭的爱是多么温暖。

要珍惜，ok?

只要你能愉快。

slashed at 9:59 PM .

Friday, April 09, 2010 . 心不再拚命躲不去害怕结果

我知道我有点自私，但是我是不想让你伤心，才没告诉你的。因为我们都知道，彼此拥有的时间不多。我想告诉你，我喜欢上你了。对不起。

爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美

爱转角以后的街能不能有我来陪

爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪

也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁

我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪

现在永远你就是我就是我的美

听了这首歌，真想哭。我们有一天的时间，虽不多，但我会珍惜。

谢谢你来到我的世界。人，来来去去的，但有些人踏进你生命后，改变了你对生命的想法，也改变了你的命运。你就在我生命中留下了影子，曾想过要忘记你，因为是看不惯你和他在一起。现在真想告诉你，你永远在我的心里有个特别的位置，没人能取代。谢谢你。我们在一起的时候，我真的很开心，相信你也是吧。可能是命运的挫折，不让我们有机会更加认识对方。

罗志祥的爱转角。越听越想哭。我希望你快乐。忘了我吧。三月后，你就告诉你自己，我们只当了朋友。在街上碰见，或许也可以对我笑一个吧。但我是不会忘了你的。

我知道你的华文是满烂的，19号那天，你是看不出我在写什么吧？呵。

~我不让爱掉眼泪，不让你掉眼泪。现在永远，你就是我，就是我的美。~

只想对你说：
"dangsineul saranghamida."

slashed at 10:15 PM .

i wish upon a star.

a shooting star.

yea, you're right.

let's just make a wish, and don't bother about the rest.

just 1 day, i guess it's better than nothing yea.

slashed at 9:54 PM .

hong kong shows getting better ba.. heh.. almost teared just now.. last episode of my one of my sis's fav tv show.. just thinking abt it, i guess i've been kinda selfish this while.. but yea, like him, i don't dare to make my promise.. but it means i haven't given us a chance.

wanted to call u tdy.. but just scared tt u'd not answer my call..

jiayu, mon u free? i wanna spend some time with u k? :)

hahax.. gd thing u wun read this till 19th.. :P den i can save face.. hahax.. heys, u ok ma? i sometimes wait 4 u to come online.. so we can chat..

tmr going out with jiale and qiwen..

was just talking to vic abt being doc.. sometimes it's quite hard ba.. when the patient dies, you'll end up becoming v emo and sorts.. yea.. guess it's a gd thing i'm not doc ba.. wanna save ppl, but can't handle e emotional stress if you're quite close to the patient and the patient dies...

guess it's just lk a r/s rite?

cest la vie..

anw, i made up my mind.
i wanna make that wish upon the shooting star, and see how far it lands.
i trust my feeling and hints.. heh.. :)

slashed at 7:16 PM .

tmr going army market with jiale and qiwen.. jiayu, mon u free? wanna go out ma? din get chance to ask u leh.. wanted to ask u ytd actually..

right.. i just let myself get hurt again.. so much for learn, don't risk. oh wells.. 10 days left. i wanna make the best out of it k? even though it's really just a really short time.. but i've no regrets. sometime in the future, this may just be a memory, but now, i just wanna spend time with u.. :)

slashed at 8:38 AM .

k, it's 7.18am in the morning and i'm on blogger. yea, slept at 12+ last nite.. after the whole interview and getting stressed out over it, and then coming home, tht i could share it with someone and that special someone just went offline without saying as much as a "bye".

haix.. last 1 wk le.. wonder if everything's fine.. heys, can we at least stay as friends, it doesn't have to turn out this way rite? :(

yea, was damn pissed last nite waiting 4 reply. this morn turn on hp also no reply. fuck. can just tell me wad's wrong? dun lk tt can..

slashed at 7:18 AM .

Thursday, April 08, 2010 .

prepped the whole 3 days 4 tdy's interview! hahax.. quite ok ba.. just came back.. heh.. wa.. really damn scared sia.. but was quite fine from how i saw it leh.. hope can get in.. :)

tmr going to smu to give them e ppcy of the documents ba.. and verify.. hope all goes well!

yeah.. me going slp soon! niteynitex!

stupid internet dying on me.. freaking slow can.. haix.. half an hr le, still haven't entered facebook. --__--"...

slashed at 10:39 PM .

Wednesday, April 07, 2010 .

Dragon

You are a Dragon!

You are the strongest mythical creature. Very wild and with strong attitude and opinions. People don't wanna mess with you, because you are also very temperament person. You have only one weak side, but no one knows what is it! Keep on going like that!

right.. hahax.. but i think i know what it is yea.. used to not know.. but now i do..

slashed at 9:11 PM .

Kind Giving Loyal Trustworthy Forgiving Understanding Pretty Funny Fun Unique

hmm.. quite true ba.. hahax.. :)

slashed at 9:07 PM .

Angelic

You have angelic blood.
Like Demons you draw much of your power from your emotions, mostly happiness, tranquillity and virtue.
You have great strength and the ability of flight.
You have a strong need to protect those you love.
You are most powerful in the daylight, for your essence is of just that, the light.

slashed at 9:03 PM .

damn scared abt tmr.. must get in yea! JIAYOU.. :)

i'll go there and do my best. put my best foot forward.

hahax.. and thanks jiayu, cos of your clueless book shopping, i suddenly remembered abt the tipping point tt we saw tt day, and hope it comes in handy tmr.. HEH.. thanks hor.. :) i got sth to use for e talk le..

k, the results tmr's gonna be my life.. jiayou.. :)

damn scared....... pls help.. confidence. the 21st century businessman. 3-in-1.

slashed at 7:54 PM .

Monday, April 05, 2010 .

got smu interview on thurs! yay! hahax.. yea, smu business.. really hope i get in man.. pls.. hope yea.. hope and never give up.. because nothing is certain until it's confirmed. i'll do my best.

jiayu.. sry can't accompany u to driving lesson le.. thurs u lonely again.. but u happy 4 me rite? :) need to prep myself mentally 2nite.. find some time go out with u again soon yea.. maybe friday/sat/sun? hahax.. take care hor.. :)

sat prolly going out with jiale to lan.. last few times liao.. in life, things change, but between us, things aren't gonna change yea.. you're my bro now and forever, so stay safe yea.. like you said, we're bros, till death and beyond.. :)

slashed at 8:22 PM .

celebrated aiting's b'dae ytd.. hahax.. yea, me and jiayu gave her a soft toy pig.. heh.. hmm.. ytd quite ok leh.. played pool, den went shopping with jiayu for her

hand moisturizer.. LOL.. yups, e rest of e pics r on facebook.. these 2 private ones, post on my blog ba. hahax.. had to crop, else got alot of other ppl inside e pic.. heh..

haix.. time pass so fast.. still got only 14 days left.. :(

dun think abt it ba.. enjoy what we have now.. treasure the moment yea..

jiayu, you're right yea, treasure the moment ba.. even if the moment doesn't last.. hahax..

bored at home again.. jiayu, wonder if i can go out with you again soon yea.. pei u go driving.. HAHA.. yea, ultimate boredom hor? lol.. take care yea.. chat with u 2nite..

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Saturday, April 03, 2010 .

Lol.. ytd went out with jiale, went to watch men who stare at goats.. went lan afterwards.. damn stupid show man.. hahax.. american army training jedi warriors to go for war.. LOL..

Hahax.. went lan afterwards.. jiale say my accuracy quite gd.. heh.. yea, me using assault rifle to snipe a sniper.. HEH.. pro ba? played CoD.. lol… quite fun.. and quite hilarious.. heh..

Kk, tmr going out with jiayu and josh.. to celebrate aiting’s(jiale’s sis..) b’dae.. :)

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Thursday, April 01, 2010 .

like water overcomes a stone, the weak can overcome the strong. because strength is not in size, but how you use it. as the water drips onto the rock, it drips over the same spot, and continuously, eroding it slowly, and then breaking it down.

hahax.. interesting philosophy ba.. shall try inventing sth lk tt.. a continuous, yet precise movement at a single spot, weakening it.. as a defense is only as good as it's weakest point, the entire defense falls when there's a fault at a point..

heh.. so much for duelling philosophy.. times change ba.. now no longer who you are, so embrace being a normal person and enjoying a normal life.. quite happy being me now.. simple life is still e best.. :)

tmr going out with jiale.. :) though i dunno going where..

sat going out with jiayu.. :)) though i also dunno going where.. HEH..

yea, i blur blur de.. now reading comics.. 2nite go watch movie.. :D

slashed at 8:51 PM .

不知道不明了不想要為什麼

我的心明明是想靠

近卻孤單到黎明

slashed at 6:08 PM .