sometimes, love can be something so abstract, you don't know why you do certain things.
sometimes, you think she's dropping a hint tt she's accepting you.
sometimes, you think she's trying to avoid you.
sometimes, you don't know what to think at all.
sometimes, you feel so happy tt she talk to you over msn.
sometimes, you feel so sad when you know she's online but just doesn't reply you.
sometimes, you feel so numb, you just wanna give up on the hope that she will reciprocate.
sometimes, you don't know why you just wanna pick that rose, when there are so many others you can pick.
sometimes, you don't know why you just wanna date that girl, when you've dated even the prettiest girl in J1.
sometimes, you just close your eyes and hug your pillow, and pretend you're hugging her.
sometimes, there are just so many questions, you just feel confused.
if you feel the same, drop a hint yea.
i'll pick it up. :)
slashed at 12:49 PM .
secretly taken pics of the ba zang stall tt random helped.. :D
yea, aft tmr the auntie n uncle wun b around liao.. all e best in ur business yea.. will support u if i ever see u around again! hahax..
yea, i take e pics for memory sake ba.. :)
random prefers to remain annonymous, so we shan't tell u his name.. :D
keep guessing. :)
slashed at 12:44 PM .
story telling time!
one day, there was this guy called random. he was walking out from e food court, just finished covering event in tengah, but event ended early.. heh.. so he went for dinner at the mall beside his house.. on e way out, he walked past the kfc in the direction of his house........
story starts.
*guy brushes past ba zang stall, brushes past the dumplings, causing them to fall*
ba zang stall auntie: "hey! 你弄倒我的ba zang le!"
guy:"你讲什么?! 是你自己弄的！"
*quarrel starts*
random walks by, with the mindef pass(LOL).. "我看到了，是你弄倒的。"
*guy glares at random*
*random stones(LOLLLL)*
"auntie, 我来帮你。"
*random helps stall auntie pick up dumplings*
"谢谢你，小弟。"
"没关系。:D "
"小弟，auntie 下个星期就不卖了，这些你拿去吃吧。"
hahax.. and auntie passes random 4 dumplings..
"oh, 不用了。oh, 谢谢auntie.."
and tt's e story of e dumplings ba.. :) hahax.. will take a pic of e auntie n her stall sometime if i have a chance. maybe tmr ba.. lol.. reminds me of that old me who helped e bubble tea uncle at my old house.. :D ppl always say, 好人有好报 yea! :) n ppl usually dun pick fights with mindef ppl.. not v wise.. LOLLL..
heng nv need to use any skills.. HAHA..
oh, but i used my fingernails to zip open the cd case, cos the whole office got no scissors.. does tt count? HEHH.. eh sometimes, skills are useful hor.. just use correctly can le.. not everything needs to be solved using ur skills even if you have them.. :)
"Winning a war without even going to war is the best war ever won." --- The Rising Power
I feel happy tdy. :D
slashed at 7:31 PM .
great. some idiot went to search my background and thinks it's too dangerous to bring me overseas.. no australia le.. :(
haix.. emo la.. my fully paid mindef australia "holiday" 泡汤 le..
slashed at 10:20 PM .
have been v busy these days ba.. dun really have time to sit down and stop for a moment.. my energy feels sapped man.. just finished covering runway cycling and skating..
going australia exactly 1 mth from now.. i need slpp..
loving someone is hard.. u keep thinking of tt someone, and each time u go unto msn, u just wish she'll start e convo with u.. when u start missing her touch, her smile, u know you've fallen in love with her.. u miss patting her to slp.. u miss waking her up to no avail and she giving tt lazy and sleepy voice.. hahax.. yea, u miss her.. u wish she had dropped a hint or two to tell u either a yes or a no, so u can get on with life.. but she didn't.. oh wells.
yea, random thoughts ba.. anw, i'm damn bloody tired now.. even sunday also must work.. sian leh.. gahhh.. i want a well deserved rest.. anyone wanna organise chalet? :)
slashed at 9:16 PM .
met up with R on my way back from work.. update on the C.H. thingy. heh.. yea, interesting tt ppl can clean up so fast eh? covering their tracks.. guess it's necessary to drop a few hints here and there then.. :)
i wanna go ktv.. arghh.. i hate being busy all day sia.. i need rest! even sunday and sat also must cover event.. haix.. wells, guess everything got it's pros n cons ba..
slashed at 9:07 PM .
here's story of the day.
boy in on train. boy seeing a fat chinese irritating kid sitting on a reserved seat. beside the boy is an indian man with his 3 yr old (or abt there) daughter. (and no, he isn't an indian worker.) the man holds onto the malay boy in front of him, as the boy watches his hands shiver. the malay boy turns and smiles. the man tries to gain his balance, but the fat boy refuses to budge. beside the fat boy is a middle aged lady, old for her age, and obviously needing the seat. the LRT jolts. the man loses his balance, and tries to hold on to his daughter to prevent her from falling down. he picks her up for a while, but then puts her down shortly as he can't handle her weight. the fat boy continues to sit there and stare. random boy drops a plastic cockroach, as the fat boy screams and leaves his seat. "oops.." the random boy picks it up. "(pretends to suddenly notice the man) heys, i think u need this seat.." hahax.. the man thanks him, but the boy seems pissed.. LOL..
anw, he wouldn't have been much of a match ba.. and isn't v smart picking a fight in an LRT with a hell lot of ppl around.. worse picking a fight with an SAF guy.. hehh.. protect country still wanna let him kena hantam.. sure got ppl pin him down if he ever does tt.. hahax..
yay.. job done without use of force or coercion.. HAHA.. the random boy desires to remain annoymous.. :)
anw, i've finished e celestial zone 1 and 2! neville, my upperstudy lent me e last few chapters of series 1, so i've finally completed the series.. :D thanks nev! tmr's nev's farewell.. tmr got sth to give him.. hahax.. good luck friend.. all e best in life! :)
slashed at 9:38 PM .
been a really really long week! kk, yea, just came back from shangrila dialogue, so was kinda tired.. recap of e week only now.. heh.. yea, lets say, quite eventful, ytd kinda bz, josh mc, gajen went for med checkup, so left me gotta cover event n still meeting jolene n jiale at night.. gd job rite? damn xiong sia..
yea, was on facebook, and saw sheron jie's post.. 容忍的人其实并不笨，只是宁可对自己残忍。既然爱不能恒温，祝福就给你下一个人。 damn emo la.. yea, i'm an emotional person, easily relating to things ba.. but yea, it's still emo la.. haix.. 宁可对自己残忍..
kinda wonder if u'd come online sometime ba.. den can at least chat and see how you're doing.. hope you're doing fine ba.. miss u..
haix.. i need teoheng/ktv/kbox.. badly.
suffering from k歌 cold turkey now.. heh..
feeling damn bad for sheron ba.. dunno y her bf is so damn screwed up.. haix.. nvm jie, you'll get over it soon k? bring u out for a few drinks sometime.. hahax.. if u were 6 yrs younger i'd have dated u hor.. dun sad k.. you'll find sb bttr yea.. :)
"i had a nightmare, dreamt tt i was in an empty cabin. i was sitting opposite u and there was a girl sitting beside u. then i felt v sad, and woke up."
"heys, i wun let tt happen k? if liddat den i ask u sit to beside me too la.."
k, i dunno y i did tt.. not exactly v smart.. nvm, it's just a dream anw..
oh, priscilla went to japan.. hahax.. yea, i wun miss u.. cos u asked me dun miss u ma.. HAHA.. i v guai.. listen to instructions de.. heh.. anw, thanks for believing in me.. :) really appreciated it a lot.. and stay safe! :)
anw, sorry mum for being damn angry at u.. hope u can sometimes try to understand me k? just a little is better than nothing.. guess i'll just "orh" and not do wdv u say if i don't want to.. cos between the two, i prefer not quarelling ba..
slashed at 8:49 PM .
3 days n i'm fucking tired so u don't come and FUCK around with me. fucking pissed. yea, goddamn the bloody bitch. feel lk throwing a punch into her face. FUCK LA.
i hate ppl touching my stuff. digging my stuff out from my bag. i hate ppl telling me wad to do n controlling my life. i'm fucking tired.
slashed at 11:57 PM .
kinda dun have to split myself into 13 personalities again.. hahax.. i just realised ba.. life here is kinda much easier on the role play thing.. tt's a gd start.. :)
yea, read e news.. jialat la.. ppl these days going back to screwing up the society again.. oh wells.. but i'm too tired.. coming back so l8 each day.. n i did make a promise after all.. gahh.. nvm. learn to not bother so much ba..
jap lesson 101.
gome, onomaye dewa goto arimas..
sorry, please leave a message..
hahax.. learnt from jap drama.. LOL! not taiwan drama ba.. :D hahax.. learning jap for fun ba.. heh..
anw, i've got my marketing book le! shall study when i got time.. i dun believe 2 yrs of study can't make up for the giftedness of ppl with straight As.. hahax.. some ppl dun believe ba.. but for a guy who's an idealist and has stood by his stupid ideals to make the society a better place for so long, what's 2 yrs of self study? rite? HAHA.. determination to make up for talent ba.. :D
yea, in both senses of the word.. determined to make up for the lack of talent.. and using determination as a means to make up for the lack of talent.. HAHA.. determination as both a noun and a verb.. not bad.. i like that.. HEH..
kk, i think my brain's not working le.. start spouting nonsense le.. typing crap.. shall so slp ba.. i miss ktv at teoheng with jiayu! but u got sch now.. everyday so bz.. hahax.. damn, cough not fun.. now can't sing properly le.. n it's dry cough.. so none of my remedies work.. remedies only for phlegm cough or sore throat.. use either remedy on this one n it's gonna be worse.. cannot use ginger, cannot use coconut/aloevera.. tmr shall try almond seed ba.. see if it works.. else i'll have to be perma strepsils for a long time.. seriously not fun at all.. KK, shall really go slp.. v tired.. gdnite!
slashed at 11:22 PM .
